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Behind The Scene: KnifePlay

CONTENT WARNING: This audio mentions knifeplay and has themes of submission. It also uses a LOT of the trance voice so anyone listening who does a lot of my files may find some collateral. This is a small audio I recorded mid scene with Alicin, we were lying around in bed and I decided to make a quick impromptu thing. The idea moving forward is to make them longer or shorter depending on the theming but also just show how a scene progresses in the real world verses in fantasy...

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What's New This Week and Secret File Theme This Month!

I have some EXCITING news for this week! Since Alicin has been living with me my mood has increased and I have been able to be more than productive, so big yay on that! 

I have THREE news files in the works, dates to be released are TBC but they will be coming to you in the next two weeks. These files are...

Stage Hypnosis Fantasy ($15 and above tiers)
This file is 20 Minutes LONG and that's just the file, the fractionation induction version will be nearl...

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Blanket Fort (With Fractionation Induction)

This file is all about giving you a place to be calm, to relax and to feel safe and secure. So, come along with me and let's build a blanket fort for you. 

SUMMARY
In this audio we go to a place in the back of your subconscious that is just for you and I help you discover one of the secret rooms, a room in which we can build you a blanket fort. A space that is safe, warm and cozy, where you can come and relax whenever you want. We also remind you of all the ways...

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The Blanket Fort (With Fractionation Induction and Backing Music)

This file is all about giving you a place to be calm, to relax and to feel safe and secure. So, come along with me and let's build a blanket fort for you. 

SUMMARY
In this audio we go to a place in the back of your subconscious that is just for you and I help you discover one of the secret rooms, a room in which we can build you a blanket fort. A space that is safe, warm and cozy, where you can come and relax whenever you want. We also remind you of all the ways...

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The Blanket Fort (Safe Space Hypnosis)

EARLY YOUTUBE RELEASE

This file is all about giving you a place to be calm, to relax and to feel safe and secure. So, come along with me and let's build a blanket fort for you. 

SUMMARY
In this audio we go to a place in the back of your subconscious that is just for you and I help you discover one of the secret rooms, a room in which we can build you a blanket fort. A space that is safe, warm and cozy, where you can come and relax...

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Good Girl Mind Fucking (Custom Audio)

This file was written with a good girl in mind, who wanted to imagine me wearing a strap on and fucking her mind. Basically, it takes you into trance very easily and reminds you that you have been thinking too much to be a "good girl" so to get rid of the thoughts, I sit on your chest and straddle you with a strap on. Then I start fucking your face and thrust so hard that my dick goes right into your head. 

As I fuck your head all your thoughts, memories, everything just get fucked...

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Guess What We Did??

So, Alicin and I have been experimenting with some bondage. Would anyone like to see some bondage clips?

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Frozen By The Ice Queen (Hypnotic Ice Fantasy)

She's been looking for someone to make her ice sculpture and now you're about to feel the chill of her true powers... 

In this fantasy file you are swept away to a land of endless winter where the Queen of the Ice rules with a chilling grip over all she touches, and she wants you. You have been brought to this place to be frozen, stuck in ice, cold and stiff for how long, you can't tell. Luckily, the Queen is gracious and will eventually let you thaw out in her heated chamber, but ...

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Live Tomorrow!

Alicin and I are going LIVE tomorrow on YouTube to celebrate her moving to NZ. 

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I'm Not Going To Hypnotize You Today...

Or am I?

This is a sneaky confusion/resistance style induction and deepener that focuses on that notion of when you are told not to do something you end up wanting to anyway. It also looks into the idea of my voice and similar to the theme started by "You Are So Easy" where my voice makes it so much easier to just drop into trance (whatever that feels like for you).

This is trance training and has heavy suggestions of conditioning to my trance voice using confus...

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My Weekend Away!





So I just wanted to show you some pictures from behind the scenes of my work ...

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Doll House Training: Sex Doll (All Versions)

Welcome back to the Doll House, I hope you are ready for more training. This time you are going to be made into a SEX DOLL, a doll created for the pleasure of others, but don't worry, it's going to feel really good to you as well... 

The other versions of the file are:
Sex Doll With Theta Binaurals:https://drive.google.com/open?id=1NB...

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Puppy Transformation and Basic Training (With Fractionation Induction)

The longer version with a fractionation induction for those who really want to get into it!

People asked a lot for something like this and FINALLY you have the chance to be a good puppy and be transformed into a dog, body and mind. 

SUMMARY This is a file in which you are transformed into an adorable, little puppy. We take you to the kennel at the back of your mind and use it to transform you. Then, we train you a little bit, testing out ...

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Puppy Transformation and Basic Training

People asked a lot for something like this and FINALLY you have the chance to be a good puppy and be transformed into a dog, body and mind. 

SUMMARY This is a file in which you are transformed into an adorable, little puppy. We take you to the kennel at the back of your mind and use it to transform you. Then, we train you a little bit, testing out tricks and showing you how much fun you can have as a puppy, while also installing a trigger to come...

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Empty Toy Brainwashing Two (WAV) June 2019 Secret File

In this file we store a toybox in the back of your mind that holds your inner toy, waiting to hear the magic words and be let out to play. You will learn how toys play and how amazing it will feel once someone takes control of you and let's you live as your toy self. They will choose what to play, what role you are in their games and how long to play for, and all you will be able to do is smile a happy, empty smile, and stare with your vacant eyes.   

This file is for those wh...

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Empty Toy Brainwashing Two (MP3) June 2019 Secret File

In this file we store a toybox in the back of your mind that holds your inner toy, waiting to hear the magic words and be let out to play. You will learn how toys play and how amazing it will feel once someone takes control of you and let's you live as your toy self. They will choose what to play, what role you are in their games and how long to play for, and all you will be able to do is smile a happy, empty smile, and stare with your vacant eyes.   

This file is for those wh...

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June Secret File and A Question Going Forward!

Okay, so I had a wonderful time with some of you yesterday on the call! Thank you for everyone who came to listen in on the recording of "You Are So Easy". 

A lot of people have been asking me about the secret file so here it is, from this stage onwards the secret files will be going to those in the $15 tier and upwards, because these will be slightly adult in nature I would like to keep it that way. Once the support has gone through and those in those tie...

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You Are So Easy (Fractionation Induction Longer Version)

Same as the other version but with a fractionation induction for those who want more out of this trance session!

Okay, so everyone who supports this month will get a copy of this recording too. But to welcome in the new tier system this will be the first of the new files. 

SUMMARY I've been doing this a while, and as a follower of mine you have become so conditioned at this stage that you are far too easy for me to hypnotise righ...

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You Are So Easy (Live Discord Call Recording)

Okay, so everyone who supports this month will get a copy of this recording too. But to welcome in the new tier system this will be the first of the new files. 

SUMMARY
I've been doing this a while, and as a follower of mine you have become so conditioned at this stage that you are far too easy for me to hypnotise right now, let me prove that to you now...

TARGET AUDIENCE
This is a pretty generic fractionatio...

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June 2019 Patreon Content Recap

Thanks for all the support this month, here's what was made over June 2019!

We kicked off June with some bimbofication/doll play brainwashing with Big Titted Barbie 2, this sequel was something fun inspired by a lot of the tumblr bimbofication porn and it's stars. https://www.patreon.com/posts/big-titted-2-27472613

Then, we moved onto the live stream wit...

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Call Tomorrow and Choosing the File Topic!

So, tomorrow is the day of the live recording of the file for ALL PATRONS. Question is, what would you like to have?

Don't forget to jump into the server and join the patreon Secret Supporter rank to be included, anyone who isn't in the call by 10 am NZT tomorrow morning might miss out. (I have work at 2pm so I have to do the call from 10am-11am to have time). 

See you then!

XOXO The Secret Subject

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Second Life HypnoCurio Text Trance: Obedience To ___

This is a submission based trance I wrote for Second Life's HypnoCurio box that I am rigging for my dungeon/house. Let me know what you think! {0} is the Domme/Dom and {1} is your name. 

Oh, so you came here for some fun huh?

Well that's perfectly alright

I know sometimes the idea of putting control in someone else's hands is fun

is it not?

You might find {1} that you are simply the type of person

who spends so much time focus...

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A Trancey Compromise

So, there has been a lot of backlash recently over the changing of the tier system especially with the huge changes in the $10 tier.

Here is the plan, there is going to be a compromise so I can still get the worth out of the new adult tier as well as keep those who have supported in the $10 tier with content they enjoy.

Welcome the new Ten Dollar Trance Tier! For ten dollars per month you will get:

  • Ten minute trance files with moderate themes...

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July Discord Session!

So, as a thank you to all my wonderful patrons I am going to do a discord call for everyone who gets the end of July with me here. I will record a file LIVE on call and you can tune in to hear it before anyone else. I will take ideas from the room and you can see exactly how a TSS File gets made while you listen.

The date for this is the 1st of July (NZ TIME) at 10am. I will add a date and time conversion closer to the day, then you will get invited to the secret Patrons only call area...

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Self Acceptance Hypnosis (Pride Month) With Fractionation Induction

(This is the same as the other version, just with a proper induction portion.)

This is a hypnosis track about self love, acceptance and taking pride in who you are. 

SUMMARY
This file is a therapeutic trance session where I tell you a story of a girl who felt weird in herself and give you the tools to learn to love yourself as she did. This will allow you to look at yourself head on and face the insecurities you...

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Self Acceptance Hypnosis (Pride Month)

This is a hypnosis track about self love, acceptance and taking pride in who you are. 

SUMMARY
This file is a therapeutic trance session where I tell you a story of a girl who felt weird in herself and give you the tools to learn to love yourself as she did. This will allow you to look at yourself head on and face the insecurities you harbour, then we can take all the positives you have and amplify them through a mirror writing exerci...

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Lowly Pleasure Slave (Bratty Princess Fantasy with Induction)

This version contains a fractionation induction for those who really want to get put deep in trance before they experience the fantasy.

Get on your knees slave, and tell me how pathetic and worthless you really are...

SUMMARY
This is a humiliation/degradation fantasy file. You find yourself in a court surrounded by people and face to face with a bratty Princess. She doesn't care what you think nor what you do as long as you know your place he...

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To Clarify Some of The Changes

Okay so, we had a lot of backlash on the last post around the changes. 

Adult Content: This includes...

  • Bimbofication
  • Arousal themes
  • Submission/Domination files this includes fantasies, brainwashing, fractionation with that as the main theme
  • Basically, anything that isn't a therapeutic file, relaxation, sleep hypnosis or a basic induction

Somethings that you will get in the new $15 tier are:&...

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Patreon Changes

So, I am thinking of doing a small shift in how I make and produce content. 

With the changes being made to the rules around erotica and hypnosis I'm thinking of making a shift in how the tiering system will work for future projects. The reasoning behind this being...

  • Firstly, I don't like the idea of people who shouldn't be able to access my 18+ content getting it. 
  • The idea that some of what I have made for free in the past is near eno...

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ASMR Flogging Experience

This is a little experience ASMR file where you will be tied down and flogged with my new flogger. Don't worry, we have all the safe words in place and if at anytime you feel uncomfortable you can wake up. 

SUMMARY
In this ASMR track, I will tie you up and flog you with my new flogger. Afterwards, I untie you and we snuggle a little bit. The flogging starts with a warm-up and me touching your back and butt a little bit and then I get progressively harder. There ...

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