In the process of moving
Added 2022-10-22 19:46:16 +0000 UTCI'm currently staying with family trying to get some rest and make plans for the future. My relationship with Michelle has become impossible to maintain as it's completely dysfunctional due to a psychotic break she suffered last year. It manifested schizophrenia and I've tried everything to get her the help she needs. She spent weeks at mental health facilities. She's resisted everything and now it's time for me to go. There's nothing I can do to help her because she's in denial about her diagnosis. She refuses to leave and live with her mother. She refuses to work or do anything around the apartment. I pay for everything and do everything. I'm exhausted dealing with her and all the responsibility involved while also being abused.
I'm aware that the plans I made at the start of the month and the promise to keep you informed and updated have already fallen through. Life has a way of throwing the best laid plans in your face and laughing at you. I have hesitated to update because I am embarrassed by my failures. Shortly after posting my plans for the future she became impossible to deal with. She harbors delusions, has hallucinations, becomes irrational and confrontational. I ended up sleeping in my office on the floor to avoid her. This has happened multiple times over the past 20 months. This was the last straw.
I'm setting up a new work station in a new location and I'll be working every day until the end of the month to try and get something finished for you.
I'm sorry to you and Michelle.
Comments
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Michael Guthrie
2022-11-09 22:16:16 +0000 UTCBeen there, man. It'll be rough, but you'll be thankful when you're out of it all.
Watson
2022-10-27 02:54:11 +0000 UTCNothing but good wishes from here buddy. Sorry it couldn’t work, but glad you are moving in a good direction!
Cid
2022-10-24 01:05:22 +0000 UTCDude...run. Don't walk. Run.
Blane
2022-10-24 01:01:07 +0000 UTCTake your time. Rest up and we'll be here when you get back.
Bookfiend3820
2022-10-23 19:07:28 +0000 UTCI've found that plans are just a series of events that don't happen. I hope you get yourself into a healthier headspace. As someone also struggling with environmental difficulties, I totally understand. I'm just happy I get to see some new stuff from you on occasion. Work when you can, but take care of yourself buddy.
Fenris Comix
2022-10-23 18:41:03 +0000 UTCMan im so sorry for you. Mental problems are very hard to deal with especially for all the people around. Hope everything goes well, you can do it!
John Coffe
2022-10-23 11:15:13 +0000 UTCReally sorry to hear that pit, but it's good that you putted yourself first this time, think that you re doing something for the best of both of you.. keep trying, it sounds like you re decided in this and clear, good for you, be strong!
John C
2022-10-23 07:58:14 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself brother. If Michelle really wanted to be with you, she would have gotten the help she need. You did your best. Now find some happiness.
PrinceLongBody
2022-10-23 06:03:00 +0000 UTCDon't feel like you have to rush anything. We should all understand private personal matters come first.
Hammertyme
2022-10-23 04:54:38 +0000 UTCPlease stay safe and calm friend. Try to stay positive for yourself.
Lord of Debauchery
2022-10-23 00:46:53 +0000 UTCJe suis avec vous !
Arnold jk
2022-10-23 00:36:14 +0000 UTCWishing you and her all the best. Mental health is such a hard thing to cope with and I hope she also seeks help.
Acid
2022-10-23 00:21:39 +0000 UTCAs a true admirer of your work I believe it's best that you always focus on your well being.
¥ung ₩eeb
2022-10-23 00:12:39 +0000 UTCRelationships should be a 2 way street---sounds like she was taking a lot and not giving much back. Wish you the best!
BBC Waifu
2022-10-22 23:03:20 +0000 UTCYou have nothing to apologise for Pit, the only justification I could see someone being upset about is if you charged per month, which you don't, you charge on a per post basis. I appreciate and love the work that you do, but more than that I appreciate the openness, it takes a lot to talk about these things, especially to an audience that ultimately dont know you personally, so thank you again. I hope your partner accepts reality and gets the help she needs, and I hope that you can move on from it and come out stronger on the other end. We'll be here, as always, eagerly awaiting some proper smut when you do <3
Queen Emerald
2022-10-22 22:59:10 +0000 UTCNo need to apologize Pit, that sounds like an extremely difficult situation. Thanks for keeping us informed, I'm sure it wasn't easy expressing that but it's much appreciated. Keep your head up and return to work whenever you're feeling up to it 🙏
SW
2022-10-22 22:57:01 +0000 UTCThat's a real shame to hear dude. No apologies necessary man.
Animeplayer
2022-10-22 22:05:22 +0000 UTCI'm sorry to hear that. I hope everything works out for you
Wicky "Pokkuti" Salsa
2022-10-22 21:43:53 +0000 UTCPiT! You the man! No apologies needed for us brother! You take care of you! We'll always be here for you!
MAX502
2022-10-22 21:33:23 +0000 UTCReally do hope things get better for you Pit. And hope you have a good rest of your day.
SSBoix2
2022-10-22 21:22:02 +0000 UTCI was curious what happened with her, I’m very sorry to hear about that.
Omegalock
2022-10-22 21:01:32 +0000 UTCSo sorry to hear you are going thru that. Keeping you in prayer. Do what you gotta do to get yourself together first. Keep your head up!!
Alfred Payton
2022-10-22 20:56:37 +0000 UTCNever apologize when you're a victim of life as well. We won't harp on to you about promises, sometimes you can't follow through with them and that's okay. Keep your head up high and do what you're passionate about without worrying about what we think. In the end, we still love you, G.
Killa
2022-10-22 20:34:15 +0000 UTCGood Luck. You have tried but you can't control other people, they have to chart their own way.
CatholicNancy
2022-10-22 20:27:44 +0000 UTCGood luck, I hope everything works out
franmo
2022-10-22 20:10:05 +0000 UTCHoping for the best for you and hopefully Michelle can get the help she needs.
Shavra
2022-10-22 20:07:29 +0000 UTCIve got a mother who was in a similar condition and I finally refused to deal with it any longer and stopped all communication with her until she got help. I basically expected to not see her ever again. She did finally learn to get help and we've talked again. Im sorry your partner's in that condition but you need to take care of yourself first, stay safe and just keep us updated.
Vanessa Faye
2022-10-22 20:04:16 +0000 UTCMichelle isn't her real name. It's the name she wanted to go by for Twitter and running social media stuff.
Pit-erotic
2022-10-22 20:01:34 +0000 UTCIm sirry this has hsppened and im sorry for your partner. And im sorry you had to go through all of that and make a terrible decision to do whats best for you
Kay graves
2022-10-22 19:59:56 +0000 UTCMy man take care it makes me feel terrible that there's nothing we can do for you but at least take my condolences and don't worry we'll wait just take care of yourself!
Indian Gamer Notaku
2022-10-22 19:54:20 +0000 UTCYou take care of you man. The human takes precedent over the artist. Sorry you are going through this and I hope blessings come your way soon. I would suggest you should probably remove names. It's easy for people to get doxxed and stuff by weirdos who are looking for just one piece of information.
Darth
2022-10-22 19:54:06 +0000 UTCIt's fine, it's completely normal to be having trouble in a environment like that and I wish you luck on being able to sleep and rest comfortably. I hope you two can come to a understanding and do what's best for for the two of you but regardless stay safe man!
MagneticEntanglement
2022-10-22 19:53:40 +0000 UTCAgreed, plans don't always survive contact with life. Take care of you!
dnuhlv43
2022-10-22 19:52:55 +0000 UTCYou don’t have anything to apologize for. Take care of you, dude.
Marc Deering
2022-10-22 19:50:30 +0000 UTC
