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Nasty - Tinashe (cover)

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I screwed together a lowkey botched cover of this Tinashe song that 's ALLLLLLLLL over my feed xD

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[Reading] An Essay on Nothing

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Here I read to you "An Essay on Nothing" by Sophia Gottfried.

(Published in 2020 on philosophynow.org)

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Prepare for...

Prepare for some yapping.

yapping a.k.a. pondering philosophy

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06.07.2024

No stream tonight. I'm exhausted as heck :,) Trying to listen to my body as I woke up past 7 pm and still struggling to get out of bed. Probably has something to do with not getting good sleep the past few days. I've been consistently having bad dreams again after running into a triggering experience recently with some foolish person.

As much as it would be a great idea to celebrate the milestone of 15k subscribers we reached today, I'm just not up to the bar right now - so I will uploa...

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[F4M] Netflix & Bing Chilling with Your French Roommate [ASMR]

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CW: ASMR Triggers in this audio include mouth sounds, spoon sounds, and mention of the listener getting "played" by their partner.

. . .

You've been going through a rough patch with your current girlfriend, which has you spending your weekend...

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[Sneak Peek]

Have you ever had a chance to netflix & chill with your French roommate?

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Did a double-take

Did a double-take this afternoon when I was closing my Notes.

For context, whenever I'm working on my laptop I just open up the Notes app to jot down script ideas or sometimes write entire segments or plans or whatever. So... This number alone isn't even the beginning of the crazy part...

It's that I have the Notes on my laptop, separate from the Notes on my phone, separate from my other phone, and then my iPad, and then my physical notebook, and then my Notion, then my Google Doc...

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Reading [Ch. 1, 2, 3] The Mute Mistress

Note: To clarify, this is just me reading to you (not a fully produced audiobook). I would love to produce things more like an audiobook when time allows in the future :)

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Introducing a new aUdiObOoK--

We will be reading The Mute Mistress by Mayen Writes

We'll see if we can get to the end of the book because you, not I, will definitely fall asleep a few hundred times :D silly youuu~

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One of my favorite highlights from the Apex stream XD

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I mentioned before...

On the topic of giving to the community I share, wanting to encourage others, and also building up others in the niche, I will be going beyond just collaborating on audios, and trying to support other creators in ways I haven't before.

Don't be surprised if you see new channels on the rotation on the Lavendher home page under the Friends heading, posts on Twitter, and the like! :) Feel free to check out some of the people I boost, you may catch me on some of their future content or just...

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Which series would you like to start first?

Context: the damaged doll series would be continuing on part 2 and so forth... whereas the diabolik audio would be the concept referred to in the last Patreon post.

If you haven't yet heard the Damaged Doll audio... https://youtu.be/74wNGxxP074?si=HMTPiH36DgQdLVe7

Damaged Doll = Drama, Emotional, Romantic themes

Diabolik = Drama, Mystery, Romance/romantic themes

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[Audio Idea] Let me feel you out on this one

You arrive at an old house (think gothic mansion) to board there. Times have been tough, and this was one of those deals that came just in time for you to successfully pinch some pennies (or maybe it was just 'too good to be true'). After arrival, you meet a handful of other people said to be living there as well. You're quick to voice your concerns when each of them seem to have no concept of personal space or mann...

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[Behind the Scenes] Lavendher's 3D Model (Hairstyles, there's so many!)

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CW: There is a lot of virtual skin being shown in this video. If pixels making up boobs and butt makes you act up, maybe don't watch lol

Feel free to listen though! Audio-only, this is very much a ramble-type audio if you like to listen to those.

<...

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[F4A] Library Run-in with Goth Girl [Goth Girl x Sunshine Listener][Strangers to Friends][Wholesome][Dorky]

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An unexpected meeting with a goth girl starts at the library when you help her get a book she can't reach on her own.

Script courtesy of Sunflower-seedwrites

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Guess what?

You'll be getting TWO audios for Mommy Monday, not just one B)

Only you though o///o

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[Sneak Peek]

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Zach requested a goth audio for the 22nd in lieu of Goth Day.

I'm totally 100% undeniably unregrettably unmistakenly most definitely NOT going to do anything for Goth Day. AAAANYTHING!

:D

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Which one..?

Which visual do you like better according to the concept of an 'arrogant celebrity/singer'?

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[F4A] Dominant CEO Wants You [Enemies to More][Bringing You Home][Flirty][Kiss][Sugar Baby][Office]

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You joined a big company recently. You needed a job ASAP so desperation had you sending resumes left and right. After all, you were recently evicted, live at a friend's apartment, and still need to pay for your student loan. You're currently doomed. But, as a miracle, yo...

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I love the next upcoming audio...

I can't lie... I'm pretty proud of this next audio... :)

I really like it and I hope you will too! <3

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Movie Night After Stream in VRChat!

What shall we watch?

(Either tonight after stream or our next movie night!)

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You won't guess what game is coming out...

I'm so cooked...

Bro, I'm so cooked...

THERE'S NO WAY-

Today I just found out this game, Alien: Rogue Incursion, is coming out exclusively to the platforms of PlayStation VR2, and PCVR via Steam and Meta Quest 3.

... I just got the Quest 3...

I'm so cooked.

PLEASE don't ask me to play this xD

FUUUDGE--

This game comes out "Holidays 2024" they said, in the official announcement.

I'm so cooked...

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How would you like to hear about what I'm planning?

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Yesterday was full of so much planning and research and preparation that legit... I went to sleep at like 4am and woke up at 7pm today--

Aiming to keep up the grind at least until this arrives! There's lots to do~ <3

(I decided to cancel my trip back to Asia at the end of t...

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On the note of body pillows...

I finally found an "affordable" dakimakura artist...

I'm gonna reach out to them.

If all goes well... <3

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[FF4A] Yandere Sisters Support Your Self-Esteem [Comfort for Low Self-Esteem][Mutual Comfort][Kidnapped Listener]

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Self-esteem? What's that? The very concept is foreign to you. Naturally you could REALLY do with some emotional support. However, you never expected to get it from the two yandere siblings who kidnapped you! Thankfully, these sisters clearly seem to be okay with sharing you...

<...

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[Sneak Peek]

Peep the audio you'll get to listen to as early as the next couple hours! :)

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Currently Editing...

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20% of the way through a collaboration audio with guess who... <3

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Help me write a Patreon Exclusive!

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What's something you want your baby girl to say? (No matter how embarrassing it might be for her. It's about what YOU want.)

At least one normal, and one embarrassing comment.

Severity at your own discretion. I'm aiming to make another submissive gf character type audio...

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Kyaaaaa, they're so cute!

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Eragon for the shoes and Kealoha for the kneesocks, thank you so so much!!! They're both now one of my top favorite pieces in my entire wardrobe hehe~

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I took some pictures for you...

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Those shoes arrived, and I've been in love with them ever since! They're so cute and they feel so good to wear~

I wanted to show you right away, so when the box came, I tried them on in a few different ways but a handful of the pictures went a little overboard so I don't know...

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