Considering rewards!

Sheesh I'm talking a lot to you these days (´ ∀ ` *)

I'm afraid I must ask you for a bit of patience as I will be able to come back to rewards only later this month or in the middle of the next month.

In short, I have something come up concerning my family and to resolve this I had to spend money I didn't plan to spend. Sadly, I'm a jobless, worthless idiot, so my savings were barely enough for that.  I have to be a bit more concentrated on commissions once again.

So I'm just asking you to be a little bit patient about that (￣▽￣*)ゞ
Thank you for your support and understanding (´ ε ` )♡

To those who like to read rants and get angry together with people:

Some time ago my biological father died, as he had no will, everything he had was split between his children and his wife. There's this Hollywood, no kidding, story about how the said wife was pretending not to know that my biological father had 3 daughters and was trying to hide his death for almost a year. Mind you, this bitch knew us all personally. But the police found my older sister and then she told us about that matter. And then there was a lot of lawyers' work etc. In the end, my older sis could get the inheritance for us.
And then happened another problem, my older sis is an alcoholic... you see where this is going. She had power of attorney for my other sis and me. She took all the money... and disappeared for a few months. When she appeared again, she was calling all drunk to our mom, telling her nonsense and well, all money disappeared. Not that I actually had an illusion I'll have those money, nor I ever wanted anything from my biological father, but let's say that event didn't help me with my trust issues.
Later my second sis visited my older sis, we all three live in different countries, and just confirmed everything. Also, she couldn't find out biological father's grave as his wife refused to tell her anything. And after she left back home, my older sister told us that she spent only her own money, and ours are blocked at the bank...

And I had to spend money on the tickets for the train, plane, and hotel to go there and once and for all figure the situation out. It cost a lot, I didn't plan to pay that and now I'm out of money :D
And I also owe my therapist for a few sessions as there was no way of paying her atm 'cause thank-you-the-dumb-war.
As I told above, I'm a jobless disappointment to my parents, so commissions are the only way atm.

So here we are. Crying in the shower, at a peak of the self-hate and self-depreciation, trying to put pieces of life together.

End of rant, thank you for reading xD

p.s. sorry for any mistakes, Engrish is my 3rd language, I usually try to write less