roramdin

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Hey y'all, gonna release a shorter more intimate/talking to camera about life video on the channel at the end of this month, and a longer more involved video next month. Been learning Blender and a bunch of stuff making this one, so i hope it will be good. Lots of new free music coming out here soon. Honestly the truth is that I'm just pushing up really hard against the reality of being mentally ill and trying to figure out work (and how I can even do it). I'm just a total dumbass with money ...

I have covid

i have covid my brain not working... new video before end of month... missing making videos... heart aches for something real... i have had a lot of soup. going to take a nap. also, if you didn't notice there's around 100 minutes of new music in the royalty free folder as of earlier this month. XOXO, gossip girl

A month of streaming, a bunch of new royalty free tracks, and a crucial update

I'll keep it short and sweet!

1. Still not financially stable, maybe even more cooked than before, but mentally 1000x better. Going to therapy, waking up and going to sleep at a regular time, eating more consistently, and developing a good work routine!

2. I just uploaded a bunch of music I've made for my stream to the royalty free tracks library, free for use.

3. Two new videos coming next month! Gonna be doing a one week on streaming, one week on video schedule.

4. I...

I'm COOKED

Hey y'all gonna cut straight to the point had a mental breakdown last night and considered doing some inpatient/psych ward vibes, I had to cancel an ad read for a video I was going to release today. I haven't heard from the brand whether I'll be able to push it or if it's definitively a cancellation but regardless I'm gonna have less money this month. If you are a fan of my stuff and have DISPOSABLE (don't give me money if you're poor straight up brother go buy YOURSELF something) income it w...

The Struggle and a new Patron Perk

Hey I've been massively depressed for four months and I owe y'all a bunch of stuff because you've supported me anyways. I'm very sorry for my absence. I've been oscillating between lethargy and self sabotage, and haven't been all that productive or happy lately.

I've started streaming on the main channel every weeknight around 5-6, and it's been one of the only things that brings me joy. I make new songs, assets, and bits pretty much daily for the streams - so if you're missing the ro r...

3 Years of Music

Here's a Dropbox link to 3 years of my music, and 2 cut albums. If you'd like to listen, start with Rose Garden as its the one I'm proudest of, and from there listen in any order. Of note: I cut one song from Rose Garden (track 13) because I'm waiting for a response from someone who featured on it to make sure they're okay with me releasing it here. Listen in order, 1-15. I'll have a Soundcloud link up tomorrow and I'll be doing the livestream sometime in the next week (I'll announce the time...

Please Read!

Hello folks! I've decided to keep working on the Palestine video for a while so it won't be out until next month - in the meantime I'll resume weekly content, starting with a new video by the end of the month. In addition I'll be back with weekly update videos, as those only stopped due to a depressive episode.

In the next few days I'll be publishing a back catalogue of around 40 personal songs here - 2 albums and a bunch of B-Sides from the last 3 years to celebrate hitting 2k on Patre...

Why haven't i freaking posted a video a week this month

Two reasons

1) palestine video has been stressing me tf out and I've been locked in an endless dance with the script trying to figure out the best way to say stuff

2) depressive episode + a nightmare trying to get my adderall prescription (unfortunately i can barely function if i don't have adderall) once i get that prescription y'all are gonna be swimming in videos but gimme a second I'm super depressed right now idk why

Illness has befallen my once great kingdom

I'm sick maybe with the flu video postponed for a few days gonna be in bed my venmo is @roramdin donate to my #soupfund #soupheads

Weekly Update #9: WE ARE SO BACK!

This Week's Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3BFFzEJbWdQP6JeoY4uCQg?si=4524c1caaf7b476d&pt=f030b071810a5a113a47c0e19ffb8c6a

Movie Rec - Trainspotting

Game Rec - The Pathless

This guy is a big inspo for my motion graphics rn: 2023-11-06 23:59:06 +0000 UTC View Post

Back to the #normal schedule

I'm working on some new graphics and music to use for the weekly updates, after that I'll film today's weekly update and get us back on track for normal uploads. <3 See y'all later today!

New video TONIGHT

I'm finishing up the edit right now! It's one of my fav vids I have ever made and I've already uploaded the 15+ royalty free tracks I made for it to the library, use in whatever creative projects you'd like (so long as you don't upload them somewhere that could result in them being copyrighted).

Patron Playlist Question!

Hey y'all, I've really been enjoying making the weekly patron playlists for y'all to listen to. I'm wondering - what songs (if any) have you particularly responded to, and what type of stuff do you want me to put on there more? Let me know :-)

Weekly Update #8: My Birthday!

Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5xi4RlHKTLDpmRgcLnzwbE?si=826d8503df0d4bd8&pt=2ceb92e0ddd037472fe8fc01d70b7c1d

Movie Rec: Dog Day Afternoon

Game Rec: Tchia

I Got Accused of Plagiarism (And it's really hurting my feelings)

Idk i wanted to talk to you guys about this. Please don't share this video around, I appreciate y'all.

Weekly Update #6: Videos, Recs, and a Beat Breakdown!

This weeks update! Brief breakdown of last week's vid and this week's upcoming vid, plus a beat breakdown and a buncha recs! Links below for relevant stuff I mention <3

Patron Playlist 2: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1YJoIR77uMAzf9Sa9FxitE?si=12f793b947704343&pt=a3fa6a20acf0c275d2956928401d4398

Movie Rec: Frances H...

Weekly Update #5

Talking about a dream for seven minutes, reflection, and media recommendations hehe

This week's Patron Playlist!

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0CotQ0L519CRQJkuEJMQ2W?si=548fe7219a984a23&pt=ca72e126c78d8beb9c138a2d7dca063f

Game Recs: Tetris Effect, A Hat In Time

Movie Rec: Raging Bull

New Video is out!

I made 7 or 8 original tracks for it so those will be uploaded tomorrow as well as the weekly update a day late 😖. I hope y'all like the video, it's one of my favorites fr!

My fault

Video today (monday) i hve been working all day im gonna wake up early tomorrow to finish it its 4am meow mwah

This week's video is pushed back to sunday!

It's a good one though, here's the title card to stir up hype lol.

Weekly Update #4: First Month Down, Bugs, and Scout!

Monthly Update #1

Hey folks! As we move into the second month of weekly content I figured it'd be a good idea to do a little monthly update on what I content I've promised. As a refresher, this month I owe y'all a bunch of unreleased music from my shelved albums. By the end of the year I owe y'all a one hour video essay on a topic of your choice and a big Zelda Tears of the Kingdom reflection essay. Hope you're all doing well, I'll have the weekly update out later today :-)

Weekly Update #3: I Need YOUR HELP!

Going to try to move the Vance Global ad to next week's video

Hey y'all- I've decided to try to move the ad that was going to be on the XQC video to next week's vid. If you subscribed to the Patreon because you wanted to supplement that loss, feel free to unsubscribe, but if you're down to keep supporting feel free to! I hope that video will be a more appropriate fit (nothing about drugs or addiction in the subject matter), and I'll workshop the read to see if I can make it less conspicuous for youtube guidelines. These are products that I use quite oft...

Weekly Update 2: Electric Boogaloo

Yesterday's Video, Ad Accountability, and Wage Transparency

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Weekly Update 1!

Every Monday from now on - small reflection on last video, announcement about next video, and whatever else is on my mind. I talk about the 2000$ goal and ask a question about what you guys want to hear, so please answer the question if you make it that far in the vid!

Gonna spend the rest of the work day starting the writing process and making some background music for the videos, feel free to message if you have any questions!

HOLY SHIT???

I logged on today because I'm planning on making a little reflection on last week's video only to find that not only have we passed 2,000$ monthly, we fucking SMASHED it by 200$??? First things first- THANK YOU. SO SO SO MUCH. I am unbelievably lucky to have this support. Second things second, this means that we've reached the goal for me to release a RIDICULOUS amount of unreleased music. Some finished some unfinished. So- if you've really liked a song that plays in the outro of one of my vi...

Big Announcement!

New Youtube video every Friday for the next year starting September 8th, along with music for the royalty free library. I also now will be doing "work days" instead of random work bursts, so I'll be checking my messages every morning around 10AM. <3

Taking a Break until September 1st

Hey y'all, I've been having a bit of a mental health episode. Alongside being very nearly broke I've been struggling with very dark thoughts, depressive and anxious bouts, and increasing isolation and loneliness. I continuously try to distract myself and I fear that may soon lead to overuse of alcohol/weed if I am not careful (it already has a bit). I've also been feeling constant stress, sadness, and guilt in relating to content creation, and my managers have told me to take the rest of the ...