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October Update + I Guess I'm Back!!

Hey everyone!

Thank you so much again for being so patient with me though this recovery period. Things have been crazy and I'll add a little bit at the end for people who want to really know what's going on but TLDR, voice hurt, won't recover fully but I am making the most of it and now FINALLY back to making some audios again.

This month I brought you a couple of tastes of what is to come including something a little sexy, something a little kinky and some more hypnosis for hypn...

Are You Lost Sugar? [F4A] [ASMR RP] [Hucow] [Hypnosis] [Mommy]

Well, well, well, a hooman. I ain't seen a hooman for quite some time around here. Why don't you come on into my barn and get nice and comfy with me. I'm your mommy now...

I've been wanting to make a hucow audio for some time but I have always put it off, until now! In this roleplay asmr fantasy, you stumble into cow girl farms where you meet a lovely older hucow who takes you in out of the cold and settles you down for a life as her obedient little stablehand. She has been loo...

It's Time to Submit [F4A] [Hypnosis] [Obedience] [Fixation] [Visualization]

It's time to submit, as the clock counts down your will and as you fall deeper down under the hypnotic spell of my voice. But how long has it really been since you last fell? 

This hypnotic audio is all about the notion of time and clocks, afterall clocks are so very hypnotically coded thanks to all of us evil hypnotists and our love of pocket watches. In this audio we talk at length about the role of time in hypnosis and use it to take you into a place of deep hypnotic su...

Don't Think About Pleasure [F4A] [Loop] [Arousal] [Pleasure Conditioning] [No End]

I know it's difficult but whatever you do, don't think about pleasure. I'm sure you can keep it off your mind so easily, it's not like the more I tell you not to think about it you do until you can't help but touch yourself to my voice...

This is a freestyle loop that shows why I should not record late at night once my ritalin wears off. All based around the concept of not thinging about that thing until the urge to think about it overwhelms you. It starts off pretty tame (and...

Let Me Take Care Of You! [Gentle Pleasure Edit] [Denial] [HFOish] [Gentle Domination]

It's been a while, let me show you how much I've been thinking of you in my absense...

This is a gentle femdom style ramble hypnosis asmr, extremely conversational and the only goal is to get you to relax into submission to the sound of my voice. For people who missed my voice, for those who find it soothing and even gasp a little hypnotic, this is for you. Conversational hypnosis with some imagery of you being submissive towards me, covered in a weighted blanket of my wor...

Let Me Take Care Of You! [F4A] [Comforting Submission] [Ramble/Freestyle] [Soft Spoken ASMR] [Femdom] [Gentle Domination]

It's been a while, let me show you how much I've been thinking of you in my absense...

This is a gentle femdom style ramble hypnosis asmr, extremely conversational and the only goal is to get you to relax into submission to the sound of my voice. For people who missed my voice, for those who find it soothing and even gasp a little hypnotic, this is for you. Conversational hypnosis with some imagery of you being submissive towards me, covered in a weighted blanket of my wor...

Patreon Update Aug (a little detail and some exciting news)

Hey everyone!!

Thank you all for being here, I just wanted to give you a little update now I have some news on what's been happening behind the scenes.

Firstly the good news: The new models are DONE!! I have been trying to find time to record with them but for anyone who was following my recent couple of YouTube streams, the new models are done and they are STUNNING. They both have nude versions which I can use for pictures here (not videos because patreon be...

Patreon Update August!

Hey everyone!!

So while I have been planning new content, gathering assets and taking a forced vacation I thought I would update y'all on what is happening behind the scenes.

I have a new model and 3d model!! The 3d is finally finished and while it was unfortunate timing on my end (I am in Australia so have to push back the debut of the 3d model and upcoming lewd streams) I am excited for future video content. I had some feedback for the new 2d model and people really are into it ...

Secret Spreadsheet! (a big list of everything)

The Future of Patreon and Discord

Hey everyone!

So I mentioned this on discord but I want to be open and honest about what's going on lately. Some rules have been changed on here, while it doesn't affect SFW hypnosis (entirely) it does limit the range of topics I can cover in my NSFW asmr/hypnosis going forward or could put my account at risk. Basically a ton of things are off the table around cnc topics and hypnosis was named in this. Upon clarification it seems that SFW hypnosis is fine but that's not a great thing to...

April Updates and Patreon Request Time!!

Hey everyone! Sorry it has been a while since my last update. Things behind the scenes have been crazy with vtuber debuts and now three weeks off due to people in the house I can't work around but since that is coming to an end this week I can finally share with you a little more of my future plans.

Firstly some not great news, I have been seeing an ENT for my vocal issues since my surgery and she is not happy with the amount I used to whisper in audios because it's very taxing on my vo...

Feb/March Updates!

Hey everyone!

Thank you for being here! I have been really hitting a roadblock lately in terms of recording audio. Since I moved house the background noise has been awful but I am building a studio so there is a bright light at the end of this tunnel! 

Here are some things in the works that now we are close to March I can share with you:

• A new 3d model!! Yes after the cursed one wasn't super well liked we have a 3d model of the brand new Secret Su...
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Long Distance GF Does ASMR On You! [F4A] [ASMR Whispers] [Headpatting] [Personal Attention]

You and you girlfriend have been dating long distance for a long time, now she wants to surprise you with your own personal asmr recording and she's ready to tell you exactly what to expect from her when you meet up in person very soon!

This is a personal attention GFE (girlfriend experience) roleplay audio in which you are headpatted and told all about how you are going to be treated so nicely when you see your long distance love. Lots of affection, headpatting and comfy feels! This on...

Mommy Dom GF Cleans Your Mind of Impure Thoughts (via your ears) [F4A] [ASMR] [Chaotic] [Ear Brushing] [Headpatting] [Not a ton of talking]

This is the least amount of talking I have ever done in a video, like ever! Welcome to the era of ASMR, not to say I have given up my usual schtick but I wanted to try some honest to goodness "proper" ASMR especially after earlier in the year when I was ASMR streaming I had several people complain I don't do real ASMR so here it is! 

In this ASMR roleplay which is heavy on the ASMR, you are home from a long day and you finally give your girlfriend everything she wants. She wants to...

New Year, New You [F4A] [Dronification Fantasy] [Brainwashing] [Drugplay]

I realized this was never made a solo file so here it is! New Year, New You! A file back from 2019 that was locked in the vault until now...

SUMMARY
It's New Years Eve and there's a party going on, all your friends are there and then you look across the room to see a dark haired woman who takes your eye. You strike up a conversation and are immediately taken by her, but be wary of when you tell her you'd like a change in 2019, that just might come to pass...

2024-01-02 08:54:47 +0000 UTC View Post

New Design, Who This? (It's time for Secret Subject 3.0)

Hey everyone!

Firstly, I hope you all are having a wonderful holiday season! I know this time of year is so busy for everyone but I could not wait to share the amazing news with all of you. My brand new vtuber model art is finished and I am very excited to share the new look with you all!

Before I do, I want to thank all of you, because without you this model would not have been possible. Patreon means more to me then ever right now as YouTube changed their rules so right now this...

Emotional Support Mommy Fixes Your Sleep Schedule [F4A] [F4M] [F4F] [GFD] [ASMR] [Hypnosis]

Welcome to rent-a-mommy, I'm Secret your emotional support mommy and it's about time we make sure you go to bed at a reasonable time!

In this hypnotic sleep audio, you head to rent-a-mommy, a mommy service where you can get what you need and you are in need of some help sleeping. We talk to you about your sleep schedule and do some maths to see what time you should be going to bed each night, followed by a little chat about your punishment if you don't (and it doesn't come from me). The...

Live Recording Sessions?

Okay so I have been thinking about doing more live recording sessions in the future. This means you will listen to me while I record an audio file based off a script (or if you are very lucky something freestyle) in the new discord server. 

Things to keep in mind, they will be:

• Stop and start sometimes, if I make a mistake I will need to snap and redo the line so it could be jarring sometimes (while when I am live I actually read scripts better...
  2023-12-19 04:03:19 +0000 UTC View Post

Trapped in the Web of a Yandere Spider Mommy [REMAKE] [F4A] [Bondage] [Spider Queen] [Femdom]

Well, well, well, what have we here? A remake of one of my most popular RP's to date? I think so!

Written by Mr Demo!

Welcome to the lair of the spider queen. After a walk through the forest you find yourself drawn into a dark cave and there you fall into the web of a beautiful (yet terrifying) spider mommy. She is sweet (enough) but you aren't allowed to leave h...

Wolfgirl Tortures You With Headpats [F4A] [ASMR RP] [Monstergirl RP] [In a world of monster girls...]

It's far into the future, the world is dark and you, one of the last humans are lost in the centre of a city. Under the cover of night you try and take shelter in an empty warehouse, but it turns out it's not so empty afterall and now you are tresspassing on private property. 

This is an audio asmr roleplay all about headpats and headrubs with a twist. In this audio you meet a wolfgirl who is suspicious of you, she can tell by your scent that you are a human and you aren't from aro...

Kidnapped by a Nerdy Lovesick Yandere [ASMR] [Roleplay]

WARNING: This ASMR audio roleplay contains heavy themes of being kidnapped, drugged and tied up. It has themes of being held captive forever until the stockholm syndrome kicks in and references to fires and girlfriends of yours potentially being unalived. If this is triggering to you do not listen to this audio. I am happy to provide a transcript of the audio for those who would like more details but as a yandere audio this is fairly intense roleplay. 

You find yourself in the base...

LIVE HYPNOSIS: Focused by Headpats ASMR Hypnosis [F4A] [SFW]

Content Warning: Hypnosis, headpatting, ASMR stuff. References to being focused, fixating and dissociating into trance. Talking about the intimacy of headpatting. Suggestions to allow your mind to decide what suggestions you want or not when you are hypnotized.  References to being headpatted and imagining a time where you were engaged in this act with someone. 

If you want the full live, check here: https://youtube.c...

How Does Hypnosis? (an ASMR rambling about hypnosis and heatpats)

We can call this, "the reason I don't freestyle often anymore"...

Welcome to my new mic and to thoroughly test it out this is a ramble about what hypnosis is, why it is and what happens to us in hypnosis. Some of you might find the words magical or hypnotic in someway, others might find the asmr sounds of the fluffy hat headpats hypnotic, some of you might just enjoy neither but this isn't really hypnosis, not really asmr, but still both at the same time. I do reference that some of you...