~The Arcana: Julian Devorak X Listener NSFW: Confidence~ {Patreon Exclusive}

Dominating Julian for the first time is a little daunting, but he has complete and utter faith in you.....

Contains: Previously Established Relationship, Dom/Sub Dynamics, Role Switching, Spanking(Volume Warning), Pain Kink, Frottage, Orgasm Control, Hands Free Orgasm, Light Cock and Ball Torture (Stepping on Genitals), Begging, Dirty Talk, Safewords (Word and Colors), Petnames (My Love), Titles (Master)

The premise for this audio I really wanted to show that not everyone is perfectly confident being a dominant of their partner, especially if they've never done it before. I wanted Julian to be a little bit of a guiding hand, showing his complete trust in the listener, and then the further on in the audio it gets, the more the listener takes over and Julian falls into true Subspace. As for the Cock and Ball Torture tag, he's not actually being tortured, more he's got the pressure of the listener's foot against him, and it feels good but also hurts, so I feel it qualifies. I hope that you all enjoy!

NOTE: This is the last NSFW Exclusive for November, not the first for December!

~Audio Transcript Below~

Julian: Remember, you've been in this situation before, the roles are simply reversed.......

If pretending that you're me and acting as I do when I dominate you will help you, then do it that way.....

Or if you decide to go an entirely new route, then that works as well......

*pause*

You're not going to hurt me.......

Knowing you, you've done your absolute best to memorize the list of hard and soft limits that I gave you.......

And I swear to you that I will communicate at any point if I am uncomfortable......

My safeword is 'Beetle'.........and we'll also use green, yellow and red to check in.......

*soft kiss*

I assure you, моя любовь (moya lyubov') {My love}, you have thought everything down to the last detail.....you have everything under control......

And if there is a moment where you are unsure, you can ask me......

There is no rule that states that you must not break character or something bad will happen.......it's more the opposite really......

I promise you it won't ruin the scene........communication could never ruin a scene for me.......

*soft kiss*

I know.........*whispers* I was nervous the first time dominating as well.......

*Lowly* But I have a suspicion once the feeling of my submission washes over you.......you will find your way.......

I've been told that I am quite the sight to see when I am on my knees begging........

We can start with that, if you'd like.........

*hums into a kiss* Yes Master........

*shuffling*

Yes, of course.........from here on out.....you're in control......

Just remember, моя любовь (moya lyubov') {My love}, I'll be right here the whole time.........

I love you........

*long pause*

*inhales sharply*

Ah~

Wh-what is this?

Ah.....it is......u-uhm........

*moans softly* It's an erection.......Master........

*pause*

Y-yes.....it's for you......only ever for you......

*swallows*

I......t-the idea of you.......being in control over me......it's........gods it makes me so hard......

To be powerless at your feet........

*moans* Master........

Mmhhhmnnnn.....y-yes.....y-your foot, on my cock.....feels so good......

*pause*

Is there.....is there anything you'd like me to d-do....Master?

*swallows*

Y-yes.......

*soft moans and groans*

Oh.......I-I'm such a slut that---that even just your foot pressing against my cock.....w-while I rut against it is enough to f-feel so good.........

It's so good, Master.....thank you.....thank you........

*moaning and panting*

D-do you want m-me to come this way? W-what do you want? Please Master.....tell me and I'll do it.....I'll do anything.....

*pause*

*slap*

*gasp* Oh!

*panting*

F-forgive me, Master.....I just wanted........

*panting*

*huffs wryly, a little proud* Y-you're right.....

*back into character* Of course you're right Master......it's not about what I want.....p-please.....forgive me.......

*swallows*

A.....a punishment........

*moans*

Yes.....please......Master.......please punish me for my insubordination........

Undress? Yes.....yes........

*shuffling*

There......I am.....bare for you.......

*swallows*

A-and so hard......y-yes.......

*moans*

I am.....a slut.....for you.......

*pause*

Oh my hands and knees.........

*shuffling*

Like this?

*pause*

Do you wish for me not to speak until I ask for permission?

*swallows*

Yes, Master.......

*long pause*

Permission to speak?

*moans*

W-watching you walk around me.....inspect me.......as if I am nothing more than a pet.......something for you to play with…..it......really turns me on.......

Please punish me for my previous insubordination......

*pause*

*spank*

*surprised moan* M-master~!

*spank*

AH~!

*panting*

P-permission....t-to speak........

F-forgive me, Master......I'm sorry for speaking out of turn........

*pause*

I......I don't know.......I don't think I'll be able to keep from making any noise at all......

B-but speaking.....I think I can refrain.....for my punishment.......

*moans*

Thank you.....thank you Master.......you are so good to me.......

*pause*

*spanks interspersed with moans and groans*

*harsh panting*

T-thank you....Master~.......

G-green.......

I'm d-dripping........the pain......felt so good.........felt so good to be punished by you.......

Thank you for punishing me......for putting me in my place......

*panting*

I......I kept thinking about how good your hand felt on me.....even though it was delivering pain......

It all.....mixed together......with the pleasure......until everything felt good......

Everything you give me feels good, Master......

Please.....please.....more.....anything........

I'll do anything for you........

*pause*

O-on my back?

Yes......

*shuffling*

Like this?

*moans*

*shudders*

Y-your f-foot.....it feels.........

It's different when I am naked........

*pause*

N-no moving?

I...

*swallows*

If I don't move I get to come?

A-and if I do.......you're going to ruin my orgasm?

*moans* Yes, Master.....please....please......

I.......I'll keep my hands to myself......above my head.......like this.....

*moans*

Thank you Master.......I look good.....you made me this way......it's all for you.....you did this......

*moans*

*moaning and shuddering*

Ah~ It's so good......oh Master......

My cock is so hard and wet.......

I-I love being beneath you like this......under your heel.......begging for pleasure but so beneath you......

It's so good......

I----I want to thrust so b-badly.....c-chase the pleasure......but.....but it's not for me to take.....it's for you to give.....oh-fuck~!

*harsh moaning and panting*

H-Harder.....please Master harder.....please.....step on my....grind your heel into me.......make me feel how much power you have over me......

I need it....please.....I'll do anything.....anything.......please~!

*hard panting and moaning*

Master~!

I......I'm.....I'm getting close.......I c-can f-feel it......

May I come......May I please have your permission to come, Master?

*harsh moan* Oh~!

*panting*

Ah.....Master........

*panting*

Y-you.....you want me to c-come.....hands free?

*moans*

You want to watch as I try to struggle to come without any touch?

*whimpers*

Yes.....Yes Master.......

I......I only have three minutes?

I don't get to come otherwise?

*pause*

*swallows* No.....no it isn't a problem.......thank you Master.....

May I....thrust my hips?

Y-yes.......no touching.....I understand.......

*harsh panting*

Ah.......ah......e-even just thrusting into the air......it.....it's......normally not enough......b-but you....staring.....you watching me......

I want to please you so badly.....I want to be your good boy.....I want to come.....

Master, I want so much........please~!

*harsh panting and moaning*

Oh......oh.....I'm....I'm close.....I'm.....oh I'm going to come~!

I'm going to come because you told me to.....and because you're watching me.....expecting it from me......and....I don't.....I don't want to fail you.....

You have....s-so much control over me that I'm going to come w-without touching my cock~!

*crescendoing moans and whimpers*

Oh, I'm coming......I'm coming~ C-coming~!

Ahhhmnnnn~ M-Masterrrrr~!

*whimpering moans*

Oh, f-fuck.......

*panting*

Yes--*swallows*--yes I'm alright.......

*pause*

T-thank you......T-that....that orgasm really took it out of me.....*chuckles*

*pause*

Oh Darling, you did wonderful.....I.......I can't tell you how amazing it was........

*grunts softly*

Hm........you smell so nice........

Your bed is always so comfortable.......

*hums*

Can we sit here.....for just a moment?

*pause*

Thank you.....

*soft breathing*

I know I helped you along a little bit in the beginning, but it really was a lovely thing to witness you fall into that dominating mindset the further we went along......

By the end.....it was all you, моя любовь (moya lyubov') {My love}.........

You did it!

And how do you feel? Do you want to keep trying it? You being Dominant?

*pause*

Of course it doesn't have to be all the time....I know how much you like submitting to me........however, I hope that this experience tells you how much I like submitting to you.......

*soft kiss*

With more practice comes more confidence......we'll understand our dynamics better......and all dominant and submissive relationships are different.......the one we share when I'm dominating you can be completely different to when you're dominating me.....

It can also be quite similar.....

That's one of the fun parts.....exploring it together.......figuring it out......

I'd like to continue to figure it out with you.....the idea of you being fully confident with your domination over me?

*shudders* It's an intoxicating image.......

*soft kiss*

Anything for you, моя любовь (moya lyubov') {My love}.........