Just in case I disappear forever...this is why.
Added 2022-07-06 14:03:04 +0000 UTCI cannot begin to describe how awful my life has been for the past few weeks.
I really tried to put a strong face and there's a lot of other horrible details I kept out..but yeah it's hard to keep it together these days
I just wanna say I'm sorry again for not being all there recently but your support won't go to waste. I just need to get back on my feet and I know I will very soon.
Thank you for understanding
& I really do love you guys.. please know that❤️
Comments
You really don't need to be sorry. I hope you don't disappear forever, but if you have to? (From the YT thing, I mean.) Then do what's healthy. I don't want you to disappear from this world, obviously... and I should say sorry for not getting back to you recently, as I'd asked a question about cats. Take care of yourself, put getting healthy, stable etc first, you're #1 and making videos etc isn't even a blip on that radar. love from canada, james
James Edward Schier
2022-07-11 18:45:29 +0000 UTCThings are always rough at some point in our lives. I can tell that you are definitely hurting. Hurt is temporary, but that does not mean it does not hurt. You have so many things going on right now. Wow. I am amazed on how strong willed you are. You truly remain inspirational. Many viewers dont get to the see the "real" side their favorite content creators. As your other patrons have said. We are here for you. Not sure of your religious beliefs but I personally believe that prayer is very healing and having faith that things will get better is a great way to cope. If there is anything that I can do for you please let me know. My wife also has a bachelors in psychology so she could also help with some insight. Stay well we all care for you.
James Erickson
2022-07-09 17:40:47 +0000 UTCHey Rana, sorry to hear things have gone so bad, i'll remember you in my prayers. Don't worry about us, take your time, take care of yourself. Insha'allah all will be better. Get through your exams and come back to us when things settle down
Irfan Bidiwala
2022-07-07 22:25:13 +0000 UTCOh my dear Rana, I feel so sorry about this horrible situation you are going through right now! Hearing you talking about all this, seeing your pain, your desperation and your tears touched me very deep and made me almost cry too! The worst thing is, that you absolutly don't deserve anything of this shit, because you are such an amazing and lovely person! Hard to imagine that anybody could not like you, and even more if it's your own dad who does you harm... I feel so sad for you, but I also think like Paul that you are such a strong person that you finally will get through it, even if this looks like everything is too much for you right now. I can understand that very well, and also that you feel somehow guilty, even though I'm sure that you are not in any way! I think that this is somehow a feeling that often happens to children (even adult ones) whose parents are going through a nasty divorce. I really hope and I will pray for you that you will find the strength and the self-conciousness to overcome these feelings! And also that you find some people on which you can relate on, who can help you in any way. And I absolutly second the previous comments, you are not alone! As Paul said, we may be somehow strangers which you only know from the internet, but we support you from our heart and we love you for the wonderful person and amiable woman who you are! I also admire you for the courage and the strength which you show by coming out with this video to us, but I'm also very glad that you have done it! That gives us the chance to know about your situation, to express our empathy and support, even if it's only with a lovely message here to cheer you up a little. But if we can do anything more, if we can help you in any way, please don't hesitate to tell us! For now, I send you some big at least virtual hugs (I would love if I could beam me at your place to do it real), all my best wishes and prayers and much love. Keep it up dear Rana, you are not alone and you will make it! ❤️
Arno Benter
2022-07-06 22:46:32 +0000 UTCWe love you, Rana. You truly don't have anything to make up to us. All that we want is for you to get through this and find your happiness and peace again. And you will! I can't imagine what this is like for you, but I refuse to believe that there is anything or anyone in this world that you can't overcome. You are so fucking strong, even if you don't feel like it right now! And you will find people who you can really upon, who you can trust, who will support you, and who will love you. You are never really alone. You are an absolutely amazing person, and goodness attracts goodness. If you need help, don't hesitate to ask. We may just be a bunch of faceless strangers on the internet, but if we can do anything to help, we will.
paul
2022-07-06 21:18:52 +0000 UTCHi. We're here for you.
David T
2022-07-06 17:39:16 +0000 UTCI'm sorry you're going through this, it's absolute insanity. And it's awesome that you're still optimistic. love you <3
Noam Barnea
2022-07-06 16:35:12 +0000 UTCRana, I think it's really brave of you to come out here, and share this situation with this community, thanks for doing that. I really hope that all of this gets sorted out, and in the meantime, do not worry about us, your Patreon and YT channel, get things straightened out and once that is done, you can come back to us, (I sincerely hope everyone here thinks the same way) As someone that once already lost everything to a selfish person, I can tell that these situations do take a toll on us, but with strength, and the right support, one can overcome! I am here to support you, and I want all of the others to share the same sentiment, so whatever is that you need, and we can help with, let know please, but most importantly, do take care of yourself, please. Lots of love to you Rana! You are not alone! ♥️
Efren Guzman
2022-07-06 14:23:30 +0000 UTC
