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SFW Smoke Break - Strength & Power

I like to write my own affirmations. I'll be honest with you for a second [promise I won't make a habit of it] and say that I sometimes find affirmations to be too generic. Sometimes, I hear them and it seems like the person who wrote it is more concerned with how it makes someone feel rather than just affirming the subject matter at hand. These affirmations are... angrier than most, I would venture to guess. But I am really, really happy with how this one turned out. Add some ASMR &...

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Kintsugi [merch teaser]

Same size/price/process as Nurse Joy's My Venus with some added shimmer.

I will put the full details [including how to order] in the official merch drop post this Friday, so hold on to your $$ just yet. Let us know if you're interested below so we have a rough idea of how many to make.

πŸ’œπŸŒŸπŸ’Ÿ

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My sunrise

Through sleepy eyes, I always peek.
Your ass squeezing into your pants first thing in the morning does something to me.
I ask to please you, but you have places to be.
You bend over much more than necessary since you know I'm watching.
My wanting becomes a sizzling yearn you will enjoy hearing cook for the rest of your day.
Going about your business while I struggle to focus.
While I try to think of new ways to prove myself.
While I cook, clean and work for you.
And th...

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Here, try this

[don't stop til I get you there]

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[use me] read aloud

ngl, not my favorite but this week is all about listening to what y'all want so here she be


Tomorrow's drop is SFW and Jamie's script is next. I wanted to go over new submitted scripts last week but wasn't able to - this following weekend I have allocated some time for that. If you've yet to hear from me on that front, I thank you endlessly for your patience.

It's felt a little off being [drR] lately but we're settling back in. I am looking forward to getting back to wor...

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Chill w/ Flynn [SFW] [Flynn's voice] [meditation] [relaxing]

a gift from Flynn while I take one more day to rest my pipes

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[Reading with Doc] Prompt 14

I had gravel pancakes for breakfast

[j/k - not too into pancakes]

The next Quinn drop is a shorter SFW one. It's the spiritual successor to Smoke Break. I am very happy with how it turned out and excited to share it

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Prompt 14

[Write a poem about your last meal using couplets]

In a garden apartment below the ground floor

Was a shabby ol' palace they called "Elsinore"

Most nights you find that the Doctor was in

And mornings were always for coffee with Flynn.

Broke were the artists who lived on this lot

but thank all the gods for Trader Joe's tots.

Two buck for two pounds it was really a treat

sometimes we'd add chilli sauce [spicy and sweet]

...

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Game Reviews #7 [Hogwarts Legacy, Quantum Break, Simulacrum

since Hogwarts Legacy is a Harry Potter IP - a donation was made to a local organization that helps trans folx

Hogwarts Legacy

It should be noted I am not a Harry Potter fan. I don't hate it or anything - I read the first 3 books and have seen a handful of movies. I have no strong feelings about the franchise [great music in those films] I just lost interest. As a kid, I was an avid reader so I never really found anything in those books to be partic...

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Use me [nsfw]

You look at me and I apologize [I should have anticipated what you wanted]. I hurry to fill your water and light the candles. I've made sure your toys are charged and the sheets are clean. You like the candle-glow so you get the candle-glow. I help you into bed [just slightly, but it makes a difference] and I look at you as if to ask if I can speak. You don't want to hear me yet, though, so I start rubbing at the top. Your neck releases and I cherish the substance and weight of your head beca...

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Cameo writing ✍️

Check dat doodle, cutie 🫣🀭πŸ₯°

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Flynn's POV on the Duel [Flynn's voice]

mk last thing today and now we're gunna see how long I can play video games before my hands give up

[edit: made louder]

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Laying next to you [body double] [breathing ASMR]

If it's too quiet let me know and I'll post a pumped up one.  I'm without a few of my usual toys n it's not my best mic, but I did what I could with my current setup. Just seeing what lands. It's just breathing/napping.

I don't think I'm going to make Quinn this week but will be back anon. Will stick a SFW audio in there on one of the upcoming Tuesdays.

[thanks again for those games]

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Flynn's finger scar [Flynn's hand] [Flynn & Basil story]

got his ass*

*
hand

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The Highwayman [CW: emotional] [plz read body of post]

If you're not familiar with this poem, I suggest skipping this one.  I'll do a more traditional reading of it later on. I cry [a bit passionately] so be warned. It can't really be considered a "happy" poem.

This [version] is more of a guy [me] working thru some shit who happens to be reading a poem. I have mixed feelings about posting this but I am trusting that everyone needs something different and hoping this reading will do something for at least a f...

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Flynn & Basil [SFW] [dumb] [college memory]

what's your favorite theme party you've been to?

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this month

[for those who don't need to hear a dude speak rn - all points below]

  • Use this post to let me know what kind of stuff you'd like to hear this month on Patreon on the SFW/worship side and I will do what I can.

  • the next post is a rather emotional reading of The Highwayman that gets rather messy and it's all unedited. It does end on a tone that is somewhat steadfast and resolute, but it's a very sad poem and if it's your first time then I would suggest maybe...

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stream of brain-think

{that forbidden connection that sick desire could only once be accomplished the clichΓ© way of looking into your eyes [all vulnerable like an exposed neck] while we [make love] but tonight we take a different route. That same place but no eyes just the bounce of your ass on my thighs and my hands moving like they were trying to put out a fire. Your tits are soft your back is soft your ass is soft so I prop you up and slip my finger in. It's when my finger [up your ass] can feel my cock [...

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text [nsfw]

[I want your hands on it. Both. Both fit. I want you to tell me you want to suck it. I want to deny you. I want you to do it anyway with a defiant fucking smile. You start to swallow it, and it feels like it never ends. Don't you dare look away. Do not fucking look away. Spit-soaked, I want to shove it in your cunt and cum and stop time and that's it forever and ever. My cum flowing inside you and our eyes locked and we never fall from empyrean and it's just pure nirvana wi...

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Old [Hand Pics] available to those who upgraded

Hey - there was a slight issue where new [+NJ] members couldn't get access to old [Hand Pics] should be good now πŸ’œ

As an apology - here's an actual authentic auditon photo for a possible hand model gig

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Prompt #3 [a day late but extra long]

Sorry for the tardiness - wanted to make sure that last audio got to you before the week started. And now, for something completely different:

There once was a harlot named Carol

Who was born quite ferociously feral.

Coughed her ol' bestie Vic,

"s'easy getting dick

It's like shooting fish in a barrel"


"You're damn right" ol' Carol agreed

And she finished her stein full of mead.

"Now excuse me ol' gal,

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37 minutes in Heaven [NSFW] [tease] [escape] [worship] [oral] [safe]

okay, between this and [Mort] I need a couple of days - I am drained in the absolute best of ways and it really feels lovely. Thank you for allowing me that sensation

This was sort of modeled off a gift I was once given by a very lovely woman. I still play it occasionally to drift away

Please show yourselves grace this week. I certainly care about you as fans but I care about you as fans because I know you are people. That makes sense, right?

enjoy πŸ’œ

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Some Light Reading

He's so silly πŸ™ƒ

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Game Reviews #6 [To The Moon, *Kentucky Route Zero, Dear Esther]

These games all elicited three very, very different emotional extremes

To The Moon - 4-5 hours of crying. Just sitting on my couch with a joycon in each hand weeping out my soul. I believe COVID was having it's heyday when I played this and I desperately needed to feel a strong outer stimuli and holy fuckballs, Batman this did the trick. It's like your favorite sad movie except you have to play it but that makes it even more intimate. Ever since being married, stor...

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Dirty Little Note [NSFW]

I miss the smell of your cunt on my fingers when I wake up to get a drink and scratch my face. I need your two lush asscheeks to holster my morning wood as we fuck eachother awake. I want to go back to bed to the sounds of you showering and making coffee. I want to wake up chilly and use you to get warmer and warmer until I'm inside of you. I want to hit you with a pillow while you snore. I want to cum all over your ass and collapse. Fuck me like it's your favorite thing to do. I want ...

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Destroyer of Worlds - Coyote Kid

Someone once asked me for a [Mort] playlist. It only had two songs on it. This one and Don't Fear The Reaper

Have a spook-tacular day πŸ‘»πŸ’œ

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Flynn reading "Hallowpeen"

Flynn was gifted the literary masterpiece Hallowpeen and it seemed a reading was appropriate

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[Mort's Halloween Assist] PLEASE READ POST FOR CW

[Maybe kinda spooky?] [very rough] [consensual] [sex with Death] [fantasy] [power reversal] [fingering] [deepthroat] [intercourse] [anal] [eternal aftercare] [SFW Flynn cameo]

In the beginning of the audio we establish that [Mort] has a telepathic link to the listener and the listener can stop this at any time if they wanted to. There is a reversal of power at 18 minutes but in the last few seconds before that, it gets intense.

Another possib...

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End of October Housekeeping

Howdy, lovlies

November approaches! We'll see a return to form on Quinn [Guest Scripts by Jamie & Slick Switch are incoming] and things will be a little less manic on here :)

[Mort] Audio - [CNC] is not allowed on Patreon and this is not a [CNC] audio so I will not be using that tag. [rough] & [safe word] are more appropriate. This is less of a [Mort] audio and more of a tonal experiment for me. It started more like a [comedic] audiobook and that w...

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Play with the tip

Use your thumb and your eyes. Rub it with your thumb and want/suck/fuck it with your eyes. I'll be able to feel it. It's fun when it shoots far and all over. Just look at it and squeeze it. I'm your good boy. I'm a hard dick for you to play with. Use me like a fucktoy.

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