Chap 17 Early Pages - PG17
Added 2025-03-17 03:56:08 +0000 UTCPainful memories and regrets.
(The last time.)
(Another page tomorrow)
Thanks so much for the thoughtful comments! 💖
Comments
Sulvain makes him soft, he just couldn’t hold it back 🥺
KaiJu
2025-03-27 20:05:48 +0000 UTCI was at the music school, and I couldn’t sing reach a note because I was eagerly awaiting to reach home and see the new page 😂💖 KaiJU! How beautiful🥺, even if my favorite bot is crying, I see that he still has a tender heart and did it all because he was afraid of hurting Sulvain
Meliz Art
2025-03-24 19:20:11 +0000 UTCOh no, watch out, the tears are coming... 😭
Mangsney
2025-03-24 17:30:56 +0000 UTCThank you so much Alys! So glad to see your comment just to know you're doing alright, hope you've been doing well! 💖
KaiJu
2025-03-24 05:29:35 +0000 UTCI’ve been so behind on commenting (life is busy!!) but I am SO loving this scene, and seeing Raz’s composure start to crack—and in a way that just affirms how lonely he’s been, how much time he’s spent replaying this moment in his life—it’s so compelling, so beautiful. You’re doing a gorgeous job with this!
Alys
2025-03-17 21:52:19 +0000 UTCNEVEEEERRRR! Not until these two share a little hug and a kiss 😭😭😭
Roedii
2025-03-17 20:55:36 +0000 UTC😭😭😭
Sas (Milo's studio insulation funds)
2025-03-17 20:54:36 +0000 UTCNOOOO STOPPP -CRIES-
Sas (Milo's studio insulation funds)
2025-03-17 20:54:10 +0000 UTCHe probably cried so much at the beginning of all that, that he ran out of tears for a few hundred years.
Juliette Wade
2025-03-17 20:46:26 +0000 UTCI'm also noticing how in the Paris frames, Raziol holds his clawed fingers like he doesn't know what to do with them, and of course he doesn't, and also WAAAAH.
Juliette Wade
2025-03-17 20:43:26 +0000 UTCSaltandcookies, yes, totally. Sas, you are also right. Since we heard Raziol say aloud that Sulvain's blood was gold, we know he noticed it. But we've also now heard in some detail how disoriented he felt that day. So he's probably holding onto conflicting scientific data (Sulvain's blood is gold/I'm possibly seeing things already, how many are real?) and needs some help to disambiguate.
Juliette Wade
2025-03-17 20:29:44 +0000 UTCNoooo why are you drawing him so hurt??? I’m on the floor sobbing! 😭😭
OdacioChoco
2025-03-17 12:54:11 +0000 UTCThat could be too much magic at once for someone who never before saw magic and was on the edge of sanity after the change at once 😭 I even thought that he could explain that to himselve that maybe he saw it as gold on the blind hunger. Idk if that would make much sense to him tho
Sas (Milo's studio insulation funds)
2025-03-17 12:50:38 +0000 UTCNOOOO MY BABY
Emily Rochester
2025-03-17 12:46:51 +0000 UTCI think part of it, too, is that Raziol is a scientist. While he’s incredibly open-minded, he usually only believes things he can explain with logic or prove—and believing you saw your boyfriend’s eyes glowing when you have NO prior knowledge that magic exists (remember, he thought what his mom did might have been a dream) would probably seem more like a sleep-deprived hallucination than a genuine fact. 😅 As for the gold blood… I mean, he *did* see the sky bleeding into the trees in the forest earlier that day. 👀
saltandcookies
2025-03-17 12:27:28 +0000 UTCOhmygod you are so right 😭 the possiblity of "I won't budge him with questions because he may get mad at me" is making me so saaaad noooo Sulvain would neverrrr
Sas (Milo's studio insulation funds)
2025-03-17 07:59:03 +0000 UTCHe's done similar things before. He's been very good at just letting things that make him curious *about Sulvain specifically* slide and go unanswered. I think watching Sulvain break his charcoal pencil when he asked about his voice hit Raziol pretty hard. He may well have a huge list of pending questions stored up in his head, though...
Juliette Wade
2025-03-17 07:08:54 +0000 UTCOkay, Sulvain. You’re turn. 💞
Brooke
2025-03-17 06:44:22 +0000 UTCSee, I get that Sul had not really explained the... "logistics" of his existence so to speak, because I bet he's had to be very careful for who knows how long. But it might have prevented some anxiety on both ends here 🥺 Sul, you really do need to communicate and explain to your boyfriend, OK? Also, this is the first time in a long time we see Raz tear up 😭 It wasn't your fault sweetie, not even Sul was prepared for what you two would face
Roedii
2025-03-17 06:34:18 +0000 UTCI’ve often wondered if the moment where we see Raziol visit the detectives if he sees Sulvain there in his deep sleep and thinks he’s gone forever
S Mcnamara
2025-03-17 06:22:52 +0000 UTCOh Raz baby no, it’s not your fault 🥺🥺🥺
homebody_adventurer
2025-03-17 05:57:03 +0000 UTCOh Raziol! 🥺😭 That must have been so painful!
Neko-san
2025-03-17 05:41:30 +0000 UTCCould he convince himself that the gold blood was part of his imagination?
Sas (Milo's studio insulation funds)
2025-03-17 05:20:31 +0000 UTCOh baby 😭 please hug, it doesn't have to be romantic hug isn't it. Crying is okay baby 😭😭
Sas (Milo's studio insulation funds)
2025-03-17 05:00:02 +0000 UTCAnd I'm just so glad to see that Sulvain didn't let go! Mutual touch - YES! The bridges are being woven!
Juliette Wade
2025-03-17 04:21:55 +0000 UTCThe pain in his eyes... the tears... I just wanna hold him and tell him it'll be okay 💔
Sang Steppenwolf
2025-03-17 04:18:56 +0000 UTCOmgggg my soul hurts 😭 I feel so bad for them, that was a situation that was out of either of their control. I feel so bad that Raz feels like he’s even a little at fault. As if he asked for any of it! 😞 I’m curious about his wording about trusting himself not to hurt Sulvain. I wonder if that trust is part of the way he’s learned to control his powers now. I’m curious to learn more about those mechanics. Seeing that old page still hurts, even when I can just come back here and see them together again! ❤️🩹
Alyssa
2025-03-17 04:17:52 +0000 UTCIt really does. I can't help thinking if he *had* stuck around it would have been worse in some ways, because he would have watched Sulvain "die." And he still wouldn't have known there was any chance of him coming back.
Juliette Wade
2025-03-17 04:16:26 +0000 UTCI am in pieces. Seriously.
Juliette Wade
2025-03-17 04:14:33 +0000 UTCAnd that view of Raz looking down on the arrival of Viverette, Cyrille, and Sesam! Oh, KaiJu, you are amazing.
Juliette Wade
2025-03-17 04:11:52 +0000 UTCOh Raz. I just want to hold him. And I know how hard that kind of disbelief is to dispel, because I've had it with long-distance relationships. How much worse would it be after centuries?!
Juliette Wade
2025-03-17 04:08:00 +0000 UTCUGH MY HEART! 😭
Jay Parker
2025-03-17 04:07:53 +0000 UTCI hadn’t realized Raziol kept an eye on him until the help he mentioned arrived. That is so sweet, but also heartbreaking. 😭
saltandcookies
2025-03-17 04:07:37 +0000 UTC"I didn't realize it would be the last time I saw you" hits so hard :'(
Laura
2025-03-17 04:05:59 +0000 UTCKissing NOW????? PWEEZE???? 🥺🥺🥺
Eibhlin Brennan
2025-03-17 04:04:46 +0000 UTCthe expressions of love theyre wearin has me feelin warm and cozy☺️
Kass
2025-03-17 04:02:49 +0000 UTCOh Raziol, no honey. 😭😭 My heart, seeing the old panel with Sulvain crying and now Raziol crying.... My heart just cracked.
Missiek43
2025-03-17 04:00:57 +0000 UTCSometimes you gotta take the long way around 🥲
Hedgehoggoulash
2025-03-17 04:00:16 +0000 UTCthey need a hug and a good cry🥺🥺🥺 (and so do i)
Kass
2025-03-17 03:59:56 +0000 UTCI CURSED MYSELF FOR BELIEVING YOU. I AM LOSING MY MARBLES.
Fond Phantom
2025-03-17 03:59:49 +0000 UTCnow kiss 😘😘😘
Amanda Neely
2025-03-17 03:59:02 +0000 UTCOh honey. You’re together again now. 😭💕
LucianiKarma88
2025-03-17 03:58:50 +0000 UTCLooking back at the “last time” they saw each other just stabbed my heart, gah! I’m so happy for them but I can’t imagine the conflict inside themselves!!
🌘Blake!
2025-03-17 03:57:56 +0000 UTCOh god no. If you cry, I’m gonna cry 😭😭😭
Fritz
2025-03-17 03:57:49 +0000 UTC🥺😭❤️
Nekochan
2025-03-17 03:57:44 +0000 UTCI literally stayed up waiting for this and it did not disappoint
rasvimhia
2025-03-17 03:57:25 +0000 UTC🥲😭
Livi
2025-03-17 03:57:19 +0000 UTC😭😭😭
JMM
2025-03-17 03:57:09 +0000 UTC
