lovesickva

✿daily✿diary✿march✿24th✿

8:00 first alarm goes off, he snoozes it
8:07 snoozed alarm goes off again, he snoozes it
8:14 snoozed alarm goes off again, he snoozes it
8:20 i wake him up with kiss attack!! (ɔˆ ³(ˆ⌣ˆc)
8:21 we cuddle ♡
8:28 he gets up to use the bathroom (number 1) 
8:30 he says he is ready for breakfast, i go ...

[EARLY ACCESS] She Takes You Home... (Yandere) (Intense) (F4A)

i know i already uploaded this audio but i wanted you guys to have the first chance to comment >w<

subtitling this took forever ;u; but i bet you could already guess that XD

Thumbnail art for new audio >W<

im really hoping this color pallet helps me into the algorithm ;n; im gonna need all the help i can get since it really REALLY hates youtubers taking breaks :b

regardless- im happy to be back. i feel like im rediscovering a part of myself and i really missed this part <33 ALSO!! i read yalls comments and the audio and tysm for the feedback! unfortunately the mic was just too close while i was recording- so i cant fix the peaking anymore than i did 😭but honestly im so glad that th...

[SFW] Ex-Yandere Takes You Home

This is gonna be uploaded to youtube once im done editing the video but is this good? ;n;
I feel like some of it isnt- so please be honest <3

the youtube link will be uploaded here as well so yall can comment and everything before everyone else >w< ty guys so much for helping me out with this! <33

✿EVEN✿BETTER✿NEWS✿!!!!!✿

O M G

guys

GUYS

you are never gonna believe this!!!! he said yes!!!!!!

i took initiative and asked him and he aCTUALLY SAID YES!!! 

HE IS MOVING IN WITH ME

this is EASILY the best day of my life!! ٩(>ᗜ<*)و ⋆˚࿔

okay okay, before i get too ahead of myself- let me set the scene:

we are on a date out to the new fawaffle place (waffle shaped falafels, actually really yummy with the sauce they gi...

(F4M) Stupid. Fucking. Puppy. [msub][hospital][controlling][degradation][body betrayal][precum][public sex][handjob][making you beg][fdom]

More on the way loves~
Script by Billy Yandere Cyrus
Edit by SolarAudios on YouTube+Twitter

✿im✿back✿

hello my sweet sweet followers! (๑╹ω╹๑ )

i know i know, i havent updated my blog in a while, and no i dont have any good reason why i havent- ive just been enjoying life as it comes, and boy life been coming fast!!!

number one: my therapist says we can go off my medication! ★彡
apparently my levels have stabilized to a point where i can begin the process of getting off my meds >w<
he always said that they were a temporary tool, but ive bee...

.lastwords.

this is the last time im writing to you. ever. 

i heard what happened to you on the news. its such a shame. really a shame they didnt do more to you. i heard you survived. i heard there were only a few minor injuries.
some broken bones.
its a shame those will heal... you know what wont though?

the mental scars you forced me to inflict on you :) you poor poor stupid thing.
i hope they fester. i ho...

Thighs or Tits?

Why choose? ;D

.misery.

what was all of this for.

now that the battle is over, and i won. what was all of this for?
why did you push me to do this?
what is wrong with you?

did you find it fun?
watching me cry- beg you, just for some clarity. for some communication. to understand why you were doing this to me?
did it give you a sick thrill when i would excuse your odd and calloused behavior to anyone who cared for me? exc...

I need your opinion on something...

im slowly getting back into content creation again (as yall have seen) after this prolonged break.

you guys know why I disappeared, twitter does too- but youtube doesnt.

disappointingly, i checked my youtube comments for the first time in a while and there were quite a few hate comments calling me names- saying that im a cash out because i have a patreon... just a lot of hate for this break that ive taken ://
they assume ive quit youtube to just do patreon i guess?

.snow.

considering you are reading this from prison, i guess you didnt find it in time- huh?
thats really such a shame. i thought you were quicker on your feet than this.

you know, its really sad.
i didnt know you were just this incompetent. its like getting into a fistfight against a toddler XD just pathetic
you are pathetic. 

you know, even with the very little money you left me after you TOO 2024-10-21 18:00:01 +0000 UTC View Post

Brainwashing 10/23 @8p.m. EST

IM SO EXCITED!!

okay so yall voted to be brainwashed this wednesday! im so excited because i miss you guys so much >w< im almost crying rn thinking about how badly i miss you guys- i really cant wait to see you either!!

i dont know if we will be watching a movie or not- i just really wanna chat with you guys and catch up >w< maybe we will just play one in the background? we will see!!

i cant wait >w< love yall <333

Brainwashing Next Week!!

im SO excited to see you guys again i miss you all so so so SO much!!
we can totally watch a movie or game a little whatever yall want but i really wanna talk to you guys bc i miss just chatting so so so bad >w< i wanna know what yall are up to!

please lemme know when would be better for you for a late night hang (prolly around 8pm est)

this is all for next week >w< please vote when! i cant wait to see yall again!!

[APRIL FOOLS THROWBACK] Yandere Teases You [18+!!!] [ASMR] [Roleplay] (F4A)

an little extra vid that has been unlisted for a while XD remember when we did this?

Gentle Yandere Comforts You When Your Scared [ASMR] [Roleplay] (F4A)

Your yandere comes home from a hard day at work, excited to see you: their sweet darling~ You however are not so happy to see her. How will a dangerous lovesick girl react when she finds out darling is actually AFRAID of her?! 😱😰

THIS IS A SCRIPT by the MattyestMatt 💕

Forced on a Picnic [Yandere] [Roleplay] (F4M)

wholesome yandere incoming! 💕

THIS IS A SCRIPT BY XLILTWINKLECUTIEX

Yandere Master Owns You [Spicy] [Possessive] (F4A)

your parents sold you to me, so now you are mine darling~ 💕

THIS IS A SCRIPT BY YAN-CON

Yandere Mommy Girlfriend Cuddles You [Good Boy] [Affirmations] (F4M)

let mommy cuddle away all the bad thoughts 💕

THIS IS A SCRIPT BY YAN-CON

Youtube is demonetizing my videos

Youtube is doing what it does best, and unfortunately that means how we do things will have to change a little.
I will be taking down the videos affected from the public youtube platform.

DONT WORRY THOUGH, YOU WILL STILL BE ABLE TO SEE THEM!

They will be "unlisted" which means you will have to view them by link. A link that will be posted here, on the witness tier! ^u^

This is super frustrating and inconvenient, but its the best I can do!

I love all you ...

The Mess [SFW] (Yandere) (You Need Me)

She breaks into your apartment to kill you. What she sees changes her mind... She knows that you need her... Do you accept?

Audio Edited by @SolarAudios on twitter

.present.

we have talked so much about the past.
you have ranted and raved so much about what your future- my future looks like.
so lets discuss the present.

it seems like you fully understand your situation now.
you are even teetering on acceptance.
acceptance of the truth that the police cannot help you with this. your friends cannot help you with this. your family cannot help you with this. 

you cannot keep leanin...