No double chapters tonight! I gotta sleep early to keep myself refreshed and energized for tomorrow!
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I feel wrong.
The doctor tells me that everything is ok and I am ok and that I am not really hurt and it’s all in my head and I had a nightmare but I feel wrong and she’s lying I think. I think I would like it more if she was lying because if she’s not lying then she...
2025-04-14 05:02:47 +0000 UTC
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Whassup you juicy thangs, it's ya girl back again with some sexy new words and some delicious new ideas! Loved the turn that this took, and what it says for Ilia as a character and the way conflicts can work here. Look forward to some more goodies tomorrow!
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For all the dangers of the enemy being equipped with the full powers of Logic and Reason, it is important to recognize that Logic and Re...
2025-04-13 04:49:38 +0000 UTC
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And we're baaaaaack! Back again! Guess who's back? Tell a friend!
Meat is Back, Meat is Back, Meat is Back, Meat is Back, a-aya~
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I really need to do more cardio.
My chest hurts. My lungs burn. My legs already ache, and I think I’m getting a shin splint after, what, five seconds of sprinting? Ugh. I am way out of shape. Fuck paranormal magic shit, next ste...
2025-04-13 01:09:59 +0000 UTC
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Unexpected fat fucking honker of a chapter! Sorry things have been so slow lately, folks- I think I've been doing a bit less than ideal! Working on it, but also trying to find a good balance. Don't want to hurt myself by pushing, don't want to hurt myself by falling behind and letting myself slip back into old mindsets / habits. Wish me luck on that front, and know that your support means ever so much to me, and that I'm going to continue providing beautiful enjoyable goodies however I ca...
2025-04-10 02:15:43 +0000 UTC
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Yippeee! Chapter! Earlier AGAIN! A shorter one to boot, but it was a fun challenge even writing from this POV in the first place, lol. This might be some slightly less traditional training, so to speak, but I wanted to keep the naming pattern up for now, and we can call this training for the larger factions in the world, hmm? Enjoy!
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Violence and scr...
2025-04-07 21:23:51 +0000 UTC
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Alrighty! Revisiting some non-Raika POVs for the first time in a little while! Feels like it was the right time for it, and this'll help the flow a bit, I hope. Still not any Imperial POVs, not until arc 9, but hopefully Raika's current crew of fuckups, monsters and demigods will continue to offer us plenty of goodies!
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2025-04-05 22:22:24 +0000 UTC
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At last, another 3k chapter! Took a while to build to, but I'm very, very happy with it, and it's early enough that I can at least start on another! Finally, we get some insight into why Raika's been pushing the way she has, why she's still unstable, and why she still has so much further left to go. Nevermind all these reality-altering world-ending superfoes, she'd probably explode from plain ol' Heart Demons if she ever got regular spiritual organs...
2025-04-05 01:06:37 +0000 UTC
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Sleepy! Glad for chapter tho! Enjoy! Having fun highlighting some of how Raika's flaws are laying down some cracks, while also expanding on some of that juicy Fallen Kingdom vibe-set. Not a lot happens plot-wise, but I felt that reinforcing character and some worldbuilding was more important for this one. Enjoy!
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Don’t get too angry. Don’t let ...
2025-04-03 04:58:02 +0000 UTC
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Aaaand we're back! Boy howdy what a JOY it is to introduce a fresh challenge for Raika, lol. As much as I enjoy hitting her with the large-scale super-powers and having her grow joyously, her roots very much remain "if I do this hard enough, it breaks or I do", lol.
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Over the course of experimentation, comprehension of a new fact of life has dawned.<...
2025-04-01 04:55:08 +0000 UTC
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Aaaaand we're back! No commentary, only chapter! No thinking, only write good! Raaagh! Return to function!
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Raika arrives back at the house of the dead provided to her only to find a wall of flora blooming out of the bones of it.
She can sense no major Qi deviation, no true scent of techniques, but the smell of the plants hits her as she appro...
2025-03-29 18:49:41 +0000 UTC
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Raaagh. Only one but I'm switching back to RfR. I love VISCERAE but I think the mental health, burnout, and sleep deprivation are triple-dipping on the unfun fucking, so to speak. Still glad I got this one out, and I think it turned out well, but we'll see.
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can you feel your heart burning? can you feel the struggle within? the fear within me is beyond anything your soul can make. you canno...
2025-03-26 02:24:17 +0000 UTC
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A bit on the shorter side for this one, but it's late and my trip has been more of a bad time than expected, lol. Additionally, Patreon has decided to suck even harder, and has removed all formatting changes when I copy and paste, including shit like italics and bolding. I can stand not having other fonts, but that's a step too far for me. For this chapter, we'll officially be trying out a new format, and I'm going to do my best to see if I can set up an...
2025-03-22 05:25:35 +0000 UTC
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Hello! I traveled today! Fingers crossed for good progress in a new environment! Also! Welcome to the official 50th chapter, and the chapter that got us across the 100,000 word mark!
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We all must die. There is no better way to do so than in the pursuit of something you love.
Jim Butcher
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2025-03-21 01:56:04 +0000 UTC
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Whoof. This one took a WHILE. I wanted it to be an easy re-entry point to VISCERAE and instead it turned out heavier and harder than that.
But! Good news- I like it. Shit's poetic. Next chapter we're back to Ilia's POV, but enjoy this little prelude to the coming dangers, from the eyes of one which has none, but sees much.
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I’m here.
Can you hear me?
I...
2025-03-19 04:29:30 +0000 UTC
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A little continued motif from the last chapter! This is the last one before the swap- it's been WAY longer than planned since VISCERAE, and I miss her something fierce. See y'all there soon!
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They reach the Cathedral’s center, and face the statue there.
Atop a podium, designed as if cracked open and frozen in place, is a figure whic...
2025-03-17 00:13:09 +0000 UTC
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Big big fan of the title! Got it from a friend whom I love very much indeed! I'm still sort of recovering at the moment, but I do like how it turned out, even if it's semi-mostly full exposition, lol.
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The Cathedral smells of meat, and for once, it isn’t Raika’s fault.
She can smell it from down the street, smell it from across the city,...
2025-03-14 00:45:47 +0000 UTC
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In the words of the late great captain Holt- Boom! Did it! Ha Ha! Had it both ways! No regrets.
At laaaast! More Xianxia tropes to play with, more Raika-ness to bite and gnaw and change them with, all to the tune of "tee hee I'm gonna have some fun with this". We didn't quite get to an action scene this go-round, but she's coming, hold your horses! In the meantime, enjoy some of the savage joy I...
2025-03-10 03:45:04 +0000 UTC
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I'm trying to find a balance between infodumping and proper weaving, so I'm holding off on just disgorging the worldbuilding about the Republic all in one go, lol. Raika's decided that she's going to pour some accelerant on things though, so it'll be a fun chapter either way! This one's got info, good times, and plans to come, and next chapter (still aiming for tonight!) is gonna have just delightful payoffs I hope!
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2025-03-10 01:01:33 +0000 UTC
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Chapter two of the day! Raaaagh! Violence and killing (to my keyboard!)!!!!
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She senses them from halfway across the manor, now that she knows what to look for. Their auras are muted, their cultivation quiet, but she’s not using arcane spiritual organs to sense them, just good old fashioned hyper-mutated super organs of the conventional kind, and...
2025-03-09 22:54:27 +0000 UTC
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At laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaast~
You know how long it's been since I dropped hints about the shit in this chapter? How glaring the omission was and how intentional? Oh man, I barely even know what I'm going to do with this stuff, but it's here now! What a thought!
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The manor is surrounded and empowered ...
2025-03-09 18:04:26 +0000 UTC
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No notes! I'm feeling ok, hoping to pick things up, and enjoying the writing. Let's keep that energy for now! Back to the sects, baybe! Can't wait to show off some of the differences in Morae, but we'll get there!
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Raika stretches, cigarette haze swirling around her movements as she extends and feels her joints pop and crackle pleasantly. She twist...
2025-03-09 04:50:27 +0000 UTC
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Oof, my weird headspace definitely got carried over to Raika a bit. She's dealing with some heavy shit, and unlike me, she has the ability to transform herself to match.
Healthy? Maybe not. But... she can do more. Right?
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Sex is a meditative experience if done right.
There is a primal, animal need for contact bred into the...
2025-03-07 02:15:51 +0000 UTC
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I have failed thee, and meself! No double-chapter for me, not when I'm already so tired. I shan't sacrifice waking up earlier for a desperate scramble for more chapter. We'll just have to see if I find the time / headspace to push the backlog a bit while doing RfR! Either way, I liked this chapter, and it's nice to end on a heftier, wordier note. I hope you enjoy, and that it leaves you wanting more! Next few of VISCERAE will be all about finding what this mill is all about, and what's li...
2025-03-04 04:30:01 +0000 UTC
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Another shorter one! I don't really know what's going on with that tbh! I think I might need to swap to RfR a few days early, or maybe take a day off and just brainstorm? Dunno! Excited for where this is going, but V needs a little more tlc than RfR did at the start!
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“I would rather walk with a friend in the dark, than alone in the light.”
― Helen Keller
2025-03-03 05:23:47 +0000 UTC
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Back again! A little on the short side but mmmh, yum yum yum, this chapter does everything needs to baby! I like it!
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TOWN IN UPROAR AS ECONOMIC HARDSHIPS SHUTTER BELOVED STOREFRONTS!
In the rich history of our town, generations have grown up alongside the familiar homes and businesses we all know and love! Unfortunately, due a shift in economic foundations, the mayor...
2025-03-02 04:16:02 +0000 UTC
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Been a while since I've done a chapter I felt this weird about, but here we are! It says plenty, it fits into what I need, it's progress for the MC, and I don't know what I want instead, but man does it feel wonky. Hope y'all enjoy it though!
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It is said that it is a poor artist who blames their tools for their failings. In my admittedly limited experience...
2025-03-01 04:23:45 +0000 UTC
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And we're back!
Something extremely medically gender-affirming for me- I'm on my period! I think! My emotions have been WACK lately lmao, and as someone who A) got advice from a period-haver and B) is familiar with having an unfamiliar, uncooperative brain, this is my official diagnosis.
And yet! Chapter! Joy upon joys, for the new arc is begun! We get a few reveals, a bit more exploration in-town, some powers for Ilia (just a scooch!) and then... well. The ...
2025-02-27 05:00:37 +0000 UTC
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New POV! Still sticking with my sweet baby Raika but I do really need to play around with other perspectives or I'll go a little crazy, lol. A bit of a juggling challenge, playing so many characters, places, AND needs for the plot with my own desires and freedom!
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Itchy.
Like something he just can’t scratch, always there. Feather-l...
2025-02-25 03:50:31 +0000 UTC
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At long last! A double-chapter! Victory, from the cusp of ingrained habit and exhausted emotional states and funky chemistry! We return at laaaaaast!
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Entering the “carriage” feels like entering another world. Raika’s done similar effects with the spatial weirdness of her Body, and before that, while traveling with Taurus and the Division of ...
2025-02-22 05:30:57 +0000 UTC
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Guess who's back
Back again
Silver's back
Tell a friend
Wonder if anything cool's gonna happen this arc... geez, I sure hope the author doesn't get really fuck-stupid excited about this cool necromancy shit she's bouta do... (I'm lying I do hope that)
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It’s getting to the point where she can fe...
2025-02-21 20:55:39 +0000 UTC
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