Cutting Out Soy Milk

So many of y'all know that my hormones have been out of whack for some time.

They're not as high as you might think, but they're a little high, and for my condition that is not good.... Or really good depending on your perspective I guess.

Someone on Instagram, saying that they understood gigantomastia, and that their ex had it, told me that soy milk was good for lowering estrogen levels..

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Before all of you call me an idiot, how was I supposed to know that it's very much the opposite?

With gigantomastia there is so much conflicting information online about what alleviates it and what makes it worse.

My doctors are now telling me that I should steer clear of soybeans all together because, although they only marginally increase my estrogen levels, with breasts as sensitive to growth as mine are, that little change can mean a lot. 😑

One of you has actually been proposing sending me money just to eat foods that increase my hormones. Pretty sure that's a horrible idea. 🫣

I definitely appreciate the majority of y'all who give me good information about this condition, but yeah I have to vent about how many guys on my Instagram are sending me to disinformation on purpose hoping that they can trick me into making them grow even faster.

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Are they not big enough?!

Has my life not been altered enough for them!?

Look at that picture! My proportions are absurd. 😔

I can barely look at myself in the mirror anymore and recognize what I see.

Again, I hope that these kind of updates aren't too sad for y'all, but I have to be honest about this condition. It's not all good. So often it leaves me feeling freakish, like some kind of boob monster.

I definitely have days where I feel better, but today is not one of them.

Praying for a better boob day tomorrow