gold0kapi

bg3 oc sketches1

Some doodles of my main BG3 OCs that I play. I have A LOT of art of them, but I want to do an annoying TLDR write-up on them for their ref sheets first so for now I have this silly mess. Over the past few weeks I’ve been trying to really push myself to doodle as many little character poses as quickly as possible from memory, and to not worry about anatomy or anything, just quick fun doodles, don’t stress about anything, its all in good fun. And I want to keep it up and do lots, I think it...

hello i am back!

Hello... Sorry for the disappearance. It has been a very difficult past few months, and things are still very hard, but I feel like in a sense I’ve been letting my disorders control my life (trying to “fix” myself), and I desperately need to find enjoyment and passion again, and balance out the horrors of life with the joys. I’ve been drawing a lot of OCs recently (I even bought cute little journals and have been handwriting their stories which has been very fun lol). I want to share ...

Update

Hello!!

Thank-you for the kind comments and patience ❤️❤️❤️

I do need to take more time away unfortunately. I'm unable to take more time off from my non-art job, but I'll take another month off of posting art so that I can be very vigilant about my health and how I'm managing at my non-work job before taking on more responsibilities.

Thank-you again, and sorry to disappoint anyone.

Unexpected Leave

Unfortunately I must go on stress leave for a month, according to my psychologist. This means I can’t have an income, I have to stop working entirely for this time.

I’ve already put this account on hiatus, so that means you won’t be charged for the next month, and no one can become a member in that time.

I’m very lost at the moment. I’ve never in my adult life taken a break from all jobs/work before. I’ve been trying to have healthier work habits over the past year (an...

after hours

Just them at the end of MWII in the pub bathroom (cuz obviously that's what happened after their meeting).

mer!Ghost continued

Further ideas for Mer!Ghost

Decided on the half-mask but made it spookier (I just really want to draw his wavy hair!). Jaws around his neck. Still not sure what to do about armour for his shoulders/arms. Harness is just some little bones tied together, but the pieces on his hips are scapula. The harness bones need to be bigger to serve as actual armour, but meh, I had no idea what I was doing and just quickly sketched them in (BIG mistake once it came time to colour – as you can see i...

mer!Ghost concept sketches

I have a bunch of Mer!GhostSoap drawings but I can’t finish them because I have absolutely NO idea how I want to draw Ghost, so here are some quick thoughts! I want him to look a little unhinged/terrifying lol

Headcanon Soap Post

THIS IS VERY LONG SORRY. I haven't read over it in awhile but I don't think its changed much.

Okay here we go (also I've never posted this much text before so I'm sorry if the formatting is terrible):

Synopsis:

I think Soap is a really interesting character with lots of contradictory traits that manage to all work together in a way that makes sense. He comes off as confident, even cocky, but behind-the-scenes he’s journaling to himself about his experience...

season 4

Season 4 Soap sketches

I'm actually excited about canon Call of Duty, what?? It feels like its been so long

I'm not really a fan of the mask design, but its new Soap content so whatever I'll take it! His messy longer hair and sweat/dirt/blood in the promo images is 🔥🔥🔥

Tiefling Soap sketch

I feel like if Tiefling!Soap could purr he'd be doing it right now lol

Or maybe he can...? 🤔

Hellhounds

"Zombie" Ghost befriends some hellhounds

This was a very fun painting experiment! 😊

all tied up

This idea began with Soap tied up with ropes but then I was distracted by Ghost in a loose tank top and now that’s all I can think about 🥵🥵🥵

callorhin sketches

My BG3 OC Callorhin, a Half-Drow Druid/Bard and his attempt at “streetwear”/city appropriate attire. He has no concept of clothing (and no one bothers trying to teach him).

prison break

Soap is VERY good with his tail...

(Cue the guards panicking and confused on how he escaped AGAIN...)

Just a dumb sketch I did and then spent way too much time colouring and screwing around with lol. (Ignore the nonsensical gate/bars. They're ~~ abstract ~~; they're just there to tell the story 😭)

Tiefling Soap ideas

I've been working on this AU. This is just an intro to Soap (I'm still working on Ghost and their dynamic). I wanted him to stay somewhat true to his character. This is still a work-in-progress and subject to change. Mostly I just want this to be a fun AU and not be too sticky with details and rules and things lol.

(I've been drawing him with a broken horn but I dunno if that will stick. Horns, piercings, clothing, all of that is very loosely imagined at the moment)

Soap in COD is...

more helldivers

More dumb sketches but its so much fun lol

mace's outfit

Ghost in Mace's "Tombstone" outfit

It was really hard to draw in the first image, I dunno why, I've been fighting with it for ages. I think maybe because its super cropped, plus the pants down, just makes the perspective all wonky. BUT I love this outfit, god bless CODM 🙃

jewel thief

omfg sorry, I had to redraw part of this after work and its I just ITS FINE I'm MOVING ON

Soap gets caught by one of the region's most prestigious mercenaries 🛡️⚔️ He totally doesn't get caught on purpose after teasing and flirting with Ghost until Ghost finally chases him down himself lol

I kind of wanted to make a more "canon adjacent" fantasy AU but also I just want Soap to be an absolute menace, so I think I'm gonna take the menace route lol. I also still haven't desi...

treasure hunter

This pose/perspective is sooo hard to draw but I love it and need to learn how to do it!

I still dunno what I want for this fantasy AU, but I feel like Soap is some kind of criminal or something lol. And Ghost is the guard/soldier/etc meant to catch him...

I'll post more tonight. My new insomnia meds are cutting into the drawing time that I do after work and I couldn't finish the other things I was working on in time today (apparently I'm supposed to "sleep" at night and not just ...

Helldivers

Some Helldivers stuff. (I don’t know if I posted the colour version before, but here it is again I guess). Anyway, I LOVE this game. Satire, space, cool armour, over the top epic music, live service, heck yeah. 🔥🔥🔥

Gotta miss the early days of the light scout armour and being decimated by my own guard dog every 5 minutes... 😅😭

Warframe

Anyone play Warframe?

I’ve been branching out and trying some new games, and I love space and armour and aliens and stuff (plus this game is free, which is crazy). Ngl though, I definitely wasn’t having fun in the game so far, but I just got a cape and my enjoyment has objectively increased. I just have no idea what’s going on, EVER. I have no idea what I am or what the point of any of this is or why we’re fighting all these people, but now I have a cape and it whooshes around w...

Soap's Journal (pages 1 - 5)

Ok ok so I started working on this way way WAY back I don't even know when, and a lot has changed and I never actually finished it but I wanted to share these silly little pages anyway. Supposed to just be silly and fun, not serious at all lol.

I LOVE the concept of Soap writing in a journal, or doodling things ❤️

Merfolk OC sketches

I'm more than ready for summer, but its been raining/snowing here for the past few days, so my merpeople keep me optimistic that someday it'll be sunny and warm again lol 🌊☀️ Its a very spicy story though... 😳 I don't yet have the courage to upload the spice, but someday lol

SoapGhost merfolk

Its spring so I must draw merpeople 🌊☀️ Anyway, some Soap and Ghost ideas. I feel like Soap has to be blue and Ghost has to be kind of dark and edgy?? But I dunno

practice

Some practice stuff (ocs). Some of this is really old now but I dunno, I want to post more practice, even if its garbage lol. It is what it is! Drawing is hard and I struggle a lot (but its very rewarding also). Lately I've been working on drawing much faster while focusing on flow/movement/line of motion, overall gesture, etc. Normally I'm very slow and finicky but I want to loosen up a lot more.

mchanzo

I love them together, they're ridiculous 😭

safe house

❤️

Overwatch sketches

First time trying to draw them

I went through a very brief Overwatch phase lol

Zombies | Hard Mode

Soap likes playing Zombies on Hard Mode if you know what I mean 👀

WIPs & Updates

I haven't posted a WIP compilation in awhile and wanted to give a little update/chat.

First of all, I'm incredibly thankful for all of your support!! 😭❤️❤️❤️ Thank-you from the bottom of my heart, truly truly truly. I have immense anxiety/stress around social media and I know I'm not the most interactive or fun online, and I appreciate everyone's patience and tolerance with me. I promise I read every comment, message, I do a lot of "lurking" lol. I don't want to seem ungr...