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"April" 2020 AMA Stream

Hey all,

Sorry I'm running late—I guess I'm not in fact capable of starting these things early. 🤦🏼‍♀️ I'll be on in 10-15 minutes!

If you're a 15+ patron make sure you asked your question on the "Invite" post, and not the stream announcement post!

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it live.

Looking forward to chatting!

<3

Natalie

P.S. Here's the link to the stream in case the one above isn't working: 2020-05-12 20:35:43 +0000 UTC View Post

"April" AMA Stream Tomorrow

Hey all!

I'll be hosting the "April" AMA stream tomorrow, May 12 at 4pm ET (trying out an earlier time as per some of your requests!). The stream will be archived and posted here as usual for those who miss it live. $15+ folks should have just received the question invite post (leave your questions on that post, not this one, or I won't see them during the stream!).

I'll post the link to the stream here shortly before it starts.

Looking forward to chatting!<...

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Invite to Submit Questions for April AMA Stream

Dear 15+ Patrons,

I'll be doing the April AMA stream tomorrow at 4pm ET (trying out an earlier time as per some of your requests)! The stream will be archived here as always for those who miss it live.

Use the comments on this post to submit a question you want to ask me. IMPORTANT: since I can't put a character limit on your comment, I will only read four lines of text leading up to the question mark. If your question is longer than that ...

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NEW VIDEO! Cringe

Hi friends!

Ten weeks ago I started work on a video I wanted to call "Cringe"—straightforward topic, good for a shorter video, and I figured I could just reuse the sets from "Shame." Easy! I was thinking this would be a return to the simpler, shorter style of the videos I did a couple years ago. But as my research went on and on, the project evolved into something more complex.

So here it is, another feature-film-length YouTube video.

Thanks for your patience with this one...

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March 2020 AMA QuaranStream

Hey all,

I'm running more on time than usual so I'll be live in about 15 minutes with the March AMA stream!

If you're a 15+ patron make sure you asked your question on the "Invite" post, and not the stream announcement post!

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it live.

Looking forward to chatting!

<3

Natalie

P.S. Here's the link to the stream in case the one above isn't working:  2020-04-01 00:11:36 +0000 UTC View Post

March AMA Stream Tomorrow

Hey all!

I'm happy to let you know that after ten days or so of sickness, I am finally feeling better, and just in time for me to do the March AMA patron stream! I was hoping to release the next video before this but oh well, these things happen—it's finished when it's finished.

The stream will be tomorrow (or today depending on when you sleep lol), March 31 at 8pm ET. The stream will be archived and posted here as usual for those who miss it live. $15+ folks should have just re...

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Invite to Submit Questions for March AMA Stream

Dear 15+ Patrons,

I'm happy to let y'all know that after ten days or so of sickness, I am finally feeling better, just in time for me to do the March AMA patron stream! I was hoping to release the next video before this but oh well, these things happen—it's finished when it's finished.

The stream will be tomorrow (or today depending on when you sleep lol), March 31 at 8pm ET. The stream will be archived here as always for those who miss it live.

Use the comments on this po...

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Outtakes: "Canceling" & "Shame"

This gave me flashbacks to filming "Canceling"... oof. Bad times! Let's do some fun videos next.

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BTS: I Almost Set My Apartment On Fire

I recorded this little anecdote while I was filming "Opulence." Originally this was for Vanity Fair—they featured me in a piece on YouTubers and they wanted a little vlog responding to the prompt "What was your biggest YouTube video fail?" or something like that. Anyway I didn't end up getting it to them in time so they never used it. May as well post it here for you all though!

All my <333

Natalie

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Coronavirus Update

Hello lovely people,

Just checking in to let you know how I'm doing and update you about a couple things.

First, the global pandemic situation... oof. I hope you're all staying as safe and sane as possible in these dark times. I've been sick the last week or so myself, likely with coronavirus. I was likely exposed to it in LA a few weeks ago, where I was visiting a friend who got very sick shortly after I left. We probably both got it at Disneyland. Luckily, whatever it is I have ...

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February 2020 Makeup Makeup AMA Stream

Hey all,

I'm going live in about 15 minutes with the February AMA stream! Since it's a makeup stream, and since I'm even less together than usual today, I will literally do my makeup on stream while answering the questions. Also it's Friday night, and you're missing a Drag Race premiere for this, so we may as well have fun. 🎉

If you're a 15+ patron make sure you asked your question on the "Invite" post, and not the stream announcement post!

The stream will remain archived...

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February (Actually) AMA Stream Tomorrow

Hi Friends!

We'll be doing the February (actually) AMA stream tomorrow, February 28 at 8pm ET. The stream will be archived and posted here as usual for those who miss it live. $15+ folks should have just received the question invite post (leave your questions on that post, not this one, or I won't see them during the stream!).

I'll post the link to the stream here shortly before it starts.

Looking forward to chatting!

Much <3

Natalie

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Invite to Submit Questions for February (Actually) AMA Stream

Dear 15+ Patrons,

I'll be doing my February (Actually) AMA patron stream tomorrow, February 28 at 8pm ET. The stream will be archived here as always for those who miss it live.

I haven't yet figured out a more secure way for y'all to submit questions via Google form, and I really want to get back on schedule and do this stream in the actual month of February, so we're going to do this the old fashioned way: use the comments on this post to submit a question you want to ask me.&nbs...

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Pre-Transition Videos

Hi friends,

I'm posting to let you all know that I have finally decided to remove my pre-transition videos from YouTube (everything before August 2017). For those of you who still appreciate the content of those videos, I have posted the transcripts of them to my website:  https://www.contrapoints.com/transcripts/archives 

This has not been an easy decision to make, and it's somethi...

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Video Transcripts, New Reward Ideas

Hey gorrrrggg,

Just wanna check in with y'all about some plans I'm making!

First! A lot of you have requested written transcripts of my videos, and I hear you! My assistant and I are working on creating what is basically an article version of each video, and with future videos that will come out the same week as the video.

Obviously I put a lot of effort into the videos and I do prefer that people consume my content that way, but I understand there's various reasons release ...

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"""January""" 2020 AMA Stream

Hey all,

I'm going live in 5-10 minutes with the """January""" AMA stream!

If you're a 15+ patron make sure you asked your question on the "Invite" post Google doc, and not the stream announcement post!

Here is a link to the spreadsheet of all the questions, for those who want to know what order they'll be answered in: https://drive.google...

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"""January""" AMA Stream Tomorrow

Hi Friends!

We'll be doing the """January""" AMA stream tomorrow, February 18 at 8pm ET (I'll do the makeup one next week, and that will count as the February one!). The stream will be archived and posted here as usual for those who miss it live. $15+ folks should have just received the question invite post (leave your question in the Google forum linked to that post, not the comments on this post, or I won't see them during the stream!).

I'll post the link to the...

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Invite to Submit Questions for "January" AMA Stream

Dear 15+ Patrons,

I'm gonna try something new for this AMA stream. Instead of typing your questions in the comments, click the link on this post to take you to a Google form where you can ask the question.

I'm doing it this way because some people inevitably write out 8 paragraphs of text which is awkward to read aloud on stream, so the Google form has a 350-character limit. If that turns out to be too short, let me know and I'll consider making it longer next time. But it's more ...

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NEW VIDEO! Shame

Hi friends,

Here it is, a new video!

I guess you could consider this part two in my series of depression content lol. I've had a rough winter, but these videos have been cathartic to make.

Both this one and Canceling have taken very personal approach to topics that also have a lot of political relevance. I'd like to revisit both topics in future videos and take the more political approach. And when I do it'll be nice to be able to refer back to the personal intensity of thes...

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AMA Stream Schedule

Hey all,

Just letting you know I haven't forgotten we're behind one AMA stream. I'm so focused on the video I'm currently working on that I can't really do anything else in life until it's done, so let's do the makeup stream once this vid is out. (That way we'll have two streams in February, the shortest month—perfect lol).

Thanks for all your support and see you on stream in a week or so!

All my <333

Natalie

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Technical Issues with AMA Stream

Hey all,

So what usually happens when I finish the AMA stream on YouTube is, for a couple hours, only the last two hours of the stream are archived and watchable while YouTube finishes processing the video. But this week I'm seeing comments from several people that even a few days later they're still only able to view the last two hours of the stream. Some people say they fixed the problem by opening it in an incognito window, or viewing it in the YouTube mobile app.

Are any of yo...

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"December" "2019" AMA Stream

Hey all,

I'm going live in about 15 minutes with the, um, "December" AMA stream!

If you're a 15+ patron make sure you asked your question on the "Invite" post, and not the stream announcement post!

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it.

Looking forward to chatting!

<3

Natalie

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"December" AMA Stream This Friday!

Hey all!

I just had my first electrolysis appointment today (I've had a lot of laser but this is for the last of those little blonde hairs) and my face feels pretty good right now, but I've been warned it could be unsightly tomorrow. 

So let's give it an extra day and do the "December" AMA stream on Friday, January 10 at 8pm ET. The stream will be archived and posted here as usual for those who miss it live. $15+ folks should have just received the question invite post View Post

Invite to Submit Questions for "December" AMA Stream

Dear 15+ Patrons,

I just had my first electrolysis appointment today (I've had a lot of laser but this is for the last of those little blonde hairs) and my face feels pretty good right now but I've been warned it could be unsightly tomorrow. So let's give it an extra day and do the "December" AMA patron stream on Friday, January 10 at 8pm ET. 

The stream will be archived here as always for those who miss it live.

Use the comments on this post to submit a question you wa...

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Thank You! (And Upcoming AMA Stream)

Hey gorges,

Just want to do a quick post thanking all of you for sticking by me through a couple rough months. Welcome also to the new patrons who signed up after the latest video, I'm so happy to have you here!

Thanks also to the many of you who have reached out via DM. I really appreciate those messages and will try to get back to all of you individually  over the next few weeks.

The overwhelmingly positive reception of this video has really encouraged me, and I'm fee...

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NEW VIDEO: Canceling

Well my dears, here it is. Not necessarily the video I wanted to make, but the video I had to make.

Hope you enjoy, let me know as always what you think.

I'll post again soon about the (belated) December AMA!

All my <333

Natalie

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Upcoming Video & AMA Stream

Hi friends,

It's been a while since you've heard from me, and the year is almost over, so I just want to check in and let you know that I've been working on a video since my last post, and it will be up sometime in the next couple days (I was aiming for Christmas but that got pushed to New Year's Eve, which is now looking like New Year's Day—so sometime in early January lol).

I'm going to do the "December" AMA stream after the video is up because I'm guessing you'll have more to...

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November 2019 AMA Stream

Hey all,

I'm going live in about 15 minutes with the November AMA stream!

If you're a 15+ patron make sure you asked your question on the "Invite" post, and not the stream announcement post!

The stream will remain archived here for those who miss it.

Looking forward to chatting!

<3

Natalie

 

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Invite to Submit Questions for November AMA Stream

Dear 15+ Patrons,

I'll be doing my November AMA patron stream tomorrow, November 21 at 7pm ET. The stream will be archived here as always for those who miss it live.

Use the comments on this post to submit a question you want to ask me, and I'll answer it on the stream! Oh and ***please try to compress questions to a couple lines of text so I don't spend too much time reading out preambles on stream.***

Looking forward to chatting!

Much <3

Nat...

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Update (& AMA Stream Tomorrow)

Hi friends,

I just want let you know what's up with me. To be perfectly honest, I haven't gotten much done this past month. The recent controversies have really kind of crushed me, and my mental health is not in a good place at all. I feel so hated and just numb all the time, and I've been having a hard time getting anything done. I'm afraid to post anything anywhere for fear of provoking more backlash.

I've thought about taking the rest of the year off, switching my Patreon to "p...

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