Quick update

So I have been working hard, haven't been very chatty I know, but the work is progressing nicely.  I am going to start going through and answering the messages I have received soon, sorry it has taken a while.  I'll explain a bit what happened these past few weeks, but for those who only care about when the update is coming, should be coming soon.  It seems every time I mention a date I feel it will be out by a disaster strikes, so all I will say is work is going nicely and I will give a proper release date in the near future.  

Now some of you who have been patrons for a while probably know my mom isn't in the best of health.  She has COPD and lung cancer thankfully in remission though.  When I was uploading the last update I got a call from my dad, he said she was having trouble with her breathing again and he needed to take her back to the hospital.  Though she is so stubborn she wouldn't go until all of us showed up because of the restrictions on visitation.  In my state you are only allowed one visitor that you name when admitted, obviously that would be my dad.  I think she was worried she would never leave the hospital and wanted to get us all together once again before she went.  My brother and sisters are fairly spread out, from Florida to Oregon.  So it took a couple of days to get everyone together, she went in the day before I managed to get the last update released.

Anyway, that's why I haven't been answering messages or even getting online.  Been preparing for a couple of years for the worst news with her, but when she made us all visit her before she went in...well it sucked.   I haven't exactly been the most pleasant person to be around.  I am naturally a private person and don't really ask for anything from anyone, so it took me a while to get to the point where I wanted to say anything.  I think something in my head is broken, I knew if I mentioned it you all would be so positive and send me well wishes...but I just couldn't. 

Sorry I kept you all in the dark, it's just who I am.  Frustrates me that I can't communicate better.  The good news is mom is doing very well now, will probably be back home next week.