Saddest news
Added 2017-03-14 16:05:42 +0000 UTC
Dear Patrons, dear friends,
This is the most difficult message I have to write.
My husband passed away Saturday 4 of March.
He fought the cancer recurrence like a warrior for nearly a year.
But the last chemotherapy didn't work and the cancer spread out quickly and took him away in few weeks.
I took this picture of him in 2013, just before he started the first chemotherapy for the "first" cancer.
He was my lover for nearly nine years and we got married 2 years ago.
He was my best friend, my lover, a gentle soul and my complete inspiration for my work. The emptiness that he's leaving in my life is immense.
The last weeks have been very tough and I need some time to recover.
I will send some old rewards (September and October 2015) for February and March pledges. I hope you'll understand...
I will be back to work real soon. I want to and I need to. And he wanted me to stay positive and active.
I come back to you as soon as I can.
Alex
Yes, he was...
Albron
2023-03-26 23:14:10 +0000 UTC
What a beauty!
James Armstrong
2023-03-26 22:24:39 +0000 UTC
Blessings to you, B Safe
Thomas Ori
2021-03-21 21:45:26 +0000 UTC
This is so sad
Charles McGillivray
2018-08-16 23:16:13 +0000 UTC
So sad and hard...really sorry and hope you'll get the enouhg strength to keep on . A warm hug
FHG
2018-07-11 22:09:58 +0000 UTC
Very sorry to hear 😞.
2018-07-02 23:46:17 +0000 UTC
The world has lost another Angel! You should create his character in 3D so he will be with us forever! My regards to you for your loss. Big HUGS!
MARCUS
2018-03-05 23:37:40 +0000 UTC
very very sorry for your loss.
2018-02-18 02:40:40 +0000 UTC
My late sincere condolences on your loss. Can feel with you. I have cancer myself since 1 1/2 years...but at least I count about 60 years.
Guerino Gentili
2018-02-13 02:34:29 +0000 UTC
My condolences on your loss your husband is in a better place now.
Karan Bains
2017-08-04 20:17:24 +0000 UTC
New here, and being a bone cancer patient can understand in part what he went thru. Hopefully you are slowly carrying on as am sure it is something alex would have probably wanted, courage and keep moving forward.
Herminio Adorno Ortega
2017-08-02 18:21:40 +0000 UTC
😭😭😭
2017-07-15 02:58:09 +0000 UTC
😢😢😢
Javon Ezell
2017-06-20 00:34:33 +0000 UTC
Alex I Like
nicolas rafael
2017-06-12 03:39:54 +0000 UTC
Sorry to have learned of this. Cancer is awful and touches too many lives. Hope you are healing well.
Wade Foster
2017-06-11 23:54:48 +0000 UTC
My grandfather passed on January to cancer. My family from the countryside of china was a bit homophobic, but I never grew to be. Losing a loved one is tough. Sorry about yours man
Kevin Chen
2017-05-18 04:53:26 +0000 UTC
I'm so sorry, buddy :(
Anachorète_boï
2017-05-16 09:07:47 +0000 UTC
Condolences :(
2017-05-08 23:37:49 +0000 UTC
Condolences for your loss. Our thoughts are with you.
WK2-Over
2017-05-08 22:33:47 +0000 UTC
I'm so sorry for you loose take every second that you need and more
StallionMuscle88
2017-04-29 04:57:19 +0000 UTC
My deepest condolences for your loss
2017-04-26 03:28:35 +0000 UTC
I am DEEPLY sorry for your loss! I lost my mother to Ovarian Cancer two years ago after her 4 year battle with it. My heart and prayers go out to you in this time of incredible sorrow. Best Wishes.
hotguywoof
2017-04-24 05:00:43 +0000 UTC
Wow!! Nice!))) <3
SexBook _____ ADULT PHOTO AND VIDEO SIGNATURES
2017-04-23 07:52:39 +0000 UTC
Alex, offering hugs of comfort and wishes that your best positive memories help you through your grief.
Tim Clements-Levin
2017-04-23 03:37:13 +0000 UTC
I'm really sorry for you Alex, be strong, and these love will be always remembered.
2017-04-17 22:06:01 +0000 UTC
Dear Alex, I am so so sorry to hear of his passing. You always have such a hopeful and positive attitude here and I'm sure that beauty helped him as well every day. Sending you lots of good thoughts during this very difficult time. Many hugs for you. 💖
James C
2017-04-13 14:16:53 +0000 UTC
I am sorry for your loss :( be strong Alex
Zave
2017-04-12 03:48:36 +0000 UTC
I feel very depressed to hear this, and I Understand that why your work has such a unique strong feeling compared others', Hope everything is well.
2017-04-07 05:33:23 +0000 UTC
♥️ praying
Adam jauregui
2017-04-01 17:50:23 +0000 UTC
My heart, along with many others, aches for you.
I know it'll be a difficult time ahead. Reach out if you feel it's too much to bear. Your grief is yours, and yours alone-- but others can help you carry it from time to time.
Kit
2017-04-01 00:12:23 +0000 UTC
I feel very sad for you ! The words cant replace the truth but I only wanted to support you with these simple ones.
Flying Sailor
2017-03-31 15:51:53 +0000 UTC
my thoughts & prayers are of & with you & yours in these dark times at hand
True
2017-03-27 21:18:21 +0000 UTC
Deepest condolences to you, Alex. I know there's really nothing to say that will make it better. Just know there are people who don't even know you who are wishing the best for you....
Malik M.L. Williams
2017-03-27 01:27:45 +0000 UTC
My heart goes out to you Alex. I can imagine how this must be extremely difficult for you. I have been with my husband for 9 years and we have been married for 2 years, I cannot fathom to think how this would devastate me if the same thing happened. Please take sometime off to mourn.
2017-03-26 08:02:17 +0000 UTC
i am very sorry to learn this.
ripped
2017-03-25 19:29:40 +0000 UTC
Just checking if u start to feel better, Alex. ((big hug))
icyhugs
2017-03-25 08:12:24 +0000 UTC
Be strong
2017-03-24 16:19:52 +0000 UTC
Our college choir is learning this song right now and during last night's rehearsal, I could not stop thinking about you and your dear soulmate and how you must be feeling. Although the music spoke to me and I understood enough to get some sense of it, I had to look up the translation to feel sure. You are probably familiar with it - but here is the text.
Dirait-on
Abandon entouré d'abandon, tendresse touchant aux tendresses...
C'est ton intérieur qui sans cesse se caresse, dirait-on;
se caresse en soi-même, par son propre reflet éclairé.
Ainsi tu inventes le thème du Narcisse exaucé.
- Morten Lauridsen
Pratev
2017-03-22 20:21:30 +0000 UTC
I am so sorry to hear about your loss. 😢 You are in my prayers.
Ganymede T. Enceladus
2017-03-22 01:57:36 +0000 UTC
OH god! So so sorry about this. Hope you can get better :) There is no more pain in heaven .
N!cholas
2017-03-21 20:27:30 +0000 UTC
Very sad. Courage.
Arthur vos Savant
2017-03-20 18:21:13 +0000 UTC
So sorry for your loss my brother! Sending you love and positive thoughts.
Terrence Xavier
2017-03-20 16:08:09 +0000 UTC
Sorry for your loss. I'm sending you my love and support.
Bobby
2017-03-20 00:00:09 +0000 UTC
We are so sorry for your loss. Sending love and positive energy.
Trevor Matthews
2017-03-19 20:06:17 +0000 UTC
Alex, I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your husband. Hope you will be strong and get over with it.
Feifei He
2017-03-19 03:30:52 +0000 UTC
Yves and I are heartbroken over your loss! Oh Alex - we are so terribly sorry. . . Although Vincent has moved on, he hasn't left you. Death may end a life - but never a relationship.
AwareinFL
2017-03-19 01:43:47 +0000 UTC
Alex, I'm SO sorry to hear about Vincent's passing. My heart goes out to you. Hugs of comfort - Tim in Seattle, USA
Tim Clements-Levin
2017-03-18 23:51:06 +0000 UTC
Oh.... no.... ((((big squeezing hug)))) I'm so so sorry for your loss, Alex. My condolences to u and ur love's families and friends. Take your time and don't hold back the tears. U'll need them to let the hurt go. ((((hug))))
icyhugs
2017-03-18 17:27:38 +0000 UTC
Cela faisait plusieurs semaines que nous n'avions plus de tes nouvelles sur Patreon ou Facebook et je m'attendais au pire .... et le pire est arrivé. Je suis sincèrement désolé pour toi Alex et je te présentes toutes mes condoléances ... C'est une terrible épreuve que tu dois traverser et tous tes fans te soutiennes, en espérant que tu es bien entouré par ta famille et tes amis. Courage et prends soin de toi ♥
DD
2017-03-18 09:49:31 +0000 UTC
I'm really sorry about your loss Alex.... my condolences to you and to his family =( We are here for anything you need man, take your time and be strong...
Joseph
2017-03-18 05:25:40 +0000 UTC
So sorry to hear of your loss Alex - I cannot imagine - my thoughts are with you. Font stay away too long ❤
Brian James
2017-03-17 23:14:17 +0000 UTC
Oh mon dieu qu'elle horrible nouvelle . De tout coeur avec toi . Courage mec
2017-03-16 17:59:24 +0000 UTC
Can't imagine harder times... very sorry to hear that, I hoped everything was finally fine. I wish you are surrounded now, anyway we all think about you.
CLX
2017-03-16 13:43:46 +0000 UTC
You have to be strong. Very bad time comes. Your followers are with you.
Abc200909
2017-03-15 23:29:05 +0000 UTC
Am so so sorry for your loss. A beautiful guy. Always be grateful for the time and love you were able to share.
Edward Kevin Dentzer
2017-03-15 20:51:35 +0000 UTC
I don't even know you, nor did I know him, and I'm sad to hear that. I admire the relationship that you had, and your love, I hope that you are able to make it through each and every day. My prayers and thoughts are with you.
2017-03-15 19:38:04 +0000 UTC
Alex, I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your husband. Work is good therapy, but be sure to focus on taking care of yourself during this difficult time. Hugs.
2017-03-15 16:59:11 +0000 UTC
sad to read this :(
BFGM
2017-03-15 15:55:52 +0000 UTC
my deepest condolences Alex...please take the time to heal yourself and your family.
2017-03-15 14:07:23 +0000 UTC
When I saw no posts, I prayed harder, hoping that your hubby will get healed and get better. My deepest condolences for your loss and I hope you treat all our well-wishes as concrete signs of our support for you.
2017-03-15 12:35:43 +0000 UTC
It's really break my heart, i'm so sorry for your loss
Nitro 404
2017-03-15 10:21:17 +0000 UTC
My condolences, sorry for your loss Alex.
2017-03-15 08:19:23 +0000 UTC
Breaks my heart Alex , I'm so sorry for your loss, it's easy to say that but ...I'm truly sorry...take all the time you need be with friends and family and find the place you need to be to take care of you. You are in my thoughts ..truly and sincerely -Leonardo
Leonard Casiano
2017-03-15 03:32:46 +0000 UTC
Sorry for your loss.
2017-03-15 00:46:17 +0000 UTC
I hope you're ok Alex! take care and eyes forward! He would love you to be happy too!
2017-03-15 00:44:32 +0000 UTC
God what a beautiful man! You were blessed to have his Love and companionship. Chin up! We love you!
Thomas Polk
2017-03-15 00:07:17 +0000 UTC
I was so afraid when you didn't post. Ah, I'm so sorry for your loss! Please accept my most sincere condolences. :-(
Pratev
2017-03-15 00:00:23 +0000 UTC
😞
Stefan Moldenhauer
2017-03-14 23:09:37 +0000 UTC
I'm so sorry for your loss :( You can take your time forever. We will waiting for you. A big hug for you <3
Mickey Mak
2017-03-14 22:53:43 +0000 UTC
Sending as much love as possible thru the internet. You take as much time as you need x
2017-03-14 22:08:02 +0000 UTC
I'm so sorry to hear that! Please take every time you need!
Philippe Zwick Eby
2017-03-14 22:03:22 +0000 UTC
I'm sorry man, I can't imagine what you are going through right now.
2017-03-14 21:56:10 +0000 UTC
I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. Losing a loved one, and especially your partner, to cancer is more difficult than words can describe. Please know our thoughts are with you, and you will continue to have my ongoing support. Please take the time you need.
Furious-teapot
2017-03-14 21:30:04 +0000 UTC
Alex take your time! A big big hug! ❤️
AKE
2017-03-14 20:55:20 +0000 UTC
I am so sorry for your loss.
Luke
2017-03-14 20:43:32 +0000 UTC
im sorry for your and your families loss.
furry81
2017-03-14 20:38:43 +0000 UTC
my condolences
2017-03-14 20:31:52 +0000 UTC
💔😭😭😭😭
2017-03-14 20:11:14 +0000 UTC
I'm sorry for your loss! ❤ Sending some love and positivity your way. :: hugs ::
Jason Elgar
2017-03-14 19:50:08 +0000 UTC
Sorry for your loss. Best wishes as you move forward.
Michael
2017-03-14 19:39:11 +0000 UTC
*hugs* He sounds like a really amazing man. You are so blessed to have shared time with such a great partner! Much love and strength to you going forward. It is never easy, but it is the price we pay for love.
2017-03-14 19:14:55 +0000 UTC
;(
Juhanart
2017-03-14 19:14:26 +0000 UTC
Dear Alex, I'm so sorry to hear about the lost of your mate, yet so happy that the devotion that to two of you had for each other will transcend far beyond anything or one that you will every know. You were there to care for him so that he wasn't alone and he will always be there for you even though he's in spirit. We will always be here to support you and share the lost with you. Remember, you are not alone. All the love and care in the world my friend. James
James Smith
2017-03-14 19:08:29 +0000 UTC
I'm so sorry for your loss
2017-03-14 19:03:50 +0000 UTC
I'm sorry for your loss.
2017-03-14 19:03:25 +0000 UTC
He looks like he inspired your artwork. Take care of yourself. Big hugs
Dave Davenport (dogspunk)
2017-03-14 18:59:22 +0000 UTC
i'm so sorry for you loss :(
JoJi
2017-03-14 18:42:56 +0000 UTC
😢😢😢😢😢😢
Yul_nt
2017-03-14 18:38:57 +0000 UTC
I'm so very sorry to hear that. I know there is nothing I can say or do to help, but know that you are loved, and in our thoughts. In my opinion, you need to not worry about us for awhile, and take care of yourself. Everyone will understand. Take care of yourself!
Paul (Chiron)
2017-03-14 18:29:26 +0000 UTC
Dear Alex, I too am sorry to hear about the passing of your husband. I hope your family and his family are close by to support you and each other at this difficult time. Big hugs 🤗 to you and your close family. x
Colin Gerrard
2017-03-14 18:26:30 +0000 UTC
I am really sorry for your loss :(
2017-03-14 18:18:36 +0000 UTC
Alex I am so sorry and devistated for you ... you must take care and not worry about producing art for us, we totally understand and will continue to give you support. sending much love and hugs
Dom
2017-03-14 18:03:18 +0000 UTC
Dear Alex, I'm so so sorry to hear of your loss. I can't imagine how hard this must be for you right now, but I want to thank you for sharing your life with us and showing us what a beautiful person you are. Sending you lots of love and warm thoughts from Chicago. ::hugs::
James C
2017-03-14 17:44:49 +0000 UTC
Take what time you need. The grieving process is unique to each of us and you need to honor yours. We'll be waiting, and will send what cyber support we can as you need. Be good to yourself, honor your loss, and when you're ready, return. *hugs*
John Jay Jacobs
2017-03-14 17:35:40 +0000 UTC
So sorry to hear this devastating news. Like all your patrons (and friends) my thoughts are with you Alex. He'll always be in your heart and someway in your amazing works!
EMILIO JULIAN OLIVAN
2017-03-14 17:29:34 +0000 UTC
our condolences to you, BIG HUGS.......and from my own experiences, grief for someone so dear will never go away but only fade into acceptance, so if possible please talk more to family member and friends about it, the more u talk about it the easier to accept fully deep down. BIG HUGS again from us to u and your family.
J. SONG
2017-03-14 17:17:53 +0000 UTC
J'avais beau m'y attendre j'étais resté triste pour toi cette nuit, mais c'était au moins autant dû à mon deuil à moi qu'au tien. Maintenant avec la photo de ton mari, je pense uniquement à vous. Ça avait vraiment l'air d'être un gars bien, gentil et authentique. J'espère que savoir que des dizaines de personnes sont tristes de ce qui t'arrive pourra te rendre la vie un peu moins difficile, au moins pour quelques secondes. Yves.
Belgium1point
2017-03-14 17:02:39 +0000 UTC
So sorry.
Ken Fletcher
2017-03-14 17:00:35 +0000 UTC
Am so sorry. My condolences. He looks like he was a wonderful guy. So glad you had the time each other you had. Recently lost the love of my life as well. Take care.
Danny Provencio
2017-03-14 16:47:34 +0000 UTC
My heat aches for you, I am so sorry for your loss. As far as I am concerned take all the time you need. Will be sending good energy your way.
Daniel Gardner
2017-03-14 16:46:13 +0000 UTC
Sorry for your loss, and both your lover and us will be here with you, be strong.
2017-03-14 16:43:19 +0000 UTC
Sorry for your loss. Be strong :
BluexTora
2017-03-14 16:31:05 +0000 UTC
Sorry to hear that. Be as strong as possible in these times. Lots of love from us.
2017-03-14 16:25:45 +0000 UTC
Sorry to hear about your loss. Stay strong!
2017-03-14 16:21:19 +0000 UTC
I am sorry to hear that as well... My condolences... Please stay strong throughout this tough moment of time...
bluecoolz
2017-03-14 16:18:27 +0000 UTC
We are so immensely sorry. This is something we did not expect, and were so rooting for his recovery as our dad is fighting cancer himself. We can not imagen what you are going through and our harts are with you. Huge love hugs and good vibes are being sent your way.
BOMBELKIE
2017-03-14 16:17:00 +0000 UTC
Sorry to hear love, just know whatever you do and whatever happens he will be there no matter what in spirit. I am very sorry for your lost , you are in title to let your heart heal. I wish I could say more, but we arent really aquainted like that. Just keep your soul strong nd know you can battle any obsticle no matter how mass it can be. Take his death and put positve energy around it. He may not be here physically but he with you always.....all you do is have to ask. Have a fuxking fantastic week and take it easy. Day by day and dont be scared to let it all out. All the best to you!
2017-03-14 16:16:37 +0000 UTC
Alex I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you. Your work is an inspiration! My condolences.
2017-03-14 16:14:49 +0000 UTC
So very sorry to hear this. My thoughts are with you during his difficult time.
2017-03-14 16:14:07 +0000 UTC
My condolences. He will live in your heart and sweet memory.
2017-03-14 16:14:05 +0000 UTC
Such an awful thing to have to go through, I simply can't imagine. Thoughts are with you xx
Andy Heath
2017-03-14 16:13:47 +0000 UTC
I'm so sorry for your loss. May he Rest In Peace. My condolences to you and his family : (
Veasna Mao
2017-03-14 16:10:59 +0000 UTC
💔
2017-03-14 16:10:45 +0000 UTC
I'm sorry for your loss.
2017-03-14 16:10:44 +0000 UTC
I'm so sorry for your loss. But you aren't alone we'll here for you and support you. Love
athiphat.rn
2017-03-14 16:10:20 +0000 UTC
I pray that his soul may rest in peace.
2017-03-14 16:09:28 +0000 UTC
My dear Alex, I am heartbroken with that terrible news. My condolences for you and his family. I send you a big hug from Costa Rica.
Gabosoto
2017-03-14 16:08:24 +0000 UTC
Oh no =( Let his memory live on in you and your work. I hope all the best for you. Please remember to take care of yourself as well. *hugs*
Simon
2017-03-14 16:08:11 +0000 UTC
I'm so immensely sorry. take care of yourself.
Luciana Keil
2017-03-14 16:07:50 +0000 UTC
Oh my god, Alex! I'm so sorry :(
I'm sure everyone here is here for you, if you need us.
If there's anything we can do to help please just say.
*enormous hugs*
Jon Watson
2017-03-14 16:07:44 +0000 UTC
Rest in peace.
David Gutiérrez Álvarez
2017-03-14 16:07:44 +0000 UTC
I'm sorry for your loss 😔 stay strong
2017-03-14 16:07:18 +0000 UTC
Hey. I'm.so sorry for your loss.
2017-03-14 16:06:54 +0000 UTC