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Added 2023-11-09 18:17:25 +0000 UTCthank you all so so much. im sorry if you have messaged me and i haven’t responded im just so overwhelmed by the huge wave of amazing, engaged feedback. im so happy i got to make this video and im so happy it’s connecting with people. if you’re new, i want to set the expectation that i don’t upload things very regularly, but i hope you stick around for whatever comes next ❤️
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I was fine. I was fucking hunky doory till I saw this shit. That chapter was over. I have nobody to blame but myself for the emotions I feel but im fucking tired of blaming myself. Maybe I didn't want to forget her maybe I wanted to go with her and start a new fucking life. Why didn't I get to come with ellie why did I have to stay like this
Noah
2025-09-03 14:51:48 +0000 UTCWho the fuck do you think you are to be everything that I cannot be
Noah
2025-09-03 14:22:32 +0000 UTCThank you so much for making that video, it is very important to me <3
Beppe Vanrolleghem
2025-08-12 23:55:17 +0000 UTCI just finished watching your last video and I am so impressed by how strong you are despite everything you've been through. I too have thoughts about not being a man because of all that it implies, I was somewhat of an incel for a time but turned away from it thanks to girl friends that are without a doubt the best things that have happened in my life. I could never pinpoint what I was actually feeling and your video opened my eyes and showed me a new perspective. I don't know if I'm cis, a crossdresser, a femboy or a closeted trans but I really find your story to be extremely inspiring and an amazing show of courage. And the combination of your beautiful story and magnificent art really made me feel emotions and almost made me cry. I really wish you only the best, you are an amazing and strong woman. Thank you
Gus
2025-08-01 21:11:27 +0000 UTCA bit late to the party, but the algorithm decided to put your video on my feed and wow... I don't know when the last time was a piece of media has touched me so deeply. I'm battling depression right now and just recently have begun questioning my gender. There's this lingering feeling that I can't be trans since I'm not trans the 'correct' way. I find it hard to put into words just how much this video meant to me at this point in my journey. The section with your therapist asking if it really matters 'whether you're a girl or not' feels like it healed something within me. Much in the way that Oshimi's work feels genuine in a way that enables a deep connectedness, your video evoked a sense of being presented with a piece of 'raw humanity'. I want to thank you so so much for that and I'm looking forward to your future work <3
Schima
2024-12-03 22:20:33 +0000 UTCcan I just say that your username is dope as hell and I'm jealous
Allotrope
2024-11-06 11:32:34 +0000 UTCI watched your video on a plane ride home after the holidays, and when I got to your animated section, I just sobbed as quietly as I could to not disturb my unfortunate seatmates. All those feelings were mine, especially the feelings of shame and perversion. I just started HRT but was still struggling over "if I was really a girl." And then I watched that section again now, 6 months later, before maybe coming out to my parents, and cried all over again. And then I realized you had a Pateron so....thank you. I don't think I've ever watched or read something before with a trans perspective I felt so deeply. In all my years of reading and watching random books and videos hoping to find someone or something to tell me who or what I was. Nothing can tell me that, or do that work for me....but here I felt seen.
vvm258
2024-06-16 07:35:32 +0000 UTCI just discovered your most recent video and it made me break down crying multiple times. Please keep making videos, and take however long you need to make them.
Mike Saint
2024-06-09 18:00:23 +0000 UTCThank you so much i cried and finally understood myself for the first time
do ggy
2024-05-28 16:42:17 +0000 UTCJust finished watching your latest video and I figured I’d just hop by and say : thank you so very much. I still can’t believe how almost every single feeling you described in the last section about your personal experiences hit close to home. Thank you for the incredible work and the courage it took to achieve it. …. I only cried once I swear. Much love, take care, don’t pressure yourself too much, you’re success is 1000% deserved
emma honk
2024-05-19 18:01:42 +0000 UTCThank you so much for sharing such a beautiful, touching, heartfelt video. I had never seen any of your other videos, but the most recent one stumbled across my home page and stopped me in my tracks. I caught it on an extremely emotional and trying day of work and it helped me feel hope. I'm not trans, but that feeling of wanting to escape labels and expectations resonated with me so so deeply. I wish I had the time and words to express myself better, but I just feel compelled to say thank you.
HabeasPorpoise
2024-02-15 23:41:54 +0000 UTCJust like pretty much everyone, I just wanted to say how seen I felt by you. I don't really have any quiltbag+ friends, and your video, your narration style, felt so casually intimate, felt almost like sitting around dissecting a favourite manga with someone and dovetailing into _life_ talk. I know it's parasocial of me, but still, you really deeply touched me and I hope you find all the success in the world.
Ceri
2023-12-09 00:26:00 +0000 UTCI just finished watching the video and immediately - after I got done crying - came to patreon to subscribe. I'm not expecting Regular Content from you, I just want to see what other uniquely beautiful (or silly or angry or thoughtful or) things you'll put into the world and, when you do, know that I was in a small way along for the ride. 🌟
monstershaped
2023-12-06 22:16:50 +0000 UTCtake all the time you need! you aren't obligated to make any videos at all, let alone in quick succession. We all just want to support you for the amazing work you've done <3 if anyone says differently i'll strange them
ivory rosewood
2023-11-22 06:46:14 +0000 UTCThank you.
Znae
2023-11-09 21:01:38 +0000 UTCHoly crap! I just saw the view count. Congrats Ceico! Well deserved.
Elias Rosner
2023-11-09 21:00:49 +0000 UTCI totally get it myself! I'm a youtuber honestly and one time got a lot of positive feedback in a very short amount of time. It's overwhelming! At one point I did respond to every coment but at some point it just becomes too much XD. I'm glad though you're happy you made your latest video! I certainly am and can't wait for more content from you no matter how long it takes you to make. You're a super awesome genuine human being and it means a lot what you've created. What you spoke about and shared really speaks with a lot of people, and I hope you remain fearless in that awesomeness in how you can be vunerable. Keep up the good work and remember you're awesome ^^
Seanthemoviemaker
2023-11-09 19:19:16 +0000 UTCPlease take your time! You’ve already provided a once-in-a-lifetime, straight-to-the-soul beautiful, colorful, heartfelt experience my transfem self will forever be grateful for. These are the experiences I live for. Seriously, thank you!
Ekachu
2023-11-09 19:01:33 +0000 UTCI know such sudden increase in subscribers & engagement can become overwhelming. I would say no need to get pressured by it, just post what you like & when you like. At the very least I'll be there to always read/watch it and hear you out. 😅 Thanks again for making stuff, you are awesome and truly an inspiration for me. :)
Nekoo
2023-11-09 18:26:01 +0000 UTCOf course, I got that from your history. I hope to see more quality Ceiocat content. With any luck you’ll continue seeing viral success, if not I’ll still be here. You’ve earned that much and I’m sure others feel the same.
David Test
2023-11-09 18:19:35 +0000 UTC
