I spoke to the VA this morning, and my application for medical benefits was approved already. I have an appointment to see a primary care doctor at the end of July, but I'm going to be going to the VA Walk-In Clinic to get help with my depression as soon as I can get the $40 for the trip to the hospital.
Thanks for hanging in with me, there's a light at the end of the tunnel!
2021-06-21 22:09:49 +0000 UTC View PostHey, just touching base to thank you for sticking around, and to let you know that things are possibly getting better.
I found out how to apply for medical benefits through the VA and went on line and applied yesterday. I should get a response within a week, and then, hopefully I can see a doctor about this fargin Depression!
Wish me luck
2021-06-19 15:28:18 +0000 UTC View PostWanted to let everybody know that I'm still alive, and trying to write. I'd like to welcome all the new subscribers, and hope you are enjoying the goodies I've posted here.
I've gotten starts of several different new chapters, but with the damned depression I just can't focus enough to get more than a couple of paragraphs on the page. I'm not giving up, I know that as long as I keep pushing the words will start flowing again.
I just wanted to thank y...
2021-05-19 19:44:35 +0000 UTC View PostSTORY TITLE: The Gift of Memory
PART: 02 of ?? Tara's Very Good Night
AUTHOR: Red Jacobson (redjacobsonfiction@gmail.com)
DISTRIBUTION: Patreon Exclusive
DISCLAIMER: None of the Characters You Recognize belong to me, they all belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy.
SUMMARY: In the aftermath of Tabula Rasa, memories returned and things are changed
<... 2021-04-29 00:42:42 +0000 UTC View PostI had this chapter about half written for ages, and was inspired to finish it up to give you something new to read. I want to thank all of you for sticking around through this latest bout of depression.
TITLE: The Stag and the Swan
PART: 02 of ??
AUTHOR:Red Jacobson (red.jacobson@gmail.com)
DISTRIBUTION: FF.Net, Hentai-Foundry, Archive of Our Own, HPFFA, Questionable Questing
DISCLA...
2021-04-27 02:17:34 +0000 UTC View PostHey all, this is a story I posted a while ago, but didn't realize I hadn't posted it here, so I thought you might like a little something to read/re-read.
STORY TITLE: The Stag and The Swan
PART: 01 of ??
AUTHOR:Red Jacobson (redjacobsonfiction@gmail.com)
DISTRIBUTION: FF. Net, My Yahoo Group, Hentai-Foundry, Archive of Our Own, HPFFA, Questionable Questing
DISCLAIMER: Non...
2021-04-26 23:11:50 +0000 UTC View PostHappy Sunday, and welcome to our new subscribers, I hope you find lots of good stuff to read here!
Anyway, still working on the Harry, Narcissa, Petunia story, but it's not going to be a one-shot after all, because of the time travel involved (Harry travels back to 1966 from 2000), I need to figure out what exactly he's done since he arrived, because the changes will ripple.
2021-04-25 23:21:23 +0000 UTC View PostHey there! I'm starting to write again, and I'm currently 1,200 words into a (hopefully) one-shot Harry Potter story, where Harry and Narcissa Black seduce Petunia Evans on her 18th Birthday! I'm not up to full speed yet, but progress is progress, right?
See you soon!
2021-04-24 11:36:20 +0000 UTC View PostYes, I’m still alive, but still not able to get anything written. I hope that it ends soon but I’m still trying
See you soon (I hope)
2021-04-18 18:14:03 +0000 UTC View PostSorry for the silence, but I'm sure those of you who have been around for a while know the drill. Fuck Depression!
Hope to see you soon
Red
2021-03-12 17:51:21 +0000 UTC View PostSTORY TITLE: After The Chamber of Secrets
PART: 02 of ??
AUTHOR: Red Jacobson (redjacobsonfiction@gmail.com)
DISTRIBUTION: Patreon Exclusive
DISCLAIMER: None of the Characters You Recognize belong to me, they all belong to JK Rowling and her publishers.
SUMMARY: A Lot of things happened to Harry when he was in the Chamber of Secrets, and Hermione is about to learn what these changes mean for her.
FEEDBACK: Of course! It Makes Me Write Fa...
2021-02-13 13:55:16 +0000 UTC View Post
Harry's housekeepers? French Maids, Fleur and Gabrielle, of course *GRIN*
2021-02-12 13:57:56 +0000 UTC View PostI'm almost 3,000 words into the next chapter of After the Chamber and I'm going to try and get it finished tonight, but honestly, after the burst of writing over the last couple of weeks, the words are slowing down a bit. Maybe I'm just tired?
Anyway, doing a bit of reading to recharge my brain, and then I'll get back to it.
Have a good one
2021-02-10 20:31:44 +0000 UTC View PostCurrently outlining the next chapter of After the Chamber, where Hermione gets some surprises as well as getting what she's wanted for a long time!
2021-02-09 13:15:06 +0000 UTC View PostI'm posting it now, and for those of you who wonder where the story will go from here? *GRIN* Hold on to your hats, it's going to be a bumpy ride!
2021-02-09 03:11:13 +0000 UTC View PostI was about 2,500 words into the chapter, and it just wasn't coming together. It was mostly scenes in the Medical wing with James, Lily etc, and honestly I was bored writing it, so I wiped the original outline and started from scratch, skipping to later that night when they return to Hogwarts. I'm at 1,500 words now, so hopefully I will finish today
2021-02-08 14:08:34 +0000 UTC View PostI'm currently outlining the chapter and will start writing fairly soon. After that's finished, I'll be coming back to either Buggering the Time-Line or After the Chamber
2021-02-06 20:52:54 +0000 UTC View PostSTORY TITLE: Buffy's Pack
PART: 06 of ??
AUTHOR: Red Jacobson (red.jacobson@gmail.com)
DISTRIBUTION: Hentai-Foundry, Archive of Our Own, FF.Net, Questionable Questing
DISCLAIMER: None of the Characters You Recognize belong to me, they all belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy
SUMMARY: After encountering Hyena Xander, Buffy makes a series of life-changing decisions
FEEDBACK: Of course! It Makes Me Write Faster
CATEGORY: Lots of Women
Yes, Chapter 12 of Year of the Cat has been completed, and I will be posting to FF.Net, Ao3, Hentai-Foundry, HPFFA and Questionable Questing in a few minutes.
2021-02-05 19:01:48 +0000 UTC View PostI'm currently almost 2,000 words into the next chapter, hope to finish it either tonight or tomorrow.
2021-02-04 22:35:49 +0000 UTC View PostSTORY TITLE: After The Chamber of Secrets
PART: 01 of ??
AUTHOR: Red Jacobson (redjacobsonfiction@gmail.com)
DISTRIBUTION: Patreon Exclusive
DISCLAIMER: None of the Characters You Recognize belong to me, they all belong to JK Rowling and her publishers.
SUMMARY: A Lot of things happened to Harry when he was in the Chamber of Secrets, and Hermione is about to learn what these changes mean for her.
FEEDBACK: Of course! It Makes Me Wr...
2021-02-04 17:29:43 +0000 UTC View PostA Harry/Hermione smut (of course) story starting after Harry kills the basilisk. It's a Hogwarts at 16 story, and it's titled "After the Chamber of Secrets"
Not sure if I will have it finished tonight, or tomorrow
2021-02-03 20:12:06 +0000 UTC View PostSTORY TITLE: Buggering The Time-Line
PART: 01 of ??
AUTHOR: Red Jacobson (red.jacobson@gmail.com)
DISTRIBUTION: FanFiction.Net, HP FanFiction Archive, Archive of Our Own, Hentai-Foundry, Questionable Questing
DISCLAIMER: None of the Characters You Recognize belong to me, they all belong to JK Rowling and her publishers.
SUMMARY: Twenty-three-year-old Harry Potter finds himself in Diagon Alley in August 1977. And after you destroy Voldemort...
2021-02-03 02:21:25 +0000 UTC View PostI'm really wondering about something. It's about the story I posted last night, "Replenishing the Scholarship Fund" Is there anything that is really badly written about the story?
I'm asking because I posted the story on Hentai-Foundry earlier, and it's been downvoted at least three times. The only thing I can figure is people don't like the fact that Hermione and Draco (who is a Gryffindor in this story) had sex. It isn't shown, or even described, but it's...
2021-02-03 00:54:24 +0000 UTC View PostSTORY TITLE: Replenishing the Scholarship Fund
PART: 01 of ??
AUTHOR: Red Jacobson (redjacobsonfiction@gmail.com)
DISTRIBUTION: Patreon Exclusive
DISCLAIMER: None of the Characters You Recognize belong to me, they all belong to JK Rowling and her publishers.
SUMMARY: After taking his NEWTs Harry and a few other former students get an invitation to a very private auction to replenish the Hogwarts Scholarship fund. What is up for auction? ...
2021-02-01 22:08:39 +0000 UTC View PostI'm currently almost 4,400 words into the first chapter of a story called "Replenishing the Scholarship Fund" it's set in an AU where Voldemort died permanently on Halloween, 1981. The Hogwarts Scholarship Fund is seriously depleted thanks to Dumbledore using the money for his pet projects, so Narcissa Black (the Widow Malfoy) and several female staff members and Hogwarts Alumni set up a very private charity auction. What is it they are auctioning, you ask? Themselves, for a...
2021-02-01 21:21:58 +0000 UTC View PostI wasn't happy with the original version of this story, so I decided to revisit and rewrite it. I've added over 2,000 words, and re-arranged things, so I think it flows better. Hope you enjoy
STORY TITLE: Private Lessons With Sirius
PART: 01 of ??
AUTHOR: Red Jacobson (red.jacobson@gmail.com)
DISTRIBUTION: Patreon Exclusive
DISCLAIMER: None of the Characters You Recognize belong to me, they all belong to JK Rowling and her publishers.
<... 2021-01-31 23:18:56 +0000 UTC View PostSTORY TITLE: Harry's Year of Unintentional Conquests
PART: 03 of ??
AUTHOR: Red Jacobson (red.jacobson@gmail.com)
DISTRIBUTION: Questionable Questing, Hentai-Foundry, FF.Net, Archive of Our Own, HPFFA
DISCLAIMER: None of the Characters You Recognize belong to me, they all belong to JK Rowling and her publishers.
SUMMARY: Post War, Hogwarts is suffused with Dark Magic and it needs a series of Rituals to remove it. What will the effect of th...
2021-01-31 16:16:11 +0000 UTC View PostI'm at almost 3,400 words of the next chapter of Harry's Year Of Conquest, and plan to have it finished either later tonight or tomorrow.
2021-01-31 00:01:10 +0000 UTC View PostSTORY TITLE: It Was All Fred and George's Fault
PART: 02 of ?? The Rest of The Night, Part One
AUTHOR: Red Jacobson (redjacobsonfiction@gmail.com)
DISTRIBUTION: Patreon Exclusive
DISCLAIMER: None of the Characters You Recognize belong to me, they all belong to JK Rowling and her publishers.
SUMMARY: It was all Fred and George's fault, they all agreed on that, but somehow they couldn't find it in themselves to care.
FEEDBACK: O...
2021-01-30 09:27:02 +0000 UTC View Post