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April Brainwashing Poll!

When would yall like to be brainwashed? I included only fridays (i think that would be the best day) of this month >w<

i miss yall and cant wait ^_^

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little meme to start off april~

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last winter themed booba photo >w<

hope this warms you up <3

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A little life update

hi yall!

sorry for the hiatus, i feel like everytime i start really getting on track- life happens and im just completely thrown off. dont worry though- im already getting back on the saddle to finish the content for this month and april ^_^

anyway, just a little bit as to where i have been:

this year has been an odd time for me. things that have been building since last september, that had me in that fun little space during the holidays season, finally hit its climax this m...

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[EARLY ACCESS] Yandere Find Out You Have Low Self Esteem [Kidnapping][Comforting](F4A)

you may not care about yourself, but i do. trust me, you are a person worth caring about~ 💕

THIS IS A SCRIPT BY YAN-CON

My thoughts: i really liked this script, even though its an older script there are a few concepts that are newer to me... like ive never seen a yandere give someone back after they have taken them... its pretty cool to me ^_^

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.memorylane.

for someone that i once considered the most interesting person in any room, you have become very very boring. the analogy that comes to mind is that of a toothless, clawless tiger in a small, underfunded, depressing zoo. 

everything that once gave you edge is gone. the enclosure you are in is a spit in the face of what you once were- but depressingly fitting for what you have become View Post

[SFW] SuperFan Kidnaps You Part 2 and 3

She is obsessed with you and you are not getting away. Struggle all you want, you are only going to get punished more...

My thoughts: I absolutely love this yandere. She is so insanely unhinged which is so so rare in a script you have no idea. This series is so special to me, and we will be filling all of them. I couldnt post this on youtube because, for whatever reason, the algorithm HATED my video ;-; so its now a patreon exclusive! enjoy <333

SCRIPT BY AlvaaarScrip...

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[NSFW] Maid Cleans your Dick [F4M] [Maid] [Fdom] [Good Boy]s [Pet Names] [Comfort for Breakup] [Positive Affirmations] [Rebound] [Flirty] [Blowjob] [Deepthroat] [Scent Kink] [Cumming in Mouth] [Throatpie] [Strangers to Lovers] [5 Star Review]

After a rough breakup you hear a knock at your door. There is a maid? Granted, your apartment is digesting but still, you didnt book a maid? Why is she here? And god why is she hot???

Edited by @solarcontent on Fivver~

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Quick Announcement about my Messages

sorry for posting so much in one night i just need to say one more thing really quick

patreon has a feature where you all can directly message me, which all of you are more than welcome to do at anytime about anything! i absolutely love hearing from yall ^_^

i just wanted to let you all know that if you messaged me and i havent gotten back to you yet, its not because im ignoring you or dont like you, its because i dont check patreon everyday. i also have some of my posts scheduled...

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a little look at what im cooking up~

new thumbnail style for march! <33
lemme know what you think ^u^

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.runrabbitrun.

huh. 

you really take running from your problems to a whole nother level.
why are you so scared? even from all the way over here i could see your hands shaking as you packed that u-haul. the tears in your eyes too.

honestly, im a little disappointed. what happened to the big bad bastard that tried to get me locked up? what happed to the ruthless fucker that took all of my money? 

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꒰ঌ i miss the old lovesick ໒꒱ part 2

💕bewbies💕

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[EARLY ACCESS]

you got rejected by your crush, so you run to your bestfriends house for her to comfort you... little did you know your confession would not be the only one that day...

THIS IS A SCRIPT BY LUSTATIA

My thoughts: i feel like yandere bestfriend tropes are tragically underused. i LOVE a good manipulative bestfriend. plus- i mean- the REALISM behind it. if a person wants to get close to you THIS would be the easiest avenue to take. 

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[EARLY ACCESS] She Wants You

your secret admirer gives you a little valentines day gift... chloroform!  enjoy your surprise romantic getaway~
THIS IS A SCRIPT BY MATTYESTMATT

My thoughts: anyone who knows me knows that i absolutely adore matts work. its just threatening enough to keep you on edge and remind you that you are dealing with a yandere, but also just completely comfy and makes you just melt~
im so glad that he did have a valentines themed yandere script because i cant imagine a valentine...

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[EARLY ACCESS] Forced on a Picnic

A calming picnic date with your playful yandere girlfriend~
THIS IS A SCRIPT BY XLILTWINKLECUTIEX

My thoughts: The yandere is very light on the yandere scale for this one. I think its perfect for a short valentines day "bonus" audio!
I hope you like it <33

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[EARLY ACCESS] Super Fan Kidnaps You

she has been watching you since the beginning. there is no point in fighting. just give in, she knows you too well anyways...
THIS IS A SCRIPT BY ALVAAARSCRIPTS

My thoughts: this was probably the most unhinged yandere ive ever done. i really can this of any other one that is quite as crazy. the quick mood shifts were super fun to do, and i did them all in one shot which i think added some realism. 

Anyway I hope you enjoy this audio as much as i did!

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[EARLY ACCESS] Visiting your Girlfriend at the Mental Hospital

your girlfriend is in the mental hospital after she tried to kidnap you. you havent seen her since the incident... can you forgive her?

THIS IS A SCRIPT BY TURT1ESHARK

My thoughts: I thought that this yandere was really interesting as you arent really seeing the active yandere archetype, instead you are seeing the "aftershock" of what would be the climax in a yanderes life. A reformed yandere that is forced to get better in order to keep the affections of their love... 

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。‧˚ʚ open wider ɞ˚‧。

nom nom nom nom nom

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.gotcha.

"curiosity killed the cat"

are you familiar with that little phrase? you should be considering you are the one who used it against me before. now i get to use it against you... honestly these little one ups i get to spit at you almost make me feel better. 

almost. 

but you know what DOES make me feel better? the fact that everything that comes next is your fault. it makes all of my next actions View Post

[EARLY ACCESS] Getting Kidnapped Again

You wake up in a strangers house and well... you know the drill.
This script isnt called "A generic yandere script" for nothing XD

My thoughts: i think that this script is a little more of a think piece than one may give it credit for. regardless of whether or not this yandere is "generic" i think it was masterfully done. it gave me enough room to move around with the character- which to me is one of the most important things for a versatile yandere. 

Anyway I hope you en...

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BRAINWASHING SESSION 1/27

BRAINWASHING IS NOW IN SESSION!!! we will be congregating this saturday for a great cause. a cause of videogames and movies~

i wanna watch anime and movies!! i wanna leave it open to suggestions from yall, what do YOU wanna watch? please leave it in a comment below <33

if you are not familiar with the game skribbl.io let me tell you a little about it, its a free to play game that is online (kinda like jackbox). in it one person draws a picture and the rest of us race to guess ...

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a sneak peak of what im working on today~

just wanted to give yall a quick look at the thumbnails ive been cooking up ^_^

more to come soon <33

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an explanation

hello yall! 

i dont really know how to start this message so if its rambl-y i apologize, none of this is easy to write...

so firstly- happy new year! im sorry i havent been very interactive on here or on discord. i havent streamed since before the new year either...

its all for a reason, well a few. ive been struggling really badly with my mental health for the past 3/4 months. i havent been coping well. 

ive been trying really hard not to let it show. i thin...

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[EARLY ACCESS] Yandere Siren Claims You

Your ship sank, you are now clinging to life of a flimsy little wooden door when suddenly a beautiful siren approaches you and offers to help. But something smells fishy... and its not just her mermaid tail...
this creepy script is written by Itsy_Bitsy_Bite

My thoughts: small weird thing, it bothers me when people use the term siren for just dark mermaids. sirens are half woman half bird things. they have beautiful alluring voices and they eat men but they fly. anyway other than t...

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[EARLY ACCESS] Hot Yandere Singles in Your Area

You click on a mysteriously flashy ad titled "HOT YANDERE SINGLES IN YOUR AREA"... you then plug in your address, your credit card information, and go to a weird location in hopes to be hooked up with your perfect yandere.
This lighthearted script is written by Yan-con.

My thoughts: okay i know this script has been around for a while but ive always wanted to do my own cover of it. its funny and it makes me chuckle. also who doesnt love a yandere mlm? id join.

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[EARLY ACCESS] Yandere Vampire Bites You

You wake to a strange figure in your room. You dont know who she is or what she wants but she is claiming to be a vampire who has been stalking you. You arent sure if you believe her but she is weirdly strong and seems absolutely deadset on drinking your blood. Will you keep fighting her or just give in?~
This is a script by Dominotastic

My thoughts: This is titled on reddit as a generic yandere vampire script but in my opinion I find it exceptional. It has some very interesting the...

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.why.

im writing this from a mcdonalds parking lot. if you think you know the one im at- your wrong. even drunk im not that fucking stupid. 

i just... i dont get it. i dont get YOU. i dont get how any human could do this to another person... you must not know what this feels like. that is the only conceivable way the person i once knew would be okay with doing this...

you must not know, so let me enlighten you. 

every single breath i take burns ...

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[EARLY ACCESS] Yandere Producer Wants to Own You

Your producer has noticed your idol groups rising success. Any normal producer would be happy about this, but not yours. Your producer wants something more than money... your producer want to own you. What will you do when they start to threaten your livelihood? Fight them? or just... give in?
This script is by lovelyyandereaddict on reddit~

My thoughts: So yanderes are already in innate power imbalance. It sounds counterintuitive, but the "victim" actually hold more power than they...

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[NSFW] Tired after work and hungry [F4A][Waking up Girlfriend] [Tiny Argument] [Exhausted Girlfriend] [Kissing] [You Hungry? Eat Up~] [Good Pet] [Switch Vibes] [Finger Sucking] [Cunnilingus] [Anal Fingering] [Pizza Night] [L-Bomb]

You come home after work, and all you wanna do is eat...


Edited by @solarcontent on Fivver~

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What Brainwashing Movie Yall Wanna Pick?

Which movie do yall wanna watch for our monthly brainwashing one 12/15? 

pick pick pick pick~

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