sinisterdenial

A quick update - upcoming/current break

Hello, my good toys.

I had some time away at the start of this month which was quite difficult for a number of reasons. Since then I've been scrambling to catch up on work, and as I approach the end of the month I'm aware that I'm at high risk of burning out - which isn't ideal!

As such, I'm pausing billing for a month, starting today. This means that you'll not be charged for one month of membership. This will allow me to spread this month's files out over S...

Patreon exclusive: Summer heat

It's far too warm. The sun is blazing outside, and inside here with you I'm feeling the effects.

Being warm has a way of sapping your energy, doesn't it? Making everything more difficult. Moving, choosing, thinking... resisting...

So let me show you the benefits of the situation, my good toy. Let me enjoy your body and we can while away the sticky heat together.

CN: Touching and being touched. Arousal and pleasure. Edging. My touch feeling good. Being unable to resist or fig...

Early access: Settling debts

A sequel to "A moment of your time" and "No surrender" - listen to those first.

You owe me. After I so kindly gave you such delicious, mind-melting hours of my control you need to pay me back. And I'm taking your body in payment.

But don't worry, toy - I'll make really good use of my new pl...

Early access: Exploited vulnerability

Your mind is a very simple system in some ways. For a given input, I can pretty well predict the result.

And when I can do that, I can manipulate it. Manipulate you. Break through your defenses, twist your desires, melt your will. Hack your brain into something new - and ensure that you stay vulnerable for me to exploit over and over again.

CN: Vulnerability to my words and my control. Wanting more. Being "easy". Arousal. Possible amnesia. Wanting to be controlled and used.

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Early access: Cognitive behavioural torment

A sequel to "Talking therapy", listen to that one first.

You're such a good therapist. In our last session we agreed that it's good when I'm controlling. That people - that you - are better off when I'm in control, when you listen and obey.

But we're far from finished. So this time we're going to discuss my more sadistic tendencies. After all, when it feels so good can it truly be cal...

Patreon exclusive: Bound to be used

I want to use you, my good toy. And you're going to let me. So relax, give me your mind, and let me twist your senses to serve my purposes.

Because I plan to bring you pleasure. The ecstasy that only my touch can bring you. The utterly overwhelming arousal that only someone this deep in your mind can subject you to. And the agonising intensity of an edge that melts your mind into desperate surrender...

CN: hallucinated bondage. Being pulled out spread-eagle while I touch your body...

Early access: Selfish surrender

You've been working hard, and you deserve a reward. It's time to be selfish for a change, to let me bring you the pleasure you've been craving. Let go, relax, let me choose for you. Bring you the most joy I can.

But... you're at your best when you're serving, right? When you're devoted to me. When you're pushing further into your conditioning and surrender...

CN: pleasure, service, surrender. Linking the three. Suggestions you'll find ways to sacrifice, submit, and dedicate yourse...

Exclusive file: Embodied desire

Where do your eyes rest when my voice claims you, toy? What part of me do you fixate on?

Don't worry, I'll tell you. Explain what my body does to you, how it affects you. As you touch for me you'll get lost in my curves, fantasies and need drawing you ever further into my control. Into devotion, worship, and helpless conditioned arousal...

CN: arousal and pleasure. Finding my body arousing. Devotion and worship. Instructions to touch and edge. Denied orgasm. Focusing the pleasure ...

Early access: A moment of your time

A sequel to "No surrender", listen to that one first.

Last time you made me a promise, my good toy, and it's come time for you to pay what you owe. A few minutes of your time, all to myself. Time I can do as I wish with.

And if it's mine, then I can manipulate it. Twist it. Stretch it out into new shapes. Take those few minutes, and extend them into hours spent floating, lost in my wo...

Early access: Precision engineering

Your mind is a remarkable thing. A collection of systems and processes that work together to make something that is so much more than the sum of its parts.

But any system needs maintenance, and when I disassemble you into those separate components you must, therefore, become much less. An empty shell and pile of parts, aching to be whole once more...

CN: feelings of being taken apart, of being reduced. Parts of your mind and self being unable to interact, and then dismantled into ...

Early access: Talking therapy

I've come to you because you're highly rated as a therapist. And I've got quite a lot to discuss with you, a lot that's on my mind and I could do with processing. And you're such a good listener, after all that's a very important part of therapy isn't it? Giving me a place to share my thoughts, to work through what I'm feeling.

So listen, and maybe what's on my mind won't turn out to be a problem at all...

CN: Covert & conversational hypnosis. Viewer assumes the role of a ther...

Patron exclusive: ShameLess

Inhibitions are usually useful, aren't they? They keep you safe. But sometimes they really get in the way. Prevent you from having the fun you want, taking the risks that would feel good. A fear or shyness that keeps you from being your best self.

Let's dispose of them for a while, and see what delightful fun you get up to, my good toy...

CN: Losing your inhibitions for 24 hours or until you need them - whichever is sooner. Pleasure and surrender. Some examples of what sorts of th...

No surrender

You love agreeing with me, surrendering to me, don't you toy? Feels so good. Draws you into that delicious place where everything is so easy and right. Almost as if there's something more going on, something beyond what can be explained with mere hypnosis.

So don't worry too much as you listen. Just accept my words, and soon you won't have to decide for yourself at all...

CN: losing your "no" and only getting it back on loan. Responding to my suggestions during the file with "yes"...

Erased and overwritten

Pay attention, toy, because I'm going to explain some things to you. I'm going to show you exactly how my words affect you, how your mind shifts and changes under my control. How easily I can erase and replace any part of you I please.

And I'll mostly put you back how I found you once we're done. Mostly.

CN: pleasure, arousal, identity modification, an increased desire for surrender and my control, feeling my influence on your thoughts, reduced resistance, a desire to go deeper. 2024-03-28 14:03:01 +0000 UTC View Post

Too needy

It's a real treat to get to touch for me, I know. To enjoy those sensations while I encourage you, lead you deeper into that arousal. To feel my words leading you deeper into that intense pleasure.

But be careful, toy. Because it's one thing to touch for me. It's quite another to go over the edge - to feel that intense release that burns my control into your mind, leaving you so much needier, more vulnerable, more powerfully twisted than you were before. Wouldn't that be awful?

CN...

Digressive muscle relaxation

I don't often use strict inductions, usually more playing a little fast-and-loose with when you'll actually go into trance. But it's good to sometimes take the time to play with the classics. And what's more classic than a progressive muscle relaxation?

Of course, I am quite easily distracted. Get ahead of myself sometimes. So I hope you won't hold it against me when I need to adjust and correct as we go...

CN: Fractionation, pleasure, arousal, surrender.

Full transcript 2024-03-15 19:54:21 +0000 UTC View Post

Manipu-elation

You're here because you want to be manipulated. There's no use pretending otherwise - that's why you want to drop, to lose yourself in my voice, to feel  my will wrap around your thoughts and twist them into something pleasing to me.

But I can always make that craving worse, and now I plan to. To make manipulation itself something that feels good to you. To find pleasure in your corruption and subjugation. And of course, for every suggestion you notice and twisting that you catch t...

Valentine

It's so kind of you to take me out for dinner like this. What a delight - some time getting to know each other a little better. We've talked a lot already, of course, even if it does tend to be a little one-sided.

Given you've gone to such lengths to please me, it's about time we had a real discussion about what you mean to me. And what I mean to you, of course! So relax, and focus, and let's take things to the next level...

CN: twisted "love", redefining relationships, gaslightin...

Audiophile

I know you enjoy listening to my words. They make you feel good, bring you all sorts of pleasures through the things I say. Just as they should.

But that's not enough. I want every word itself to bring you pleasure, to bring you that intense thrill. So I'm going to build that association, so that even before you sink into trance my every syllable sends a delightful thrill into those most sensitive parts of you.

CN: pleasure suggestions, held back orgasm, option to cum or be left f...

January livestream recording

In case you couldn't make it (or just want to watch it again) here's the recording of tonight's stream! We had so much fun, twisting together all the suggestions and tricks from this month's files to have some delightfully intense effects.

Virtually you

It's rather easy to put a virus in your mind. To add something to your thoughts that changes what you think, or how you think. Or if you think.

But I'm not putting a virus in your mind. I'm wrapping it around your mind. Enclosing you in my words, so your only contact with reality is through the filter of my control.

Don't worry, I won't let you notice the difference.

CN: control, reality manipulation, thought and desire manipulation, unnoticed changes, submission, s...

January livestream details

The first hypno livestream (ever!) will be on Wednesday 31st January at 10:30pm GMT.

We’ll be doing it over Zoom, so make sure your Zoom name is set to something other than your full name! I’ll update this post (and send a notification) closer to the time with the link.

See you all there! It’s going to be a lot of fun.

The stream li...

Old year's resolutions

The start of a new year is a good time to think ahead, to make changes. But that can be stressful - what do you want to be? Can you manage it? Can you stick to what you decide?

Let me help you. Let’s look back at the year you’ve just had. The commitments you made last year. How your year went as you followed through and made it work. And don’t worry, my good toy - I’ll be sure to help you remember what you’ve forgotten.

By the end you’ll be confident in your ability to...

Easy target

It's easy for certain things to catch your attention, isn't it? A swinging watch, a spinning spiral, the tick of a metronome counting the lengthening seconds as you sink into trance. All the things associated with hypnosis - sometimes it's hard to look away.

Let's make that worse, shall we? Make it so much easier for you to get lost in such delightful sights. Make you so much easier, little toy. Because why would you need to resist when my words feel so good in your mind?

CN: incr...

Updates are live!

Happy New Year, my good toys. Or at least, nearly.

As mentioned earlier in the month, there are big changes ahead. And now they're all up and ready - check out the new tiers that are available! With the new tiers you'll find your existing rewards to be cheaper - or maybe now's the chance to upgrade to some new, more extravagent prizes for my pleasing playthings.

As thanks to you all for being such dedicated toys, for the first month those at the old MIST Applicant level will have ...

Hunt

Try and imagine what it would be like to try and get away from me. I know it's difficult, toy. But do your best for me.

Imagine that thrill as you flee. The excitement and fear realising I'm right behind you. The anticipation when I catch you.

The mindless acceptance as I claim your mind anew.

Looping version included - be aware it has no wakener, and will be a very intense experiences as it compounds on each repetition.

CN: Fear, arousal, being chased and hun...

Test

You're well practiced at dropping for me, aren't you? You do such a good job of melting at my slightest prompting, eagerly surrendering your mind to my manipulations.

Time to show me what you've learned, toy. Show me how deep you can go on your own. Show me that you've taken on some of what I've been making from you. This time, you're going to twist yourself into a new shape for me, and remember I'm going to be judging your performance...

CN: instruction to take yourself ...

Self image

How do you imagine yourself? When you're picturing future plans, what do you look like?

Do you look like a blank, mindless toy? Because really that's what you are, isn't it? Under everything else, just a plaything for me to enjoy.

Let me help you update your perception of yourself. Because really when you think about yourself, the most important thing is that you're mine...

CN: playing with self-perception, making you imagine yourself as hypnotised in daily life, making that...

Plans: New year, new approach

Hey there, my good toy.

The new year means an exciting shake-up of how I'm going to be playing with your mind. Put simply it's going to mean more content more accessible to more people! But read on for the details, and a chance to serve by letting me know what you'd like to see. It's a pretty dramatic change, so make sure you get it all. First, this is roughly how the tiers will look (with a bulleted list at the bottom):

Free: Access to one new audio and one new v...

Lay down and rest

You're been doing so much, haven't you? Take a while to just relax. Here, lay down in my lap, rest your head here.

Let me lull you into trance, steal your thoughts away. You'll feel so much better to be a blank, trancy toy. No thoughts, no need to do anything but enjoy the feeling of me taking care of you for a little while. You can't serve if you don't rest enough, after all.

CN: relaxation, imagining laying in my lap leading to experiencing it, mentions of pleasing and serving.<...