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Dear Patrons, dear friends,


This is the most difficult message I have to write.

My husband passed away Saturday 4 of March. 

He fought the cancer recurrence like a warrior for nearly a year. 

But the last chemotherapy didn't work and the cancer spread out quickly and took him away in few weeks.


I took this picture of him in 2013, just before he started the first chemotherapy for the "first" cancer. 


He was my lover for nearly nine years and we got married 2 years ago. 

He was my best friend, my lover, a gentle soul and my complete inspiration for my work. The emptiness that he's leaving in my life is immense.


The last weeks have been very tough and I need some time to recover. 

I will send some old rewards (September and October 2015) for February and March pledges.  I hope you'll understand...


I will be back to work real soon. I want to and I need to.  And he wanted me to stay positive and active.


I come back to you as soon as I can.


Alex


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Yes, he was...

Albron

What a beauty!

James Armstrong

Blessings to you, B Safe

Thomas Ori

This is so sad

Charles McGillivray

So sad and hard...really sorry and hope you'll get the enouhg strength to keep on . A warm hug

FHG

Very sorry to hear 😞.

The world has lost another Angel! You should create his character in 3D so he will be with us forever! My regards to you for your loss. Big HUGS!

MARCUS

very very sorry for your loss.

My late sincere condolences on your loss. Can feel with you. I have cancer myself since 1 1/2 years...but at least I count about 60 years.

Guerino Gentili

My condolences on your loss your husband is in a better place now.

Karan Bains

New here, and being a bone cancer patient can understand in part what he went thru. Hopefully you are slowly carrying on as am sure it is something alex would have probably wanted, courage and keep moving forward.

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Javon Ezell

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nicolas rafael

Sorry to have learned of this. Cancer is awful and touches too many lives. Hope you are healing well.

Wade Foster

My grandfather passed on January to cancer. My family from the countryside of china was a bit homophobic, but I never grew to be. Losing a loved one is tough. Sorry about yours man

Kevin Chen

I'm so sorry, buddy :(

Anachorète_boï

Condolences :(

Condolences for your loss. Our thoughts are with you.

WK2-Over

I'm so sorry for you loose take every second that you need and more

StallionMuscle88

My deepest condolences for your loss

I am DEEPLY sorry for your loss! I lost my mother to Ovarian Cancer two years ago after her 4 year battle with it. My heart and prayers go out to you in this time of incredible sorrow. Best Wishes.

hotguywoof

Wow!! Nice!))) <3

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Alex, offering hugs of comfort and wishes that your best positive memories help you through your grief.

Tim Clements-Levin

I'm really sorry for you Alex, be strong, and these love will be always remembered.

Dear Alex, I am so so sorry to hear of his passing. You always have such a hopeful and positive attitude here and I'm sure that beauty helped him as well every day. Sending you lots of good thoughts during this very difficult time. Many hugs for you. 💖

James C

I am sorry for your loss :( be strong Alex

Zave

I feel very depressed to hear this, and I Understand that why your work has such a unique strong feeling compared others', Hope everything is well.

♥️ praying

Adam jauregui

My heart, along with many others, aches for you. I know it'll be a difficult time ahead. Reach out if you feel it's too much to bear. Your grief is yours, and yours alone-- but others can help you carry it from time to time.

Kit

I feel very sad for you ! The words cant replace the truth but I only wanted to support you with these simple ones.

Flying Sailor

my thoughts & prayers are of & with you & yours in these dark times at hand

True

Deepest condolences to you, Alex. I know there's really nothing to say that will make it better. Just know there are people who don't even know you who are wishing the best for you....

Malik M.L. Williams

My heart goes out to you Alex. I can imagine how this must be extremely difficult for you. I have been with my husband for 9 years and we have been married for 2 years, I cannot fathom to think how this would devastate me if the same thing happened. Please take sometime off to mourn.

i am very sorry to learn this.

ripped

Just checking if u start to feel better, Alex. ((big hug))

icyhugs

Be strong

Our college choir is learning this song right now and during last night's rehearsal, I could not stop thinking about you and your dear soulmate and how you must be feeling. Although the music spoke to me and I understood enough to get some sense of it, I had to look up the translation to feel sure. You are probably familiar with it - but here is the text. Dirait-on Abandon entouré d'abandon, tendresse touchant aux tendresses... C'est ton intérieur qui sans cesse se caresse, dirait-on; se caresse en soi-même, par son propre reflet éclairé. Ainsi tu inventes le thème du Narcisse exaucé. - Morten Lauridsen

Pratev

I am so sorry to hear about your loss. 😢 You are in my prayers.

Ganymede T. Enceladus

OH god! So so sorry about this. Hope you can get better :) There is no more pain in heaven .

N!cholas

Very sad. Courage.

Arthur vos Savant

So sorry for your loss my brother! Sending you love and positive thoughts.

Terrence Xavier

Sorry for your loss. I'm sending you my love and support.

Bobby

We are so sorry for your loss. Sending love and positive energy.

Trevor Matthews

Alex, I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your husband. Hope you will be strong and get over with it.

Feifei He

Yves and I are heartbroken over your loss! Oh Alex - we are so terribly sorry. . . Although Vincent has moved on, he hasn't left you. Death may end a life - but never a relationship.

AwareinFL

Alex, I'm SO sorry to hear about Vincent's passing. My heart goes out to you. Hugs of comfort - Tim in Seattle, USA

Tim Clements-Levin

Oh.... no.... ((((big squeezing hug)))) I'm so so sorry for your loss, Alex. My condolences to u and ur love's families and friends. Take your time and don't hold back the tears. U'll need them to let the hurt go. ((((hug))))

icyhugs

Cela faisait plusieurs semaines que nous n'avions plus de tes nouvelles sur Patreon ou Facebook et je m'attendais au pire .... et le pire est arrivé. Je suis sincèrement désolé pour toi Alex et je te présentes toutes mes condoléances ... C'est une terrible épreuve que tu dois traverser et tous tes fans te soutiennes, en espérant que tu es bien entouré par ta famille et tes amis. Courage et prends soin de toi ♥

DD

I'm really sorry about your loss Alex.... my condolences to you and to his family =( We are here for anything you need man, take your time and be strong...

Joseph

So sorry to hear of your loss Alex - I cannot imagine - my thoughts are with you. Font stay away too long ❤

Brian James

Oh mon dieu qu'elle horrible nouvelle . De tout coeur avec toi . Courage mec

Can't imagine harder times... very sorry to hear that, I hoped everything was finally fine. I wish you are surrounded now, anyway we all think about you.

CLX

You have to be strong. Very bad time comes. Your followers are with you.

Abc200909

Am so so sorry for your loss. A beautiful guy. Always be grateful for the time and love you were able to share.

Edward Kevin Dentzer

I don't even know you, nor did I know him, and I'm sad to hear that. I admire the relationship that you had, and your love, I hope that you are able to make it through each and every day. My prayers and thoughts are with you.

Alex, I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your husband. Work is good therapy, but be sure to focus on taking care of yourself during this difficult time. Hugs.

sad to read this :(

BFGM

my deepest condolences Alex...please take the time to heal yourself and your family.

When I saw no posts, I prayed harder, hoping that your hubby will get healed and get better. My deepest condolences for your loss and I hope you treat all our well-wishes as concrete signs of our support for you.

It's really break my heart, i'm so sorry for your loss

Nitro 404

My condolences, sorry for your loss Alex.

Breaks my heart Alex , I'm so sorry for your loss, it's easy to say that but ...I'm truly sorry...take all the time you need be with friends and family and find the place you need to be to take care of you. You are in my thoughts ..truly and sincerely -Leonardo

Leonard Casiano

Sorry for your loss.

I hope you're ok Alex! take care and eyes forward! He would love you to be happy too!

God what a beautiful man! You were blessed to have his Love and companionship. Chin up! We love you!

Thomas Polk

I was so afraid when you didn't post. Ah, I'm so sorry for your loss! Please accept my most sincere condolences. :-(

Pratev

😞

Stefan Moldenhauer

I'm so sorry for your loss :( You can take your time forever. We will waiting for you. A big hug for you <3

Mickey Mak

Sending as much love as possible thru the internet. You take as much time as you need x

I'm so sorry to hear that! Please take every time you need!

Philippe Zwick Eby

I'm sorry man, I can't imagine what you are going through right now.

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. Losing a loved one, and especially your partner, to cancer is more difficult than words can describe. Please know our thoughts are with you, and you will continue to have my ongoing support. Please take the time you need.

Furious-teapot

Alex take your time! A big big hug! ❤️

AKE

I am so sorry for your loss.

Luke

im sorry for your and your families loss.

furry81

my condolences

💔😭😭😭😭

I'm sorry for your loss! ❤ Sending some love and positivity your way. :: hugs ::

Jason Elgar

Sorry for your loss. Best wishes as you move forward.

Michael

*hugs* He sounds like a really amazing man. You are so blessed to have shared time with such a great partner! Much love and strength to you going forward. It is never easy, but it is the price we pay for love.

;(

Juhanart

Dear Alex, I'm so sorry to hear about the lost of your mate, yet so happy that the devotion that to two of you had for each other will transcend far beyond anything or one that you will every know. You were there to care for him so that he wasn't alone and he will always be there for you even though he's in spirit. We will always be here to support you and share the lost with you. Remember, you are not alone. All the love and care in the world my friend. James

James Smith

I'm so sorry for your loss

I'm sorry for your loss.

He looks like he inspired your artwork. Take care of yourself. Big hugs

Dave Davenport (dogspunk)

i'm so sorry for you loss :(

JoJi

😢😢😢😢😢😢

Yul_nt

I'm so very sorry to hear that. I know there is nothing I can say or do to help, but know that you are loved, and in our thoughts. In my opinion, you need to not worry about us for awhile, and take care of yourself. Everyone will understand. Take care of yourself!

Paul (Chiron)

Dear Alex, I too am sorry to hear about the passing of your husband. I hope your family and his family are close by to support you and each other at this difficult time. Big hugs 🤗 to you and your close family. x

Colin Gerrard

I am really sorry for your loss :(

Alex I am so sorry and devistated for you ... you must take care and not worry about producing art for us, we totally understand and will continue to give you support. sending much love and hugs

Dom

Dear Alex, I'm so so sorry to hear of your loss. I can't imagine how hard this must be for you right now, but I want to thank you for sharing your life with us and showing us what a beautiful person you are. Sending you lots of love and warm thoughts from Chicago. ::hugs::

James C

Take what time you need. The grieving process is unique to each of us and you need to honor yours. We'll be waiting, and will send what cyber support we can as you need. Be good to yourself, honor your loss, and when you're ready, return. *hugs*

John Jay Jacobs

So sorry to hear this devastating news. Like all your patrons (and friends) my thoughts are with you Alex. He'll always be in your heart and someway in your amazing works!

EMILIO JULIAN OLIVAN

our condolences to you, BIG HUGS.......and from my own experiences, grief for someone so dear will never go away but only fade into acceptance, so if possible please talk more to family member and friends about it, the more u talk about it the easier to accept fully deep down. BIG HUGS again from us to u and your family.

J. SONG

J'avais beau m'y attendre j'étais resté triste pour toi cette nuit, mais c'était au moins autant dû à mon deuil à moi qu'au tien. Maintenant avec la photo de ton mari, je pense uniquement à vous. Ça avait vraiment l'air d'être un gars bien, gentil et authentique. J'espère que savoir que des dizaines de personnes sont tristes de ce qui t'arrive pourra te rendre la vie un peu moins difficile, au moins pour quelques secondes. Yves.

Belgium1point

So sorry.

Ken Fletcher

Am so sorry. My condolences. He looks like he was a wonderful guy. So glad you had the time each other you had. Recently lost the love of my life as well. Take care.

Danny Provencio

My heat aches for you, I am so sorry for your loss. As far as I am concerned take all the time you need. Will be sending good energy your way.

Daniel Gardner

Sorry for your loss, and both your lover and us will be here with you, be strong.

Sorry for your loss. Be strong :

BluexTora

Sorry to hear that. Be as strong as possible in these times. Lots of love from us.

Sorry to hear about your loss. Stay strong!

I am sorry to hear that as well... My condolences... Please stay strong throughout this tough moment of time...

bluecoolz

We are so immensely sorry. This is something we did not expect, and were so rooting for his recovery as our dad is fighting cancer himself. We can not imagen what you are going through and our harts are with you. Huge love hugs and good vibes are being sent your way.

BOMBELKIE

Sorry to hear love, just know whatever you do and whatever happens he will be there no matter what in spirit. I am very sorry for your lost , you are in title to let your heart heal. I wish I could say more, but we arent really aquainted like that. Just keep your soul strong nd know you can battle any obsticle no matter how mass it can be. Take his death and put positve energy around it. He may not be here physically but he with you always.....all you do is have to ask. Have a fuxking fantastic week and take it easy. Day by day and dont be scared to let it all out. All the best to you!

Alex I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you. Your work is an inspiration! My condolences.

So very sorry to hear this. My thoughts are with you during his difficult time.

My condolences. He will live in your heart and sweet memory.

Such an awful thing to have to go through, I simply can't imagine. Thoughts are with you xx

Andy Heath

I'm so sorry for your loss. May he Rest In Peace. My condolences to you and his family : (

Veasna Mao

💔

I'm sorry for your loss.

I'm so sorry for your loss. But you aren't alone we'll here for you and support you. Love

athiphat.rn

I pray that his soul may rest in peace.

My dear Alex, I am heartbroken with that terrible news. My condolences for you and his family. I send you a big hug from Costa Rica.

Gabosoto

Oh no =( Let his memory live on in you and your work. I hope all the best for you. Please remember to take care of yourself as well. *hugs*

Simon

I'm so immensely sorry. take care of yourself.

Luciana Keil

Oh my god, Alex! I'm so sorry :( I'm sure everyone here is here for you, if you need us. If there's anything we can do to help please just say. *enormous hugs*

Jon Watson

Rest in peace.

David Gutiérrez Álvarez

I'm sorry for your loss 😔 stay strong

Hey. I'm.so sorry for your loss.


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