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some extra photos from the Arcane premier

i ain’t gon lie, i really lived the whole “beauty is pain” statement last night

everyone thought we were only watching 1 episode so i was like ok i can hang in this dress for the interviews/red carpet/1 episode


well it was 3

my ribs felt like they were bruising bc this dress was so small, my hair was PULLED back i basically had a mini face lift, and my shoes were killin me 👍

after the show, there was a Q&A but at this point im disassociating bc i am in so much pain from sitting in this dress for 2ish hours LOL

but i had too much social anxiety to get up and leave during the Q&A so john offered to get up from his seat (he was sat in a diff section) and walk over to get me and usher me out 🥹

he gets me and i love him

anyways guys arcane is REALLY good - feels like premium tv

i am now off to go hunt for a halloween costume w john

have a safe halloween y’all <3

sorry for not being super active lately :( i have not been very good for the last week and it feels like im never allowed to have hard times bc i have all these responsibilities and ppl keep pinging me to take care of the responsibilities but sometimes i wish i could just not be responsible and crawl into a dark whole for 3 days

that’s all i need

3 days, yanno?


ANYWAYS BYEEEE i hope to be well again soon and very active 🙂‍↕️

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Comments

You looked so pretty. I tend to life hack long dresses if I can and wear comfier shoes....but it was a premiere.

coffeegirl18

you look so gorgeous!!! take as much time as you need to take care of yourself… we all need a few days to bedrot and prioritise our mental. being in the public eye doesnt change that fact, u still need to put you first <333

freja

This look was everything i‘m obsessed ahhhh!!

Mika

shaky camera shots always serve so hard im drooling

Pb

also it’s okay if you need a break sometimes, idk about others here or other socials but i don’t mind it at all since i get you completely, get your rest, well be waiting for you

Zzzsleepy

the outfit was everything it fits you and enhances you perfectly i have no words

Zzzsleepy

See you in 3 days! Have a good break!

coresplinter

LETSGO (not for the pain part tho but the event itself) . You must've been wondering why you were doing that to yourself lol. Anyway gotta finish Arcane S1, haven't been able to yet!

Matt - ACB

holy fucking shit you look like GODDESS.

ishwuki

You are absolutely SLAYING in that dress/makeup/hair/accessories everything is *chefs kiss* on a different note, it maybe not mean much coming from just one person, but I forgive you (always) for taking that time away, and you should forgive yourself too <3 the real ones want to see you taking care of yourself, even if that means crawling in a hole for 3 days (ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ)♡ you are allowed to rest and decompress, you are a human with real emotions that need to be dealt with sometimes. Just remember that emotions are always temporary, and when you just want the feelings to go away, remind yourself that they will :) I’ve been going through it too girl, but every day we get closer to feeling good again 💗 PEACE AND LOVEEEE GIRLYPOP HAPPY HALLOWEEN sending love and positivity ✨

Payton ⋆˙⟡


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