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More tighty whities! (NSFW)

Hey guys! There's been another bunch of requests for new tighty whities pics, so while I find a moment (and a new model) to do them, here's a bunch of pics I've never posted before 😜.

Yesterday I recorded a new song (the vocals, that is, the arrangement is almost done, I've been working on the instrumentation for almost 2 months) and today I'll continue working on it, most likely recording backing vocals and then lead vocals for another song. Step by step the new album is taking shap...

Black Singlet Tuesday (NSFW)

Good morning folks! If you're going to fight, make it fun and on your terms, right? Am I right? 😜. So let's get back to this black singlet at Rich's request and have some fun in the ring 🤪.

This week has been interesting to say the least. In the middle of my own fights I'm working on two new songs and trying to figure out how to make more pictures so you can have something to look at in the coming days. I still think we should have our own BK event so I could meet you all there an...

Turn Back The Clock - Wallpaper

Good morning guys, as I mentioned before, I'm revising the "All Systems Go - Listening Companion" book that was available on Amazon until a few months ago, since the release of the album in 2020. This is part of the new re-edited artwork ☺️

Amazon decided around January of this year that my books were somewhat offensive and took them all down for a while. I fought back and managed to get them all back except for this one. They demanded that I remove the term "Listen...

#tbt to July 2022 😜 (NSFW)

Good morning guys, it's #throwbackthursday and while going through my vault I found this photo shoot from 2022. Turns out there are quite a few pictures I didn't share back when we did it. This set reminds me of my happy place, would you join me? ☺️

Hope your week is going well, mine is moving slowly but steadily.

Have a beautiful Thursday dear friends ❤️😘❤️

Sweet 2menkiss Dreams - Pridefest Mix

Hey guys! Here's the new version of this cool mashup I did for my Pridefest show in Milwaukee on June 8th, mixing my song 2menkiss with Eurhytmics classic Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This).

Back in 2020 I shared with you a first demo of this mashup that I had been using in my shows and DJ sets. I've been perfecting the sound over the years and this is the latest version, which I finished just a week before the Pridefest show. 2024-06-12 16:16:53 +0000 UTC View Post

The Love Seat (Part 4 - NSFW)

Good morning, everyone! Let's give this lovely love seat one last shot and unwind. ☺️
As expected, I'm super tired after all the weeks of anticipation, rehearsals and work, and then the trip and then the show, so I'm taking it easy this week. Time to relax, watch some movies, eat some ice cream, and do some of those tests the doctor said I should do that I never found the time to do before... fun times 😅.
Have a great Tuesday 😘 ❤️

Pridefest! A exclusive look behind the scenes

Good morning, everyone! We're back from our trip to Milwaukee. I'm sorry I didn't post while we were out, but it was just impossible due to the tight and extreme schedule we had.

Now that we're back, I'm excited to share with you how much fun it was. Here are some pictures from different moments in our trip. They show the first flight, when we met Malleous at Union Station in Chicago (a great place), a closer look at the Kylie Minogue bottle (what a beautifully strange gift!), and our s...

Hello from Pridefest ☺️

Hello guys! Sorry I didn’t post today, we were traveling all day since a little before after midgnight yesterday. We finally arrived at the hotel in Milwaukee and Pridefest welcomed us with a bottle of Kylie Minogue’s Prosecco and a bag of assorted candy. It’s a great start. Now it’s time to prepare for tomorrow’s show. Have a great day ☺️😘😘❤️❤️

Fun with cake and jockstraps 🍰😜 a NSFW #throwbackthursday

Good morning guys! I know you all enjoy my cake, so I thought I'd share some pictures from 2019 while I'm still working on some SFW content to share ☺️😅🍰

It was February, and we were in Puerto Vallarta for Beefdip. I was given a pair of jockstraps to wear at an underwear party, so we had to take some pictures.

Now back to rehearsals for one last time! Today is our last day before flying to Chicago. Have a great Thursday! 😘❤️

Jacuzzi one last time 💦☺️🍰

Good morning, guys! It's #wetwednesday again, so let's go back to this jacuzzi photo shoot one last time. It'll be a great way to relax after the last bunch of intense posts. I'll bring the cake! 🍰💦☺️

It took me about a month to decide and write those posts. I think we need more information in the gay community for older guys. There's not much there in the open. It was my urologist who gave me the last push when I had the revision. When I asked him why there was so little good...

The 🍆 story comes to an end 💦☺️ (NSFW)

Good morning guys, let's continue with yesterday's 🍆 story.

This is my own experience, if you have similar problems, please visit your urologist. 

We left things with me suddenly being unable to have full erections or ejaculate at the beginning of February.

This got me a little worried, so I texted my former urologist and told him what was happening, he told me to do some lab work. As I told Glenn in my reply to his comment on ...

Jacuzzi and a 🍆 story ☺️ (NSFW)

Good morning guys, after the tops and bottoms story, let's go back to the Jacuzzi, relax and talk about something that has happened to me in the last few months ☺️

Erections: To give you some context, all my life I have always had easy erections, I would get an erection when I traveled in a car, I would get an erection when I got anxious or nervous, I would get an erection when someone put a camera in front of me... and so on. I even had episodes of priapism, f...

Tops & Bottoms 🍑

Good morning guys, bottoms up! Time for a cake party 🍰🎊🥳

I'm going to start a series of posts talking about different aspects of my life and how getting older has affected them. I hope they entertain you and maybe even help you.

Tops and bottoms: I tried top/bottom for the first time in my life with my first partner when I was about 27 years old. With his help I discovered that I was completely versatile and enjoyed doing both, although between you a...

Jacuzzi time! (Part 4 NSFW) + News

Good morning guys, let's start Pride month this year soaking wet in the Jacuzzi 🛁.

I don't know why, but the moment I touch water, it's like I feel complete. I must have been a dolphin in another life haha It always feels great.

It's been an exhausting week for me, I've been dealing with a lot of anxiety, so much so that I've had trouble remembering my lyrics. But every day I've made a little progress and I'm feeling much better this weekend. Jumping from rehearsals to songwrit...

The Love Seat (Part 3 - NSFW)

Good morning guys! I think there's room for two in this seat, want to try? 😜

I really want to try this kind of love seat (for real) one of these days. There have been some cool developments and it may happen sooner rather than later, but I'll stop saying anything else because we all know by now what happens when I share plans before they actually happen 😅🤣

Have a great Friday 😘 ❤️

Jacuzzi #Wetwednesday💦😜 (Video - NSFW)

Good morning guys, in the #wetwednesday tradition, let's enjoy a good dip in the Jacuzzi 💦🦶🏻🐼🦶🏻💦
Today I woke up feeling less beat up from the heat. Last night it rained for the first time in months, which helped a lot. Hopefully (following Guadalajara tradition) this means we'll have these evening storms every day from now on ☺️
Rehearsals continue today, I'm also finishing one of the new songs I'm premiering in Milwaukee, got the guitar parts yesterday, and ma...

Jacuzzi time! (Part 3 - NSFW)

Good morning guys and foot lovers! Let's start the week by soaking head to toe in the Jacuzzi 💦🦶🏻🐼🦶🏻💦.

We're going through a heat wave that's making me tired all day, but I'm fighting it with lots of fruit and my usual sense of humor.

That and rehearsals, I have to run the show twice today, I'm still having trouble remembering my lyrics (can you believe it??) but that's mostly because my mind can't stop thinking about the technicalities of the show and mostly...

The Love Seat (Part 2 - NSFW)

Good morning guys, as promised here's the original picture I used to make yesterday's wallpaper and a few more to complete the gallery from last week's photoshoot 📸🐼.

Ten days left until my Milwaukee Pridefest show. Today it's time for more rehearsals and a little meditation and breathing exercises to deal with anxiety. So happy Monday everyone, let's make it happen and enjoy the cake! 😘 ❤️

That chaise lounge NSFW wallpaper... 🍰

Good morning guys, we took this picture last Tuesday and I had to stop and take my time to edit it properly for you. I think this one will end up in a book ☺️

I'll share the original with you in a gallery next week so you can see the changes. I basically cut myself out of the original picture and built a new background for it. It was a fun edit and no AI was involved 😉.

Hope your week went well. Mine has been one of self-discovery and acceptance (again! it seems to be 2024'...

Jacuzzi time! (Part 2 - NSFW)

Good morning guys, join me in the Jacuzzi for breakfast, I brought your breakfast burrito 😜💦

This week has been intense with rehearsals and the release of "Shine", but also dealing with my anxiety and facing personal fear and trauma. I went back to meditation to stop all those toxic thoughts and it worked wonders. Gone from not remembering a lot of the lyrics to remembering them yesterday without any difficulty. It's a lot of mental work though. But I'm confident I'll be able to ...

The Love Seat (Part 1 - NSFW)

When you're half asleep, chilling and relaxed, but then you hear the door and his footsteps approaching your room... 🥰😜

Good morning guys, love this set of pictures, there was a "love seat" at the motel and we took a few on it, more coming soon 😉.

Did you like the new version of "Shine" with Malleous? Let me know, happy Friday 😘 ❤️

New single release day + jacuzzi time!

Good morning everyone! It's single release day, so let's celebrate it by jumping in the jacuzzi and having a nice relaxing time while listening to the new song 💦😁

Today I'm releasing a single that's near and dear to my heart, it's a new version of my song "Shine" (from the album "All Systems Go") completely reworked with new vocals by San Francisco rapper Malleous an...

Morning shower ☺️ (NSFW)

Good morning guys! Let's start the day with a nice, warm and long shower, want to join me? 🐼🚿 😜

Yesterday we went to a motel for half the day to take some pictures and videos for you. I'll share more with you later this week. The plan was also to shoot part of a music video for a song I'm releasing tomorrow (surprise!), but when we got to that place it turned out to be under maintenance, so we had to go to another one. I think you'll like it though ☺️

I've been thinki...

Big Better Love - Wallpaper #13

Good morning guys! Here's the last wallpaper with a character designed for for the "Big, Better Love" remix music video, which you can now watch here: https://youtu.be/inYOrHutfp4
I had already shared the other characters before here with you. Check them out in the Wallpaper collection.

I'm rehearsing every afternoon now. I'm having trouble remembering the lyrics, but I'm hoping that after ...

Back to the hotel (NSFW)

Good morning guys, we're ready to go back (possibly tomorrow) to a hotel to do more pics and shoot part of a video, and looking over my archive I found this folder with pics I hadn't shared with you 😅

Time passes quickly. These are reworks of pictures we took a few years ago. This had me thinking about something that's been on my mind a lot lately. Getting to a certain age can be challenging, more than they let you know. I've even been tempted to make a video or blog about it because...

Mirror Mirror (Part 3 - NSFW)

Good morning guys! These are the last pics I took for you the other day. Couldn't get enough of that mirror so I took a moment to enjoy the feeling ☺️

Rehearsals will start again tomorrow, today my plan is to Netflix and chill all day 😉

Have a great Sunday! 😘❤️

Big Better Love - Wallpapers #11 & #12

Good morning guys, here are 2 more wallpapers with characters designed for for the "Big, Better Love" remix music video, which you can now watch here: https://youtu.be/inYOrHutfp4

I developed these two based on designs provided by Jason PR ( @ciberneticooso on Instagram). I've included the original designs he did...

Big Better Love - Wallpapers #9 & #10

Hey guys, here are two more wallpapers with characters I created for the "Big, Better Love" remix music video, which you can now watch here: https://youtu.be/inYOrHutfp4

You can download or stream the single everywhere by now, get the link to your favorite platform here: https://lnk.to/bkbbl

These were created using a mixed techniq...

Mirror Mirror (Part 2 - NSFW)

Good morning guys, I had planned to post something from the past today, but since I'm mixing the show and rehearsing it's been impossible for me to dive into the vault, so here are a few more pics with a side of cake from last Tuesday fooling around with the new mirrors 🍰☺️

I will be performing 22 songs in a little over an hour, divided into four blocks / medleys and an encore. The show music is almost done (hopefully today) and I started rehearsing yesterday. Almost 4000 words ...

Big Better Love Cartoon Wallpaper

Hey guys, here's today's wallpaper featuring one of the characters I created for the "Big, Better Love" remix music video, which you can now watch here: https://youtu.be/inYOrHutfp4

It was built using four different programs and some AI here and there. My dream is to one day have a tool that can turn these characters into puppets that can be fully animated for a video. We'll get there, I'm sure ☺️

Or I could ...