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Visits from Old Friends, Pt. 14

Cherish has come a long way in the time I've known her, and though she still struggles from time to time understanding certain aspects of the world and people's motivations, it's nice that she still comes to me for advice and clarification. The shoot after this one had her arriving in tears, and we spent almost an hour on my sofa hashing it out, her venting, my listening, then me offering her alternative opinions on some of her percetions.


(And yes, the above breasts are real, no en...

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Visits from Old Friends, Pt. 13


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Visits from Old Friends, Pt. 12


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Visits from Old Friends, Pt. 11

Few people really know about Cherish's  tumultous childhood. Her father was estranged, heavily in to drugs and ODed when she was very young. Then, around age 7, Cherish's mother was involved in some dark deeds and was murdered in their home, forcing Cherish to live for a time in protective custody. After a few months, her gay uncle and his long time partner took her in, becoming the stable parents she had always longed for. Her "dads" had no idea how to raise a little girl, so they spoiled ...

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Visits from Old Friends, Pt. 10


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Visits from Old Friends, Pt. 9

Sadly, most women I know don't like Cherish. Not for any particular reason, they just think she's stuck up. As often happens, this idea is based on her looks, which makes people assume she's bitchy and uptight. In fact, she is often very shy in new situations, and her not talking out of insecurity is seen by other women as her being snooty and feeling superior. I've had the honor of getting to know her quite well over the years, and if people knew Cherish's childhood background, i think they'd g...

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Visits from Old Friends, Pt. 8

Another thing about Cherish was that right away, she was comfortable with nudity, one of the first women in my local area to be so. She knew she looked good and has unfortunately always needed a bit of validation about her appearance, at least from a proper and healthy audience.

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Visits from Old Friends, Pt. 7

Though just clowning around, I attempted to shoot a few double exposures of her, shooting her first in silhouette and then shooting again over those images. They weren't that great or interesting, but I thought I'd share them to once again show that not everything I take is successful. Far from it!

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Visits from Old Friends, Pt. 6

And though Cherish's natural proportions are almost surreal, she definitely works at it. She's been an actress and ballet dancer since her youth, and has made her living the last decade or more as a dance instructor, teaching ballroom dancing to couples while also dancing professionally in competitions throughout the country. Though she can be a bit vain at times, she also goes out of her way to not take herself too seriously.

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Visits from Old Friends, Pt. 5

Now living several hours away, it's always nice to hang out with her and her husband, which we do every six months or so. This day we had shot their Christmas card photos, and then she said she wanted to take some modeling photos, which was great because she and I hadn't really shot together for over two years. I had thought she was over the whole modeling thing, which was fine, since our friendship is not based solely on our work together. But she is still as lovely as she ever was, and I'd nev...

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Visits from Old Friends, Pt. 4

She told me that she had been confused by our encounter, and that she had gone back to her car where her boyfriend was sitting and told him what I had said. He was just as confused as her, yet was supportive and encouraging of her if she wanted to do it. Years later, they are now married and we're all very close friends. I consider it a privilege to have been there to help her through the ups and downs of their relationship, advising her when I thought she was acting a bit nuts, defenind him whe...

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Visits from Old Friends, Pt. 3

Seeing her confusion, I knew that I would never hear from that blonde goddess. But to my surprise, only a few days later she sent me an email saying that she recognized several local women on my site she had known from the local community college dance department. Thankfully, the town being so small finally paid off, and she figured if those women had worked with me, I must be at least decent. she came over for a test shoot only a few days later, and we hit it off instantly, being friends ever s...

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Visits from Old Friends, Pt. 2

Cherish and I have been friends since she was 18 years old, almost a full decade ago. The legendary story goes that I was rushing to the bank to make a midday deposit when I saw this stunning blonde Barbie doll walking to the ATM. Stunned at her flawless appearance, especially in my small town, I couldn't help but approach her and ask if she'd be interested in modelign. She looked stunned at first, and at that point I knew not to belabour my spiel, so I handed her my card, asked her to look at m...

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Visits from Old Friends, Pt. 1

Sometimes the best people to work with are the tried, true, and tested models. I was happy to have a visit from an old friend over the holidays, and this set is both uncensored and silly, showing just how fun a model can be when she's known you for a decade. This is just the first of many sets we shot, so stay tuned!

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Discover this behind-the-scenes set at the $25 Level!

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When test shoots go right! Pt. 7

The only drawback to Rae was her large, pointless tattoos. One was a huge bird or wing down her right side, the word "freedom" literally on her right breast, and a smattering of flowers and other weird things combined down her left side. All her attributes far outweighed her deficits, and so this was the first of several great, and soon to be revealing, shoots. For once, Model Mayhem hit home run!

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Do you like Rae's photos? Do you like seeing these test shoots? Would you lik...

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When test shoots go right! Pt. 6

Clearly, she was having a good time.

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When test shoots go right! Pt. 5

I hope it's plain to see how comfortable she was in my presence, and we got along like old friend almost immediately. These were taken when I had just started my publication, NSFW Magazine, and within moments I decided to make our official featured model for the next issue, which was issue 3, I believe.

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When test shoots go right! Pt. 4

Back in 2011, my test shoots were done against my only plain white wall, which was in my tiny bedroom in my ghetto apartment. I loved that little place, but it definitely was too small for a home studio.  these images were taken with me being a just a few feet away, sitting on my bed, which I always had to keep clean and made so as not to look like a slob trying to hit on strange women.

Rae changed into the only other outfit she had brought, this cool bikini she had just acquired, and onc...

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When test shoots go right! Pt. 3

I liked her right away. She was funny and goofy and sincere, and even though I will admit that I'm good at making people feel at ease around me, it took no effort at all to get the real Rae to shine through.

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When test shoots go right! Pt. 2

Since these were taken in 2011, I can't recall if I messaged her first or vice versa, but I do recall being blown away by Rae the moment she showed up at my house. Tall, fit, sweet, and easy-going, she was easily one of the most attractive women I'd found living on the central coast, at least by official and professional model standards.

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When test shoots go right! Pt. 1

The website ModelMayhem.com has always been a "hit and miss" place for me, but one day several years ago the site finally came through for me.

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Find this test shoot at the $5 Level!

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I Remember, Pt. 18

Did you like this series? Would you like to see more? Please leave comments and any questions you may have in the box below! And thank you as always for your continued and generous support!

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I Remember, Pt. 17


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I Remember, Pt. 16

 

And I remember angrily sitting across from you late in the afternoon that last week, watching your mouth sloppily gape open as you took another bite of your meatball sub. I wondered how many other men's cocks you had forced passed your jaw like that, the realization of my inadequacies building to a fever pitch. Worse yet, you seemed calm, relaxed in the comfort that you had finally been honest with me, and whether accurate or not, I perceived a slight, smug smile on your face. I imagine...

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I Remember, Pt. 15


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I Remember, Pt. 14

 

I remember studying the pattern in the cracked laminate propellor of your ceiling fan, hearing the steady whir of your roommates air purifier in the next room, wondering if I should have taken my itchy woolen socks off. I studied the wall patterns of light and contrast from the broken street lamp while your tongue and teeth toyed with my genitals. I lay there, prostrate and exposed like I never had before, uncertain of how to react, feeling more discomfort than elation, and wondering if...

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I Remember, Pt. 8

The first drive to you on that cold, desolate October evening was paved with shame and remorse for actions I hadn't even fully engaged in. I was consumed by my brief experiences with your encouraging lips, your furtive tongue. Waking in my own bed the next morning I'd reflexively delude myself into vowing never to be so manipulated again. 

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I Remember, Pt. 6


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I Remember, Pt. 5

I remember hours spent in a stuffy summer room that reeked of sweat and exhaustion, groping wet flesh in an eager need to stave off loneliness a few moments longer. There was more nerves and embarrassment that first night than actual pleasure, but neither of us discussed it, and neither of us stopped. 

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I Remember, Pt. 4


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