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Dangerous Beasts~

Trick or treat? More like tease or worship~ šŸŽƒāœØ

I wanted to do something special to celebrate Halloween, so… why not draw my favorite Halloween Craft Essence?


I’ve always loved the Dangerous Beast outfit and seeing Ishtar and Ereshkigal wearing it is easily one of my ultimate fantasies, so this time I decided to make Gudako enjoy Halloween surrounded by her favorite goddesses~

I still have another Halloween-themed piece that I co...

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Morning With Ereshkigal

ā€œG-good morningā€¦ā€
ā€œI still don’t get why I had to wear this thingā€¦ā€
ā€œY-yeah, I can do it again… but don’t take too long!ā€

Since it wasn’t too much extra work, I decided to make an Ereshkigal version as well. I put a lot of care into adjusting her expressions and the overall tone to match her personality: she’s more shy and tsundere compared to Ishtar, but deep down she’s just as fluster...

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Morning With Ishtar

ā€œGood morning, Master~ā€
ā€œLast night was sure fun~ā€
ā€œBut I wouldn’t mind an extra morning round~ā€

This time I wanted to capture a slightly different mood for Ishtar, something more intimate and relaxed, yet still full of that teasing charm she always has. The concept started with the idea of ā€œwaking up at Ishtar’s side,ā€ and as usual before I knew it, it grew into a small morning-after scenario.

In the las...

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Tohsaka Rin Selfie Process

It’s been a little while since I last shared a process post here, so I thought it’d be nice to show one for this piece! Here’s a step-by-step look at how the latest illustration came together~

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Tohsaka Rin Selfie

Rin’s feeling confident, this time definitely not a ā€œdefenselessā€ pose~

I’ve been thinking for a while and decided it’d be nice to start sharing some of my public commissions here from time to time, whenever they feel relevant to you all. Lately, I’ve been getting more commission work related to ZZZ, Fate, and especially Rin-faces, so I thought it’d be fun to show a few where I had more creative input or where the final re...

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Currently in progress~

Here’s a little peek at what I’ve been working on lately~

• A bit late for summer, but I still want to draw Summer Chloe
• Ereshkigal in Jirai Kei style – Part 2
• For Halloween, I’m preparing a Hex Maniac piece
• And there’s also Bunny Girl Ishtar coming soon for the Weekly Outfits series!

Besides that, I’m working on the last poll winner Iono, more Weekly Outfits and Ishtar Selfies, as well as some new secret projects~

I’ll share more upda...

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August & September/2025 Summary

Hello o/ How have you all been?

I’ve sent the files from the last few months DM! Let me know if I missed someone. Sometimes I feel a bit confused about how to manage things here, so it might happen :c

Unfortunately, during August and September I couldn’t create as many illustrations as I wanted T-T

Since getting my new tablet, I’ve been focusing on finishing paid work to catch up on bills from the downtime I had. The good news is that I’m almost done with all pendin...

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Jirai Kei Ereshkigal part 1

When I finished Gyaru Ishtar, I immediately felt the urge to create something for Ereshkigal too. The Jirai Kei style fits her so perfectly since our goddess of the underworld is basically a landmine herself! It also makes her the ideal counterpart to Ishtar, completing their divine duo in Japanese fashion~

I also added a lingerie version to her, cause I thought it would be a nice addition~

I held off posting this one for a bit because I wanted to...

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Ishtar Weekly Outfit 2nd Season (Bare ver)

Even though this nude version is simpler compared with the complexity of all the outfits, surprisingly it still carries a lot of personality! Ishtar really doesn’t need much more than a few accessories to shine~


The poses show so many different sides of her: teasing, relaxed, playful, cute… I’m really proud of how it turned out! Guess I’m just a little bit more in love with my favorite girl!

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Ishtar Weekly Outfit 2nd Season

Finally managed to catch a break and put together the Ishtar Weekly Outfits Season 2 mashup~
Looking back, I really like how this season turned out, overall, the outfits feel much more colorful and expressive than the first one. Each look brought out a different side of Ishtar’s charm, and seeing them all together makes me realize how far the series has come!

I hope you enjoy revisiting these outfits as much as I enjoyed designing them. And of course, if you have i...

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Summer Vivian

This Vivian summer swimsuit should be illegal…

ZZZ has been slowly stepping into lewder territory bit by bit, and the moment I saw Vivian’s new summer design I just had to draw her again. This wasn’t even a planned drawing, but fortunately it turned into one of those rare, super fast pieces where I sat down for a few hours and everything just clicked.

I don’t know if it’s just me, but Vivian’s armpits are way too delicious to ignore, so I made sure to ...

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Ishtar Weekly Outfit #8 Gyaru Ishtar

Ishtar goes full gyaru fashion!

It’s been a while since my last update, my broken tablet slowed me down a lot, but with your help I’ve finally managed to catch up with my old rhythm~

This marks the finale of Ishtar Weekly Outfits Season 2! Compared to the last one, I think the designs ended up a little more complex overall. Soon I’ll be posting a mash-up with all outfits together, so we can see the whole collection side by side.

I’m a huge fan of gyaru fashi...

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Ishtar enjoying summer~

Been a while since I dropped something here for the free members, I totally should do that more often. But hey, here’s a little gift: an extra drawing spun out of Gudako’s Sunglasses~

Any excuse to draw Ishtar’s butt is a good one for me! I’d love to make an original bikini version of her this season, but her classic outfit felt more… recognizable from behind, let’s say.

Sketching her sweat-and-sand-covered curves almost made me feel the summer heat myself… but I thi...

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Gudako's enjoying summer

Gudako is truly enjoying summer~

Sweat dripping down, ice cream melting between fingers, and eyes locked on a goddess brimming with desire…

Since I don’t often draw big breasts, I always take the opportunity to give Gudako some massive melons when I do. I really like the contrast of Gudako’s chest compared to Ishtar’s smaller ones, it just works so well!

Right now I wish I could enjoy summer myself, but it’s actually winter where I live. At least I can warm up thro...

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Spook Shack Pajama Party

Will you accept the Spook Shack girls’ invitation for a pajama party?

Alice and Yuzuha are so cute together, they give me wonderful yuri vibes I loved how Yuzuha’s casual, mischievous energy contrasts so perfectly with Alice’s elegant, shy charm It’s such a fun dynamic.

Maybe I’ll even draw them having some fun with Belle in the future.

I put a lot of effort into the background this time, I think it’s looked really cool how the lustful aura is f...

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Selfies from Marin~

One of the daily perks of dating a gyaru? Getting a flood of lewd morning selfies~

Marin’s such a fun and expressive character, I’ve been wanting to draw her for ages! With the new season of the anime out, it felt like the perfect excuse to finally give her some love. I’ve got a huge soft spot for gyaru girls, so of course I couldn’t resist adding a bit of leopard print everywhere✨

I borrowed a bit from Ishtar’s selfie concept for this one since it just fits Marin’s ...

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Summoning Ishtar 4

One of the first things a Master should learn is that having a Servant like Ishtar can be a lot to handle!

We’re now just one illustration away from the grand finale of Master first meet with Ishtar~
This set was also my first time drawing a small dick and honestly? I think it turned out cute and arousing at the same time. It’s fun how draw make me into new things each day…

I also focused a lot on Ishtar’s expressions. This time, I act...

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Ju Fufu AV Debut

Last weekend I rushed through the latest ZZZ patch and finally got Ju Fufu! I’ve been spending some time with her since, and figured it was the perfect excuse to draw her, especially since it had been a while since I did anything ZZZ-related. What started as a simple pinup turned into ā€œBelle helping Ju Fufu make her AV debut to raise funds for Suibian Templeā€ scenario. I’ve been working on a lot of heavy and detailed projects lately, so this was a fun little breather before jumping ba...

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Summoning Ishtar 3

Things are starting to heat up between Ishtar and Master~

Since this scene takes place right after her summoning, I wanted to give Ishtar a proper spotlight to show off her strengths. And let’s be real—there’s something about her feet that just begs for attention, which makes it the perfect time for a certain foot-focused welcome ritual.

I also decided to include both Gudao and Gudako versions in each scene, so things are a bit mixed for now. But everything should come toget...

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[July Pool] Gangbang Scene

It’s been a while since I’ve wanted to draw an action-packed gangbang scene~

So why not decide together who’s the lucky one to get banged? Here's our options:

1) Nicole (ZZZ) – Our girl caught way too many collectors this month and now has to handle them with her body.

2) Medb (FGO) – How many guys does it take to satisfy the true Grand Rider?

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Summoning Ishtar 1+2

I’ve been wanting to draw a lewd scenario with Ishtar for a while now and not just something simple, but a more involved one. Instead of just one or two images with variations, I really wanted to build a mini story this time. So here we are~

I started by wondering… what if Ishtar’s very first encounter with her Master in Chaldea had a bit of a spicy twist?

The first illustration is a reference to the iconic "Are you my Master?" scene from the original Fate, but with Ishtar b...

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Ishtar Weekly Outfit #6 White Shirt

It seems a certain goddess doesn’t like being caught sleeping…

For this week’s outfit, I went with something really simple—our favorite goddess wearing her lover’s shirt~
It was a fun chance to bring out her tsundere side a bit more this time! I thought the poses turned out super cute, so I couldn’t resist adding simple backgrounds to the single-illustration versions to match the cozy vibe~

Aside from the more canon-style scenarios in Chaldea, I als...

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May/2025 Summary

It’s been a while since our last recap.

Lately, I’d been working at a slower pace than I’d like, but I’ve finally caught up with most of my backlog. Recently, I’ve been feeling super inspired! I think my art has improved a bit over the past months, and for once, I feel like I’m drawing as fast as new ideas pop into my head… which is an awesome feeling!

This month brought a nice balance between familiar Rinfaces and a few different characters, which I think helped thi...

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Koharu

It’s been a while since I last drew something from Blue Archive!
It’s been my side game for quite some time now, and with so many cute girls, I’ve always wanted to draw a few here and there.
And since I love drawing slutty girls... of course I’d eventually get to Koharu-chan~ šŸ’•

This one started as a simple outfit toggle idea, but it turned into a short scenario where she’s exchanging lewd info with Sensei.
Also, just a heads-up: I’ll be ...

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Ishtar Weekly Outfit #7

Ishtar is warming up for summer with this week’s outfit~ This time, I was inspired by gravure idol Nito Risa—she’s super cute, so check her

Ishtar is warming up for summer with this week’s outfit~
This time, I was inspired by gravure idol Nito Risa—she’s super cute, so check her out if you get the chance!


I’m planning to finish one more drawing before uploading the last batch of rewards, so stay tuned over the next couple of days~

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Vivian’s Wet Dream

Belle’s been a little too lenient with Vivian’s requests lately… but she might end up enjoying it more than she expected~

Hello o/ How’s everyone doing?

A little late since Vivian’s banner already ended a few days ago, but I finally got around to drawing Vivian’s Wet Dreams! She’s such a cutie, and drawing her turned out to be even more fun than I expected. I don’t have immediate plans for a continuation of this scenario, but I’d really love to draw these two a...

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Ishtar Weekly Outfit 1st Season (Bare ver)

Hope you enjoy~

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Ishtar Weekly Outfit 1st Season

Here’s a collage featuring Ishtar’s first four looks! Seeing them side by side is super satisfying (and maybe a little dangerous for heart rates). I’ll try to keep this up as we go, so I hope you enjoy it~

I also made a nude version for supporters, so be sure to check it out too!

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Ishtar Weekly Outfit #2 v2

I wasn’t totally happy with how Ishtar’s apron outfit turned out before, so I did a quick redraw and now she’s looking way cuter and fits in much better with the rest of the Weekly Outfits series! ✨

I still have a couple of illustrations to wrap up before sending out the May reward, so thank you for your patience and support as always! šŸ’•

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Lilith

Lilith barely arrived at Chaldea and she’s already playing tricks on our beloved Kouhai...
Honestly, it’s been a while since I’ve been this excited about an original FGO servant. She’s got awesome looks, a cheeky personality, and her dynamic with Mash makes their interactions super fun to explore!

That’s why I decided to try something a bit different this time. I used the image set as a chance to build a mini scenario, with Mash in a supporting role, so I could bring out th...

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