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Living Large! pg 53

Hope starts working up the courage to ask Mr. Claymore about another upgrade... and already has another invitation to dinner... puhuhuhuhu... >:3

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A Couple Draws!

Hey y'all, not too many arts this week.

I got back from Sizecon and immediately had to attend to some family matters. But things are wrapping up, so I should be back in full next week or so.

In the mean time, check out this acrylic painting attempt! I think I'm starting to figure it out!

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Lush VN Ultimate Collection!

Hey y'all! Early update this week because I'm going to be at Sizecon this weekend! I'm leaving in the morning to start travelling, so y'all are getting an update early!

I wanted to show off some visual novel demos and stuff at the con this weekend, so I compiled all of the finished shorts, drafts, and even a couple experimental concepts into a single "game" to show off!

It includes my fou...

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Traditional Draws!

Hey y'all! I'm headed to Sizecon this week! I'm leaving in the morning, so I'm gonna drop off some art for ya now! Since I won't be back home until Tuesday.

Since I'm gonna offer traditional art souvenirs, I took some time this week to do some warm ups! I hope y'all like them!

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Living Large! pg 52

I still can't believe we're past 50 pages of this already... while I'm not able to make as many pages a week as I'd like in preparation for Sizecon, I might be able to soon OvO

Regardless! New page! And Hope and Takashi get a little frisky while teasing one another about their new favourite hot conversation topics >:3

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Hobbyist VN: The Dark Tower

I had an impulsive brainstorm and rampage during the weekend, and did a bunch of backgrounds and some test designs for a possible visual novel/simulation game.

The idea being that you're a non-descript adventurer from either extravagant or humble background, the is venturing to the Dark Tower to find the mysteries of the universe. Along the way you encounter numerous other adventurers, all approaching the tower for their own reasons. (And I went for a heavily battle scarred and nude des...

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Weekly Draws! (Slight Horror Warning)

Lotsa coms this week! With plenty of hugeness to go around!

As well as a short cyber-kink kick. Drawing machines is hard, but the vibes are too good to resist. I think it really tickles a particular itch right now.

And the last com is a really detailed and stretched out body horror mess! Drippy! +w+

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Living Large! pg 50-51

And so the seed of another misunderstanding is planted! Oh Hope, if only you could communicate more clearly.

Or at least understood your deepest need is to be desired... then maybe you wouldn't get into these heated moments of passion that cloud everyone involved's judgement!


And a small cameo of a friend :D

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Weekly Posts! Colours n Sketches!

Mix of commissions and concepts this week!

I was feeling a little unsatisfied with my art, so I took some time to do some doodles and brainstorming about why that was. Tried tweaking a few things and ultimately eased my mind a bit. Getting the work done is my priority especially when my dissatisfaction with my style is an aimless one!

Lotta fruit transformations this week... huh.

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Living Large! pg 48-49

Consuming lots of sweets and foods is second nature to Natasha, enough to give Hope both inspiration and pause in her possible body image decisions! But first thing's first, she's got to talk to her husband about it.... >:3

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Interactive Comic Pitch: Contained

I've been debating trying something different for a patreon project- sort of the middle ground between a game and a comic or sequence. An interactive comic!

The idea is that patrons, (undecided if all patrons or 5$ patrons) would have input on the protagonist's actions and event outcomes within the comic. And we'd follow a character as they awoke in a contained room, captured for some nefarious and smexeh purpose by a mysterious being. Transformative shenanigans would ensue, with variou...

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Weekly Drawings!

Some BIG things this week! The completion of the mega expansion sequence! As well as some spicy indulgent draws! Robots and Balls, oh my!

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Living Large! pg 47

Cause I've been taking extra work this week, I could only finish one panel- but we're getting to know Natasha a little more- and that's exciting!


And Hope, staring lustfully and enviously at your co-workers could inspire so many things. I hope you're ready for them >:3

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Weekly Drawings!

I got a lot of commissions done this week! Mostly sketches, but a lot of them!

At current pace, I should be good for Sizecon in June, though my car is starting to worry me a bit.

Regardless, enjoy the big, the melty, the pregnant, and other goodness!

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Living Large! pg 45-46

The two pages this week follow Hope's lunch and the consequences of binging that must when you're not used to it.

. . . Oooh, and introducing a new characters. The IT gal, Natasha!

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Weekly Post!

Hey y'all, it's been a rough month- but thank you all so much for sticking with me through it. Your support means so much.

I've got some swell things for y'all this week! A commission sequence that's a continuation of an old sequence! Getting really big things going >:D

As well as a few other coms and a pair of sketches! I hope you like!

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Living Large! - pg 43-44

Hope takes David's advice.... an in interesting way.... just what are you considering doing to yourself Hope? >:3


And coloured that gif!

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Weekly Drawings!

Still working through the burnout, I've been doing more to try to minimize my anxiety or improve my sleep. I had a couple days this week where I didn't "feel" burnt out, so I think that's a good sign!

This week I mostly focused on stuff in prep for Sizecon in June, and unwinded with Sorcerer doodles or colouring experiments!

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Living Large! 41-42

Two pages this week! I'm pretty proud of that! Hope's feeling conflicted, she's clearly attracted to David, but thinks so monogamously- Ah well, I'm sure she'll be clear, honest, and deal with it in a healthy way-

Though that word- "but" is so intimidating, could really shake up a girl's confidence.

As well- tried making a silly gif of embiggened Hope XD

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Weekly Drawings! (Last pic has blood)

Whoof, that's a lot of drawing this week actually!

I'm still struggling with my burnout, but to still get some drawing done- I supplemented the week with a lot more indulgent or brainstormy drawing, the kind that's less intimidating to work on when I'm not feeling up to snuff.

The two ideas of the incubus and the sorcerer really were scratching a creative itch I have- and Sorcerer may stay around for funsies time, we'll see!

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Living Large! - pg 40

I was able to finish a comic page this week!

Trying to work through burnout, but not exacerbate the burnout is a challenge. I found that working on the harder bits like hands and faces first and then simplifying the work as I went helped.

Anyway- here's another page of Hope being a bit ridiculous. Though, David probably should learn some things about personal space. Even if Hope did squeeze up against him first!

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Weekly Drawings! <3

I had a lot more momentum this week! I don't think I'm back to normal levels yet, my ability to focus comes and goes. But, I am happy with what I got done this week. A commission sequence for the YCH, some Caliph stuff, and doodles!

Spring Burnout is a rough go, I'm questioning every idea I have and my commitment/attention span issues are ramped up to 11. But, working through it gently and hopefully should be able to keep getting stuff done!

Thanks for all the support peoples!

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Weekly Drawings! (Some Horror Ones)

Hey y'all, it's a smaller update this week. Spring is a really hard time on me mentally, and I often struggle hardest with burnout in the April/May time frame. So this week I was struggling to get any work done, which led to a lot of stream of consciousness art to not strain anything.

Which included a lot more body horror doodles, huh.


Anyway, I can't promise that I'll be able to quickly get to my production pace goals next week. But I've danced this dance before- so I'...

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Living Large! pg 37-39

Hope's still getting used to her new implants, constantly underestimating the size or how prominent they are. I'm sure she'll get used to them..... maybe.... possible.


For now, she's dealing with new kinds of attention around the office >:D

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Fillings and Drawings!

This week, I wanted to try something new as a change of pace. I debated between themed commissions (the prosthetic/cyber brainstorm) and trying out a YCH fillable pose thing. I ultimately decided to do that- so most of these pics are from that!

It's been an interesting experiment- A solid amount of interest and smooth to do. Maybe I'll expand the selection sometime.

Oh, and scary clown girl. There's always time for a scary clown girl.

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VN Patron Survey

Hey folks, I've started up work on the next chapter of my comic- Living Large- But, I'm always itching and brainstorming, and above all, just curious-

So- this isn't going to be a regular thing I think. But- I wanted a survey- of my current 5$ patrons-


What is your visual novel wish list? What would you like to see? What themes or mechanics would be fun?

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Living Large! pg 34 - 36

This week's pages see Hope overthinking as the office delivery boy brings her some treats for breakfast. Alas, Hope thinks in monogamous terms... though could she succumb to temptation? We'll see.... ehehehehee.....

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Sketches of the Week!

I finished all the commissions I had on my plate, so that meant more time for doodlin' especially when the liquor was busted out for the holiday yesterday!

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Commissions! WARNING Spooky!

A lot of commissions done this week! Including some that I'd qualify as body horror! So be warned! If you're squeamish, stop at the orcs. We're getting weird this week!

But this week in general sums up what I love most about this job. The things people want to see can be so varied, from classic roundness, to pin ups, to fantasy tropes, to memes, to some things I couldn't conceive!

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Living Large! pg 33

I want to get started on Living Large chapter 2!!!

Hope is back! And bigger and better than ever! (Or so she thinks)

We'll get a glimpse into office life and how she adapts to the different kinds of attention she'll receive from her boss'... *Gift*.

And hey, have some quick sketchy concept art of some new characters being introduced this chapter!

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