Hey guys, firstly I would like to thank my patrons that still supports me eventhough I have been inactive for awhile. I really really appreciate your never ending supports. There are about 100+ patrons that still supports me eventhough I been inactive and also those who give words of encouragement~! I have no income, I fully depend on the supports I receive to survive. (But I am still alright now)
The long story (Skip this if you are bored):
Here is my situation, I know I have said that I was feeling better a few weeks ago which I actually did. Well, it didn't go so well after that, (My injury was at my right leg nerve or muscle, I am not really sure)
Recently, I am not able to lift my right leg above the ground (not even 5cm). Somehow the my nerve/muscle on my knee would hurt when I try to lift. And my leg muscle was kinda weak. My sister who is a graduate doctor and started working for about 5 months, advises me to do some slow walk and stretching. I did and as day goes by, my leg muscle slowly regain its strength after a few days. Unfortunately, I was overjoyed and overconfident after a few days, and started walking faster than normal and exert more strength on my leg which results in tiredness of muscles. The next day, my leg feels painful and my right leg cant stand straight. I tried standing straight, but it results in a painful electric shock feeling on my upper knee. The pain was horrible but it only lasted maybe 5secs but everytime my knee bends and hit that spot. An electric shock feeling goes to my knee. Everytime I felt pain, I just go to sleep hoping that it will dissapear. The pain goes away after 2 days, thankfully, but I still have muscle weakness on my legs and now I learnt my lesson and I will walk as slowly and carefully as possible trying not to exert any large strength on my right leg.
I also slept at 9-10pm at every night as It seems that our body repairs most effectively at 10pm-2am and wake up at 7am every morning so that I have enough sleep to heal my body. (mostly I would wake up at 4am and slept again)
Now, my leg still have muscle weakness, but I am glad that I can lift my leg about 30cm above the ground. I occasionally can feel the muscle in my leg twitch or pain sometimes, I am not sure what it means but I hope that its a sign of healing...
I am taking everything slowly as I learnt that I cannot hasten things up as it will only makes things worst..
Believe me, I really want to get back to working on this game as soon as possible too and also its my main source of income. I love writing stories, its my passion and to be able to get this much love from the community just gives me much more joy.
I still haven't release the v0.4 to public and only kept it for patrons as I think it would be unfair for patrons that stayed with me throughout this time. I really appreciate it.
To the public, I am really sorry. But it will be soon when I release the v0.5 version to the patrons and I would make some arts as an apology.
Finally, the good news is that during this period, I have thought of new ideas for the last scene of v0.5 which NSFW and I am gonna implement it.
Thank you so much again~~
Elsa
2022-09-09 00:43:54 +0000 UTCKyo Gato
2022-09-09 00:32:51 +0000 UTCElsa
2022-09-08 09:44:33 +0000 UTC