Yuriofwind

Pre Fall Update, From me to my Computer, things are broken :3.

Added 2023-08-20 07:16:48 +0000 UTC

Hello everyone, I hope you're well, I'm sorry for the lack of videos and streaming, been going through some personal mental health stuff I'd rather not go into full detail about at this point in time. Another just happened a few minutes ago, my computer, after 13 years(it was not good by any means) has bitten the dust, might have been the power supply, or everything else, but it does put a damper on things, that and major depressive disorder, been learning all sorts of things from my doctor, words :3.

Now the earliest I see being back up and fully running would be maybe October, school taxes in september are rough, so I don't see having the spare funds until October sadly, I might be able to start streaming from the laptop in September if I can get a direct internet connection going, not working with a ton of cpu atm though so it might be rough but I'll try.

This may, well, will delay things, fuck up Halloween a bit, I have to retinstall sony vegas, whats worse is the shame that builds up from not putting out a video, or streaming(did a six minute stream tonight before my computer kicked me from the lobby), I have nowhere for that shame to go, unwarranted as it may seem, but for you see, I have ocd, see learned stuff :3. I'm mentally fucked is what I learned, and also that dementia is scary, I love you grandma.

Stay safe everyone, I'll keep you updated, again, I'm so sorry, the time of this all is shit, and the dread is high, but I love you all, and I'll talk to you again soon :'3 *hug* <3