OK the final date for when episode 1 will come out is "when it's finished but hopefully within january but from now on im gonna stop mentioning dates", i'm generally doing better but i'm still yet to have my medications updated ( happens on the 4th ) so things are still pretty Rough, and i figure it probably wouldn't be realistic to expect myself to very suddenly be capable of finishing everything within December when i'm not even sure how soon i'd be having medication in hand and unsure how soon the medications would take any real effect ..
i generally dont like to delve into personal stuff under the "aimkid" alias especially here but i feel it's probably important to mention since it directly translates into how productive i am with anything, but current sum is "ADHD + other things have me pretty paralyzed and im waiting to finally be effectively medicated for ADHD which should be happening within the week"
i guess in a way all of this is kind of ironic and maybe beneficial to the miniseries as a whole due to the contents of the miniseries .. though the extents of that will only be clear to myself until episode 2 comes out !! just trying to endure for now, again thank you so much for being understanding and patient!! my hope at the end of this all is to have the ability to really make something that Slaps and not destroy myself in the process ( and be able to sustain that long-term )
this ( hopefully ) shouldn't be a recurring thing after i am able to deal with it all since basically, i'm only now being given the opportunity to deal with the mental health issues i've had all my life, having been previously unable to get help with them under my shitty mom ( who i left early this year ) so it's not something that can really be fixed overnight but damn at least i get the chance now !!