https://x.com/sairenblade2021/status/2006469568198488086?s=20
I wanted to try animate like this and I'm trying out a new program. I feel like I'm not used to it yet, and it's making me try things and spending time on it. This is a draft, and I'm not sure if I'll color it because it's quite difficult. I think it's harder than drawing and coloring on paper xD I'm not familiar with the to...
2025-12-31 21:04:07 +0000 UTC
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I have to follow Patreon’s platform rules because my Patreon mainly posts NSFW content, and NSFW posts are not allowed to be public. I tried setting my posts to “members-only,” so that only those who joined as Patreon members including free members could see them, but I still received a warning.7
I honestly don’t know what I did wrong, and I don’t want to risk my account by trying something that might violate the rules again. I really don’t want my account to get suspended...
2025-12-03 20:38:11 +0000 UTC
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I am reposting because I can't post publicly only member only Sorry in any way also in two day new art will come soon thanks for waiting !!
2025-12-03 20:13:25 +0000 UTC
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Regarding the work related to animals, since I am still confused about posting work related to real animals, it is wrong. From now on, any work that is related to animals, I will design it to be more fantasy to be appropriate for posting. It may be the color and shape that is changed to not look like a real animal.
2025-11-27 06:41:05 +0000 UTC
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It looks like my request to unfreeze my account has finally gone through. Thank you so much for sticking with me and supporting me.
I still have a lot to learn—especially about proper censorship so I won’t repeat the same mistakes again. It seems the main issue was that my censorship didn’t meet Pixiv’s guidelines, and I also posted some links that counted as invitations or advertisements, which I didn’t realize was against the rules.
I’ll make sure to study the rules more c...
2025-11-27 06:15:37 +0000 UTC
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Because I didn't check carefully, my pixiv account got suspended, which I'm sure was a permanent suspension. I made a mistake, but I didn't mean to, but there's nothing I can do. I can only start over and not make the same mistake again. This is my new pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/121722858 I'm sorry if it wasted everyone's time, I'm sorry about that, but there's nothing I can do.
2025-11-25 11:27:24 +0000 UTC
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I'm gradually coming back, but of course, there's still some problem. I sketch too much that I started forget the concept of some of the pictures ill try too finish some of it as possible
2025-06-28 14:47:54 +0000 UTC
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🐾 June Character Poll is here! 🌧️✨
Vote for your favorite friend you'd love to see drawn this month!
It’s time for the June character poll!
This month’s theme is: “Cute animal friends that match the rainy season mood” – think of frogs singing in the rain, calm capybaras lounging in the mist, or little birds hopping through puddles! 🐸🌿🦆
🎨 Which friend should be the star of this month’s d...
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2025-05-11 05:28:57 +0000 UTC
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I'm going back to drawing. In short, the main reason I can't draw is my mental state. I'm depressed and burnt out at the same time. When my mental state goes down, I can't sleep and I can't draw for many weeks because I didn't notice the symptoms at the time. So I put myself into a state of trying too hard. Anyway, I'm not fully recovered yet, but I'm much better. I'm still taking care of my mental and physical state. Hopefully this won't take too long and I apologise if it's not meaningful(t...
2025-05-11 05:26:09 +0000 UTC
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2024-12-21 15:24:37 +0000 UTC
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The rules of the request : you need to become a pay member first because I want people who are interested in my work and really want my arts I don't think of it as a commission, but as a return for the people who support me
I can draw 1-2 characters, it can be a man or a woman character if it's an animal-related stuff, right now I can only draw dogs If there's machinery or equipment, let it be something other than execution, I mean, I can't draw those stuff like execution by behea...
2024-12-05 17:55:51 +0000 UTC
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Character: Arctic Here from Kemono Friends
I'm doing things a lot slower, but still I'm trying to draw something I hope everyone enjoys this
2024-11-23 11:00:00 +0000 UTC
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hello i'm SairenBlade Since I have a problem with drawing and I don't know why, I consulted a psychiatrist and it seems that I have depression, which I may have had for about 5 years but I didn't know it I am undergoing treatment and since it has made me feel insecure about drawing, I haven't been posting anything I will try to post as much as possible, but the quality won't be very good but I will try I hope you all like it
2024-10-27 07:44:31 +0000 UTC
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I finally came back!! and I'm so glad that I can draw again. this drawing still take quite long time to draft but I was able to think of something while drawing and that made me so happy More importantly I still need to get plenty of rest because I haven't slept much for many months. Even though this picture doesn't come out very well but I'm happy with it because I can use my mind now I hope this picture will makes some people happy because I'm really happy after being able to draw again Th...
2024-08-23 15:27:55 +0000 UTC
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i'm so sorry but even Now I can't draw anything, I don't know why. Trying to get at least one picture in one day is still very difficult for me. It's not that I don't have time to draw, but now it's feel like I've never started drawing before. It's been months since I've been like this. I feel sorry for the people who follow and support me. But I really draw every day, but I can't draw. I will not be discouraged. I'll figure out a solution until I can draw something. Thank you for waiting. ...
2024-07-26 17:25:26 +0000 UTC
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Lately I'm working on getting rid of accumulated stress I try to draw all the time, but it always ends up being dissatisfying So I try to found many ways to get rid of this stress It took a long time I'm really sorry I really draw every day But I can't because of something I will continue to find answers and try to keep posting my work Thank you for waiting
2024-06-11 06:33:24 +0000 UTC
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Im back! I've drawn a lot but haven't finished it yet. I apologize that the work came out late. I'm rarely satisfied with my own work. Because I think it might not be good enough for everyone. Only me I hope that some of the work I've done has been pleasing to anyone. But if not, I apologize because I myself am not very satisfied with the results.
2024-05-06 12:42:59 +0000 UTC
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I've been busy lately with my sleep schedule, and is going great. I'll back to drawing soon. Thank you for still waiting. I love you all !! ❤️
I have discovered the problem is I just stayed up very late for an excessively long period of time. This makes imagining and organizing the drawing process very difficult. That's it.
Why did I do it? I just feel stressed about not being able to draw, so I keep drawing until I lose track of time and it becomes a conscious habit💤
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2024-04-29 16:20:41 +0000 UTC
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Hello I'm Sairen. This post is to let you know that I'm not feeling well, so I might need to rest for a bit, maybe not for long. It's usually around 1–2 weeks. The cause is that I haven't slept and slept late for two months. I'm just going to adjust my sleep schedule and sleeping my sleeping habits. This may take about a week. The rest will be physical recovery
If you want to know why I did it. Because I might be depressed. I've noticed that I don't have much reaction I don't have muc...
2024-03-12 18:58:09 +0000 UTC
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thank for your support i'll keep finish drawing
2024-03-07 11:24:24 +0000 UTC
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Become a supporter And don't forget to leave the your comments to help me make the next project the way you like it.
2024-03-02 21:35:09 +0000 UTC
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Become a supporter And don't forget to leave the your comments to help me make the next project the way you like it.
2024-03-02 21:33:24 +0000 UTC
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Become a supporter And don't forget to leave the your comments to help us make the next project the way you like it.
2024-02-18 18:03:24 +0000 UTC
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I'll focus on drawing sensitive places more. But! On Pixiv or other platforms soon I'll make it more blurry. Why? I'm so sorry to the Official Patreon user. I know I didn't do it as much as I could, but I'll make it better soon. And I will maintain my level of work to improve but not deteriorate as before. Thank you all Official Patreon. I really appreciate you all supporting me ❤️
2024-02-02 18:22:51 +0000 UTC
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