i had a nightmare that just took it out of me

i’m gonna share here bc i feel like i gotta tell someone LOLLLL i have been laying in bed for an hour just decompressing bc wth

my dream starts off normal,

random as most dreams

i’m at home in washington

im upset bc someone is outside my bedroom window being a dick so i open my window and yell at them something crazy and then i say ill fucking kill you, leave! something along those lines and he screamed back no i’ll kill you!! which is crazy behavior from me bc why am i threatening someone like that??! LOL

the next day i’m just in my backyard hanging w the neighbors kid, normal day

i leave at night and then come back to a giant like … generator? in the garage so i can’t pull my car back in so i park in the driveway

i walk up to the front door and trip on a tripwire and immediately just get mad bc im like why would my parents do this??

i look up and there’s more tripwire leading to the front door in a bunch of crosses and a sign on the door saying something along the lines of

‘i told you id kill you ‘

the tripwire made me fall and i pricked something on the way down or on the wire that drugged me so im frantically trying to say “hey siri call mom” “hey siri call 911” but my words slurring and my tongue feels swollen

i muster up the strength to get to the front door and realize the lock is broken bc he broke it

i look outside and he is coming with 1 other

i try my hardest to run upstairs and wake my brother and say “hey, someone drugged me, they are here, grab a gun”

i go to my moms room and wake her up, telling her the same thing

the guy and his girlfriend walk into my moms room and i basically try and talk to them for as long as possible, minimize the situation, explain the trap and how insanely smart it was, ask questions about how did he know when i leave, just praying im buying enough time

i just beg them and say please just let my mom go and u can just kill me

my brother comes up behind them and is like woah don’t worry i just woke up and ends up walking past them and going into my moms bathroom which, in dreamland, the evil ppl apparently let happen no biggie LOL?

my brother comes out and the guy says i don’t like this guy and points the gun at my brother

my brother kinda laughs and says something like “she doesn’t know” which makes no sense HAHA

that angers the man and he starts pointing the gun at me to which i start crying and covering my eyes

then my brother says “she doesn’t know pain” and i hear a bullet shoot. someone, i presume my brother, grabs and hold my upper arm so im slightly comforted by this

but bc my eyes were closed i have no idea what happened

i thought maybe i got shot in the leg?

but bc my heart was racing so fast, i woke up. heart poundingggggg, not knowing where i was

i know i was stressed and haven’t been sleeping well which is what caused the nightmare but im more fascinated by the thought that my brain was capable of coming up with a plan like that where i truly did not know anything about it

like i forgot about the guy, assumed the generator was my dad, assumed the tripwire was an accident, til i looked up and read the sign

anyways, terrible start to my day LOL idk why my brother didn’t just shoot them in the back when he had the chance -___-

also, WHY AM I THREATENING TO KILL SOMEONE? LOL KARMA