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Hello everyone, good evening. 🎉

As this year comes to an end, I felt the need to stop for a moment, breathe, and speak from the heart to all of you who have walked with me through yet another chapter of my life and work. This has been, without exaggeration, one of the most challenging years I’ve ever lived — emotionally, professionally, and personally.
And yet, despite everything, you remained here. Supporting, understanding, believing. For that, I could never thank you enough.

I want to apologize, esp...

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The G.O.A.T is back 🥰

This type of work is complicated to produce here on the page. Since I'm always behind schedule, I tend to focus on the more hardcore scenes because they usually receive better engagement, which helps me stay a bit ahead. But then, when it's time to work on projects like this one, something always ends up happening, and I go back to the hardcore material again—so these other works end up being delayed even more. The non-sexual pieces take even longer because of that.
This project is month...

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Good evening, everyone.

I apologize for the rush and for not even managing to wish you happy holidays. I haven’t been very focused on celebrations lately, but I’ve always appreciated them and I know how meaningful they are. I wish you all good health, and may 2026 bring joy, achievements, and peace to your lives.

I also want to take this moment to thank you from the bottom of my heart for supporting me throughout such a difficult year. Your support has meant more to me than I can put into words.

This...

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Breaking Point - 75

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Zoey and Quinn - Commission Work - FanArt

Special thanks to my amazing friend and supporter Mervolant 🥰🙏👍

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W.I.P

I confess I’m feeling quite rusty, and it’s been very difficult to produce anything while my father is in the hospital. Still, I believe a decent illustration will come out in the end — I’m doing the best I can. I hope it’s enough to keep this page going.

Thank you all so much for your support during this very difficult time I’m going through 🙏

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W.I.P

Hi everyone. Just dropping by to say thank you for your support, and I hope I can get the page back to what it used to be.

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Hello everyone 🙋‍♂️

Today, for the first time in a long while, I was finally able to sit in front of the computer again. This moment may seem simple, but for me it means a lot. The past weeks have been incredibly heavy, and there were days when I honestly didn’t know if or when I would be able to come back.

I’m deeply grateful to those of you who stayed, who waited, and who showed patience and kindness during this difficult time. Your support has meant more to me than you can imagine.

During this...

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Hey everyone, good evening.

I think I’ll finally be able to get back to producing content for the page on the 17th. Since I’m self-employed, I’ve been helping my parents more during this time. Now, one of my brothers is on vacation, and we’ve arranged for him to take on more of the support so I can try to keep the page alive — or what’s left of it.

My sincere thanks to all of you who never stopped believing in my work and who have always shown understanding and kindness during these difficult moments. ...

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Good morning guys

Guys, I’m so sorry. I don’t know what to say or what to do. I’m losing my father, and there’s nothing I can do about it. I haven’t been able to keep my promises to you all. I don’t want to—and I can’t—abandon the page, but I also don’t think it’s fair for you to be affected by all of this.

This year has been extremely difficult for me, without a doubt the hardest year of my life so far. I can only thank those of you who continue to support me and say that, despite ...

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Hello everyone, good evening.

I’ve been thinking about pausing the page for a month, or even stopping altogether, given how things have been going. But your support has been (and always has been) so incredible that I feel compelled to keep going and try to give something back. Today, in the midst of everything I’m going through, I stopped to reflect on whether it was worth continuing—and I realized how privileged I am to have this page, despite everything, with all of you supporting me, and being able to make a livi...

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Good morning, everyone.

Unfortunately, I returned to the farm that day but had to go back to the city because my father's health has worsened. My siblings and I are doing everything we can to give him all the support he needs.

I think the right thing to do might be to freeze the page again. Last time I froze it for one month (the minimum Patreon allows), but I should have followed the advice of many who suggested freezing it for two months. But if freezing it for one month already made me lose a quarter of my ...

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Good morning everyone. 🙋‍♂️

Just letting you know that I’m heading home today, and I’m doing everything I can to get back to illustrating as quickly as possible. Thank you all so much for your support and kind words — they mean a lot right now. 🙏

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Good evening, everyone 🙋‍♂️

Good evening, everyone. I’m just stopping by to try and give you some explanation for everything that’s been happening — if there’s still anyone left out there. I honestly don’t know how many people remain on the page; when I visit it, I avoid looking. I just scroll down until it stops showing how many people are here and how much I’m earning. It hurts too much to see that, so I’d rather not look.

I believe most of you have followed my struggles here on the page over the y...

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Hello everyone, good morning.

Hello everyone, good morning.

It’s been very difficult. In my last message, I apologized for the delay in posting due to some unforeseen circumstances. I said I would get back to you, but then other things happened that kept me from fulfilling that promise.

My 85-year-old father had a medical emergency, and I had to be there for him, so I’ve just returned to the farm today.

I sincerely apologize to everyone and understand your frustration.

I’m not feeling well at...

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Hi everyone 🙋‍♂️

Good evening. What I'm about to say might sound a bit cringe, maybe not very professional, but no matter what, I’ll always be honest with you.

Over the last few days, I had to go to my parents’ house in the city to pick up a new washing machine I bought because my old one broke 😏 That’s the downside of living far away in a rural area, far from everything. I always ask the post office to deliver there because shipping to my place is very expensive, and sometimes delivery drivers...

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Bella and Jill - Commission Work - FanArt

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Good evening, everyone 🙋‍♂️

I apologize for the delay in publishing the next illustration. I was supposed to release it today, but I needed to do an emergency backup. I’ll be working on it tomorrow and hope to publish it by tomorrow night. Thank you all very much for your support and understanding.

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W.I.P - Bella and Jill - Commission Work - FanArt

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Riona, Sage, Lily - Commission Work - FanArt

Sorry for the delay, everyone. The illustration was very laborious. My sincere thanks to my dear friend Mervolant.

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Conflict #16

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Conflict #15

Each time I try harder, it takes me longer and I lose more followers. Maybe it's not the smartest approach, but if it's going to be generic work, which is what most people do, I'd rather not do it. I will never abandon what I believe is right and what makes me feel good and satisfied doing it. I'm not AI.

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W.I.P 😈

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City Chronicles #8

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How do I add two more characters here? 😏🤔

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City Chronicles #7

Sorry for the delay, everyone. This illustration, besides being large and difficult to handle, also had a bunch of bugs that made me lose almost an entire day trying to fix them. Typical DAZ stuff.

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