~Marvel: Bucky Barnes X Listener NSFW: Physical Intimacy~ {Patreon Exclusive}

It's a big step for him, but if he's ready, you trust him.

Contains: Established Relationship, First Time (together), Mutual Masturbation, Slight Voyuerism, Fingering, Cowgirl Position, Lotus Position, Bareback Sex, Dirty Talk, Body Worship, Kissing, Petnames (Doll, Sweetheart), Creampie.

A slightly different take on a first time! I wanted it to kind of be a story of Bucky's opening up to physical intimacy after such a long time, and just showing a little bit of how much he's grown as well as how you don't necessarily have to treat sex as this 'super serious' thing. That you can have fun with the one you care for and you don't have to pretend or play it cool. I hope you enjoy!

NOTE: This audio is for July of this year (OOF). Thanks for patience and understanding!

~Audio Transcript Below~

Bucky: *shuddering sigh*

It’s….it’s nothing….

*inhale*

Alright….it’s not….nothing…..it’s just…..

*pause*

No, It’s—*chuckles* slow down for a second so you stop putting words in my mouth, Doll…..

*pause*

It’s just been a while…..might take me a bit to….get back on my feet metaphorically speaking…..

*pause*

I know I don’t have to if I don’t want to….but trust me……I want to…..

*pause, skin touches*

I can’t tell you how much I’ve been thinking about it…..

*pause*

And even that is an improvement from before……

Any time I thought about getting intimate with anyone….I’d be overcome by this feeling of…..terror…..that I was gonna hurt someone…..

*soft sigh* Not anymore……not with you……

*soft kiss*

So please, Doll……don’t worry about me……let’s just……enjoy ourselves……

*soft kiss*

And don’t be afraid to laugh……people are still too serious about sex….

*pause*

As long as we’re having fun…..who cares how silly we are…..

*soft kissing*

*hums* your lips are always so sweet…….feel so nice against mine, Doll……

*pause*

I’m not sure……there anything in particular you’re wanting?

*moans softly*

I can agree with that……

*pause*

Oh…..I just…..sort of have an idea……

*chuckles into a kiss*

*lowly*

Why don’t we show one each other how we like to be touched…?

*hushes*

You won’t look silly at all…..I promise….

*pause*

You’ll look stunning……

*softly*

I can start….if that makes you less nervous…..

*soft, quick kiss* Absolutely, Doll….

C’mon….let’s get more comfortable……

*shuffling*

Let’s lay next to each other…..

*hums*

Yeah….just like that……

*hushes*

You don’t have to do anything for now……just watch….

*soft skin touches*

*soft moan*

*chuckles softly* See this?

This is all you, baby……

This is what you do to me…..

*soft moans and groans*

*laughs*

You can ask questions…..if you want…..

*soft panting*

I—um well….it’s not a death grip or anything,……oh but I do like a tighter grip….when I’m being pulled off…..

*lowly*

Or doing it myself…..

*moans*

Oh Doll…….I don’t know if I could count the times I’ve brought myself off, thinking of you……

*moans into soft kiss*

Ah-yeah……then I…..at the head…..twist my wrist a little bit…..the twirl…it—*shudder moans*—feels nice…..

*soft panting and moaning*

C-can you touch yourself now?

*swallows*

God, Sweetheart.....what I wouldn't give to see you giving yourself pleasure......

*soft kiss*

*moans*

Oh.......Yes.....

Don't you look stunning......

Just the lightest sheen of sweat across your body.....God....I could look at you forever and never get tired of it.....

F-fuck.....

*soft moaning and panting*

Yeah? That feel good? Touching yourself while watching me do the same?

*chuckles* it's good....isn't it?

*moans*

That's right.....show me......please show me how you make yoruself feel good.....

*panting and moaning*

*shuffling*

One second......I'm gonna grab some lube.....

*shuffling*

*cap opening*

*wet sounds*

*wet stroking sounds*

*sharp moan* Oh yeah.....that's it.....sh-shit.....

*panting and moaning*

*chuckles* Y-yeah.....I like lube......much better than the stuff we had way back when.......

*moans* I like the smooth glide.......

*panting and moaning*

Look at you.....the way your chest heaves as you moan and pant.....you're......*swallows* really reactive, Doll

*panting*

Ah-h.....you want some lube too?

H-here.....

*soft click*

*hums*

Yeah.....gonna get yourself nice and slippery.....

*soft gasp*

Y-you're......f-fuck!....seeing you finger yourself.....

You like that?

*moans*

A-are.....oh f-fuck.....are you getting yourself ready for me?

*groans*

*panting and moans*

S-Sweetheart.....sweetheart please.....I.....goddamn I wanna touch you.....

I wanna be the one to pull those noises from your mouth.....the one to give you pleasure......

*moans*

Can I help prepare you for me?? Can I stretch you out so you can take my cock easier?

*groans into kiss*

Oh--God you're a fucking wonder.......

That's it.....oh yeah.......f-fuck, you're so hot inside.....

*moaning and panting kisses*

Another one?

*hums*

*groans*

You like that? You like my fingers inside you?

Fuck.....I like it too, Doll.....

*lowly*

I can't wait until it's my cock.....

*panting and moaning*

Can I touch you more....? Is there anywhere else you liked to be touched?

*swallows* I wanna make sure you're feeling the best you can.....I want you to feel nothing but pleasure when you're with me like this.....while we're touching ourselves, and touching each other.......

Please.....tell me......

*breathes a sigh* Oh....yes, Doll.....

*moaning kisses and pants*

F-fuck.....I.....are you ready? C-can I?

I wanna be inside you so bad.....it's gonna feel so fucking good......you're gonna feel so good.....your wet heat clenching down around my cock......

*hushes*

It's ok, Sweetheart.....I'm going to make you feel so good......

*lowly* How do you want me? However you want it, I'll give it to you.....

*groans*

You wanna be on top?

Fuck yeah.......

*shuffling*

Getting to see you using my cock for pleasure? Getting to look up and see how beautiful you look?

*chuckles*

Can't think of a better view than that......

*soft kiss*

I'll help you, one second.....

Here we go......

There we are.....

*pause*

Here.....hand me the lube again......

*pause*

I wanna make sure this doesn't hurt any Sweetheart.....and please tell me if it does.....

*pause*

It doesn't matter how slow we have to go....I want it to all feel good......

*chuckles into kiss*

No.....I'm just not an asshole....it's not that hard......

*hums* Ah-ah.....there we go.....nice and slick for you.....

*pause*

Can I rest my hands here? On your hips?

*shuffling*

There we go.....

Control the pace how you want, Doll......

*moans softly*

God, I can't believe I'm going to be inside you.....it's going to feel so so good, I just know.....

*pause*

*soft hitch of breath*

Oh~ f-fuck

*soft panting* I was right......so fucking hot......

Take--*swallows*--take your time.......however you need it....

*soft moaning and panting*

Th-there.....oh fuck.......all the way inside.....

F-fuck.....this must be what Heaven feels like......

*swallows* H-how about you? G-good? All nice and settled?

*breathes* Good....good......

Whenever you're ready......

*soft wet noises*

Oh....Doll......

F-fuck......you're so good........

*soft moans and pants*

I was right.......I was fucking right.....

You feel--*swallows*--and look.....like a fucking dream......

*sharp moans*

Oh~!

*hisses in a breath*

I-I'm good.....just......*chuckles*--Just trying not to thrust up into you yet.......not until you're ready?

*groans*

Oh, Doll......you can't just say things like--

*sharp moan*

Alright--f-fuck--alright.....*chuckles* I get the message......

*thrusting*

Yeah.....oh yeah....just like that......oh bounce on my cock just like that, Baby........

*panting*

It's been too long.....been way too fucking long.....

*moans and pants*

Thank you, Sweetheart.....thank you for this......you're so good......

Love you.....love you so much......

*panting*

What? What is it?

*pause*

You wanna kiss?

*coos softly*

Oh Sweetheart, I can do that for you....

One sec, just let me move us.....hold on tight.....

*shuffling*

Shift your legs over my hips?

*shuffling*

A-h.....there we go.....

That's better, isn't it?

*lowly* And now I can kiss your beautiful face, just like you wanted......

*kiss*

*moaning kisses and pants as thrusts start back up*

*through pants*

Oh~ fuck....I--*swallows* I don't think--*kisses*--I'm gonna last that long, Doll....

You feel so good....it's been.....*chuckles* it's been a long while since I've felt this good....

*moans*

You do this.....you make me feel this good......God I feel like I'm not in control of myself.....

I just wanna stay like this with you.......

*moaning and panting*

Ah~ Y-you too?

*chuckles*

Then let's fall over the precipice together.....who's to care about how long it takes but us?

As long as it keeps feeling like this? I don't give a damn.....

*pause*

*chuckles* Glad you agree....

*moans, kissing, panting, groans*

Like that....yeah~Like that Baby.......oh close.....oh so fucking close.....

*panting*

I-inside? Outside? I--fuck--I should have asked before, but......

*kisses*

Ok--ok....got you.....inside.....yeah....

*panting into more frantic kisses*

Close....close.....gonna come....gonna come inside you, Doll......

Oh....let me hold you.....let me kiss you.....together.....please, Baby....together.....

*panting and moaning crescendos*

Oh~ F-fuck~! Coming~

*groaning moan*

Y-yeah....come on my cock....ju-just like that~ Oh fuck! Clenching so tight around me~! F-fuck....fuck!

*harsh panting*

*panting slows*

*soft kiss*

*chuckle*

Helluva first time together.....huh, Doll?

*pause*

*chuckle*

Like I said, I don't give a rats ass if it didn't last that long.....it's hardly going to be the last time.....right?

*chuckles*

Not if you or I have anything to say about it, Sweetheart.....

*soft kiss*

*sighs dreamily* Oh~ I love you......

*softly, a little more shy* I really do.....

*soft kiss*

I'm so lucky to have you, Doll......

Thank you......

*pause*

Not just for this.....

But for everything......

*soft kiss*