~The Arcana: Julian Devorak X Listener NSFW: Suspended~ {Patreon Exclusive}

He's so pretty, wrapped up and hung like a decoration, isn't he?

Contains: BDSM, Sub! Julian, Shibari, Suspension, RACK (Risk Aware Consensual Kink), Handjob, Humiliation and Degradation (Use of the words: 'Slut' and 'Whore), Begging, Dirty Talk, Loud Cropping/Whipping/Slapping Sounds, Safeword ('Beetle'), Pain Kink, Edging/Orgasm Control, Petnames (Lover and My Love)

The minute that I saw that Julian was going to win this month, I knew that Suspension was the kink that I was going to use for him lol. Not only because thematically it works for the monthly theme and for him, but because I've been wanting to explore suspension as a kink for a while! I also just wanted Julian kind of going mad over being suspended and controlled by the listener, and being turned on by how embarrassed he is at how much he likes being tied up and suspended, so he has a little dirty mouth in this one lol. Anyways, I hope you all enjoy!

NOTE: This is one of the NSFW Exclusives for March 2022. Thank you for your patience!

~Audio Transcript Below~

Julian: Something that I've.....wanted to try?

*chuckles nervously* I'm....I'm that obvious....aren't I?

I'm simply.....nervous......

*swallows*

I know from....personal experience that......you enjoy tying people up......

And gods do I enjoy it too.......

*pause*

But....I heard......from Asra that you also like to......tie people up and......suspend them off the ground.....while you play with them........

*swallows roughly*

You can....probably see where this is going.......

I would......very much like to.......to be tied up and....suspended.....

*pause*

The idea of being weightless.......giving that type of control to you? Not only not being able to move, but being off the ground, to where....the only way that I can get out is if you let me down? It.......it's incredibly appealing to me.......

Plus.....you tie such pretty patterns.....I'm sure that you would make me look......

*hushed* beautiful.........

*pause*

I would very much like it if we tried.........

*swallows*

Ah.....y-yes....there is.....m-more.......

I.....would also like to be blindfolded......I don't.....want to have to really think about anything.......I can give myself up to you.....to the sensations.......and not have to be worried about being pulled out of my head........

*getting more excited as he speaks*

A-and.......perhaps.....a little bit of.....cropping.......while I'm suspended as well? I won't be able to predict it at all and.......and that thought......Oh gods......excites me as well......

*softly panting*

I...I.......

*moans softly*

*hushed but excited*

A-and.....there is little to no doubt that I will.....enjoy this very much.....my-my cock is already hard....I......

Please.......maybe.....a little bit of.....humiliation.....at....just how much I like it.........

*whines softly* I'm....embarrassed by it......but....so.....so turned on.......

*softly panting*

Please......I want it so much.......

Of....of course.....rules.....yes......yes........

I'll do anything you ask.........

*Fade Out*

*Fade Out*

*panting*

Oh.......Моя любовь {Moya lyubov'} (My Love).......it's.....it's so good....f-fuck......

*light slap*

Ah~

I'm....I'm listening......

*soft panting*

Y-yes.......*swallows*

My safeword is Beetle......and I will use it if I start to lose feeling in any of my limbs, or if it starts to get too hard to breathe, or if anything at all....becomes too much for me........

*moans softly* Y-you have a......a set of scissors that will....if needed......be used to cut away the rope......just in case of emergency.........

You will be asking me periodically.......how the feeling of my body is......to be sure that I'm not being injured..........

*moans softly*

Well.....you told me to listen..........

*moans*

P-please.........

*soft moaning and panting mixed with light cropping*

Oh......oh......I'm....I'm so hard.........

*moans*

Y-yes....I'm.....I'm dripping......I can feel it......

*soft moaning and groaning mixed with wet noises*

I--oh! I'm s-so hard b-because......oh.....I love being at your mercy........love having you control me.......

*shudders* I...I am........I love it so much.....it's so.....it's so indecent......but I'm.....I'm.....

*hushed* I'm just your stupid little slut.......

*moaning and panting*

I--I can't thrust into your hand......but I want to....oh gods I want to so bad.......

*whines*

*panting*

*gasps and hisses*

Oh~ It's so good.......f-fuck.....my body.....feels like it's burning up.........

N-nothing.....nothing is pinching.....I can.....I can feel and move all of my fingers and toes.......

*moans* See?

*whimpers*

Please continue......

*swallows* Anything.......give me anything you'll allow.....I....I love all of it so much.......

*moans*

*panting mixed with gasping moans and cropping*

I'm just a stupid......p-pain slut....w-who gets off of not having to be in control.....to having....having my autonomy stripped away and.....given to someone else.......

I know how hard my cock is.....can feel it dripping.........I can't see......but I can almost feel you staring at me......at how aroused I am by this......and *whines* It makes me all the more hard......

It's like......a humiliation........embarrassment.....feed back loop.......th-the more humiliated I feel......t-the harder it makes me......

*whines* All....all for you возлюбленный

{vozlyublennyy} (Lover)........you make me so stupid with pleasure.......

It's all I ever want to be for you.....your stupid pain and pleasure slut.......who gets off on having his control taken away.......

It f-feels like.....like I could come....just like this.........

*harsh whip*

*keens loudly* Ahhhhmnnn~~

*panting*

I......I......N-no.....st-still no tingling.....Everything f-feels......

*rushed out* So fucking good.....

*slap*

*gasp* Ah!!

*hissing pants* I.....I....y-yes....forgive me.......

*soft panting*

N-no......nothing is too uncomfortable......nothing is pinching....or tingling......

*pause*

I.....could you.....could you adjust the rope h-holding me head up? It doesn't hurt now....but the angle might if it's......it's like this for too long.....

*moans softly*

T-thank you.......

I.....I also want to be a good boy for you......along with being.......y-your slut.......

*shifting*

*moans softly*

That is......that is better....yes....

*gasps into soft kiss*

Th-thank you, Моя любовь {Moya lyubov'} (My Love)........

*whines softly* A....a reward?

*Gasps and moans*

Oh......y-your hand....on my cock.....oh.....oh fuck.......

*moaning and panting*

Ah......Ah~

I want to.....I want to thrust so bad.....I.....oh f-fuck......fuck~!

B-but I....I can't....y-yes.....

*through moans*

T-thank you.....thank you for suspending me......for forcing me....to only take pleasure when you give it......I'm such a---a wanton w-whore that.......If I were given control.....I would be even more of an embarrassment......thrusting against y-your hand like an animal........s-such......such a humiliation........

B-but you know.....you know how much of a stupid slut I am f-for you.....so you made sure t-that I couldn't......

Because I can't....can't even control myself......

*moans sharply*

I---I would have come already b-by now.......and our game would have been over......but because you're in control......it's lasted so much longer......it's so good.......so much better......

*whines* Being at your mercy is so much better........

*harsher panting*

Oh.....Oh.....I'm.......I'm getting close.....s-so.....so close.....m-my....my cock is so....h-hot....so fucking wet.......Ah~

*panting* E-edge......?

*whines* Pl-please~ Please control my pleasure.......

Ah~ T-take me to the brink.....and then forbid it.....please....I....I don't want it to be over just yet~

*harsher panting*

Oh.....oh.....oh~

C-close! G-going.....going to~

Oh~ P-please! Please stop it! I'm--I'm coming~!

*harsh gasp and whine*

Ahhhhhh~

*swallows roughly and sniffs*

Thank you~ Thank you for taking it away........thank you for stopping....I don't....I don't want it to end just yet.....please.......

*moaning softly*

*whipping sounds*

*keens* Oh.......Oh yes......whip me......c-cover me in welts and bruises.....p-please......give me pain for being such a fucking whore....I love it....I love it so much.......

*moans and pants with occasional keens*

*panting*

N-no......I don't need to use my safeword......it.....everything feels so good.......

*slap*

Nnnhg!

*softer, more controlled panting* I......Y-yes....I will.....take s-stock.....of myself.....

*panting*

No tingling anywhere.........

*moans softly*

I swear.......

*softer panting*

Nothing is pinching.........The ropes are rubbing against me slightly......but nothing that is too painful.......

*moans* Look....if you wish to.....

*pause*

S-see? R-right as rain........

*moans*

Thank you.......

*gasps sharply*

Ah~

S-so fast.....you're stroking my cock.....s-so....so fast....so hard.....!

Oh~ H-how~ I'm close again~

Ah~!

*harsh panting and moaning*

E-edge....again?

I....I......

*whip*

Nnnhaaahh~

Y-yes!

Edge me.......make me even more stupid with lust......~

*harsh panting and moaning*

It's coming.......oh......oh~ It's.....it's so good......*almost sobbing* it's so fucking good...........

*Harsh panting*

It's---it's!!!!

Going to come~

*through gritted teeth* F-fuck!

Haaaaaaahhhh~

*harsh panting*

T-thank you.....thank you for controlling m-me........

*panting*

Y-yes.....I will.....I will count to thirty........

1........2.......3.......4.......5......6.......7.......8......9......10--

*whip*

*gasps sharply*

Thank you~ Oh~

*swallows* Y-yes.......

11........12......13.......14.......15.......16......17......18......19......20---

*whip*

*keening moan* Yes~!

21.....22.....23......24.......25......26......27....28.....29.....30.....

*harsh wet noises*

AhhahHHHH~!

*harsh panting*

Oh.....oh this is it....this is the o-one....I can.....I can feel it.....please.....please let me come~

I need it.....I need to let it out~

Please.....please~!

*harsh moaning and panting*

*panting crescendos*

Oh~Oh! I'm.....I'm--C-coming~ I'm going to come my stupid fucking brains out~!

*Harsh panting*

AHHhh~!!

*sharp gasp*

NNhhhmmmnaaahh~!

*Harsh whining moans*

Y-yes~! So good~! Thank you!!!

*half sobbing* Thank you~

Nnnnaaaaahh~

*in between pants*

Thank you......thank you......thank you......

*panting slows*

Oh.....Моя любовь {Moya lyubov'} (My Love).......I......so good........

C-can.....can I just hang here.....for a moment? I just.....I feel so.....good.....want it.....just a little longer.........

*long pause filled with soft moans*

Mmmnnaah?

*deep shuddering breath*

Y....yes.....I would like to be untied now........

I'm alright......I promise.......

*pause*

Thank you, Darling........

*Fade out*

*Fade in*

*soft humming and moaning*

Mmmmmm.....we should do this more often......if getting a full body massage is what I get afterwards.......

*pause*

Oh, Моя любовь {Moya lyubov'} (My Love).....it was so good......everything I expected and wanted and more......

You were beyond fantastic.....

Thank you so much......

And this? The aftercare......?

*moans softly* It's good too......

*hums*

Yes yes.....I'll eat more of the fruit and drink more water.........

*soft eating and drinking*

You are incredibly good at this Darling.....being dominating......controlling me......

It was.....*sighs dreamily* it was right out of a dream......

Yes....I had.....such a good time.......

*soft kiss*

And I would not be opposed to doing it again.....having you tie me up in all sorts of different poses......making me cry out for you......

*lowly* Me being your stupid little plaything........

*soft kiss*

Oh.....I look forward to it, Моя любовь {Moya lyubov'} (My Love)