Updating the update
Added 2020-12-03 15:39:11 +0000 UTCWell, still can't afford internet; so I just going to cave and use my phone's data as wifi to post things.
Not going to lie; since I've been back home, I haven't managed to finish a single drawing. One is "nearly" finished; but that's it.
Things continue to go wrong left and right. My life is falling apart. Still not giving up, don't worry for that... But it's incredibly hard to continue and try to look on the bright side.
Really feel like scum, though, honestly. I told you all that I'd keep drawing; and while I have been trying, it's been what... 2 weeks? And I only have one thing nearly finished.
I'm so tired. I'm sure you all are too by this point...
Keep trying to be upbeat, and every time I do have a genuine moment of relief, something else goes wrong. Honestly I've been starting to wonder, if 2 months ago I died, and for some reason I deserved to go to hell...
Sorry; I should try to sleep. Not in my right mind atm. Things have to get better eventually; the probability of this chain continuing much longer has to be close to zero by now..
Anyway, goodnight. Or rather, good morning...
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you can make it through this furball, you'll get there *hug*
Blaze
2020-12-04 20:46:24 +0000 UTC
