When you see someone setting good boundaries and you realize you need to

I tried to trace my lack of inspiration to make fields.

In 2 months one person has emailed me some 40 times asking for a ketamine field. Then there is the penis field and the field I gave you hypertrophy of the cells..,same with height field….that’s my idea that was given to me from the universe to give you but you guys are like no not like that like this.

It seemed like such a small thing to take your requests and add in the methods you want but even when I do. Someone gets mad. No not like that I wanted it like this. Make it again. Make it again now!!! I just made one bro! You decided it wouldn’t work

And I don’t say anything because I love you all and I love making fields. But my job is to bring things from one realm to this one. It’s like if you enjoyed painting so much but then if you started listening to input on stokes and paint and the subject you choose to paint. At a certain point painting wouldn't be fun anymore. Because you don't get to actually express yourself, only what others want from you.

If you think I owe you personal requests also because you are a patreon… seriously you have access to thousands of $ worth of fields for 11.11 and every mp3 from YouTube for 3.33. I feel like you are given a lot for your money, I work really hard to ensure this.

Please understand I just can’t make my best work this way. I can’t work at all because it disconnects me from flow. I legitimately don’t ever want to make a field again at this point it’s just exhausting.

And I really need a break from penis fields and beauty fields. You have plenty of options for it  now until I can muster up the will to make another one everyone will want me to remake because I didn’t do it how they would have.

If you are one of the  people who made these requests please don’t feel bad, I appreciate you.

This is not on you. This is on me. And my failure to set appropriate boundaries. But then I saw this creator just say “no.” Blunt. “Then go use another subliminal.” I was like damn! Drop the mic 🎤