Lia

[voice note + updates] ✧ at the Copaaaa... cabana!

Added 2024-08-15 15:00:09 +0000 UTC

hiiii! I'm ALMOST finally moved into my new place after 6 months lol, and I think that will allow me to have a more stable schedule with posting ❤️ I posted a few pics on Twitter with my new room and office! Most of you probably know that I've been dealing with an emotionally abusive family situation, which is why it's taken so long for me to actually move. I know 6 months is kinda ridiculous lol, it's been a lot but I'm just taking it one day at a time.

I've had a really difficult few months mentally and just in general– I know that's reflected online too. Just had the 3rd anniversary of my dad's death and that's definitely affected my mental state, plus my mom's control amping up even more now that things with the move feel more final. I haven't had consistent childcare this summer either, and had hoped I'd be making enough to afford that now, but it just isn't possible at the moment. When school starts back I'll be able to have an actual schedule where I can record, edit, write, etc. instead of just trying to get some tasks done with the time I have– I don't have time guaranteed to just sit at my desk and work for a few hours, so it's been pretty frustrating personally. I really love creating and I want to do this, but sometimes the things you enjoy feel a bit impossible! I'm basically attempting to work full time when I have maybe 10-15 hours a week of actual time where I'm alone, and it's... very overwhelming.

Anyway, just wanted to share a little bit more behind the scenes and an explanation of why I've been so inconsistent for a bit. I have a few hours right now to work and I'm trying to get as much as I can done right now!

upcoming audios I'm editing rn: