~The Arcana: Julian Devorak X Listener NSFW: New Experiences~ {Patreon Exclusive}

It's all new and exciting, and you're ready to finally experience this with Julian

Contains: Kissing, First Time, Sexual Inexperience, Mild Dirty Talk, Mutual Masturbation, Fingering, Slow Sex, Fluffy Sex, Bareback Sex, Slight Size Kink, Probably Butchered Russian, Nicknames ('My Sunshine' in Russian)

To be perfectly honest, I really struggled with figuring out the premise to this audio. I always worry that I'm being too repetitive with certain subject matters, but I want to thank the Discord members for helping me solidify this as a not boring idea lol. I did have fun just writing a sweet little not super frantic first time love making, so I hope you all enjoy! Also, as always, I'm sorry if my Russian is bad lol.  As always, please let me know if there are any glaring mistakes!

~Audio Transcript Below~

Julian: I know....you've said it several times already.....and I'm not.....trying to undermine you or anything when it comes to......understanding what you want......I simply.......*chuckles nervously* I don't want you to think you have to do this just because we're together.......I don't want you to feel rushed into anything that you're not ready for.....I'd be happy to wait as long as you possibly need.....even if it ends up being never and---

*kiss*

--Right....sorry.....rambling.....I suppose I'm nervous too......

Even people who are experienced in sex......can be nervous when they're with a new person.....and....for me......you....I'm sort of......worried about messing something up.....I want this to be a nice experience for you......

*pause*

You're right......for the both of us.....it should be for the both of us......

*kiss*

Please tell me if I'm going to fast or if....something doesn't feel right or you're uncomfortable or want to stop in any way......no need for any secret words or anything......just say the words, ok? It won't ruin the mood, I promise.......

I want to make you feel good.....because you mean so damn much to me.......

*kiss*

Ok......how do you want to do this? Do you want to start off naked, or do you want to start somewhere else?

*pause*

Kisses? *chuckles* I can do kisses......

*soft kisses*

I want to kiss more than just your lips.....are you alright with that?

Thank you.....I'm going to start with your neck......then work down.....how does that sound?

*chuckles softly* Good....

*soft kisses*

May I touch elsewhere? Like your chest.....and your waist.....and your thighs?

Thank you......

*soft kisses*

*Soft sucking*

*chuckles* Sorry....for laughing....I was.....your reactions......are so sweet......it makes me feel good that you're feeling good.....

Has no one ever really sucked your nipples before?

Do you like it?

*pause*

Would you like me to do it more?

Anything you ask.......

*soft sucking and licking*

Your squirming is also.....also so endearing......I must admit that.....that it is making me hot to know that......that I'm the one introducing you to these feelings.....these experiences......I'm making you feel good......I love that.....

*soft sucking and licking*

*pulls away*

Also....I wanted to ask.....

Do you.....want me to keep sort of......narrating what I'm doing......or.....do you want me to.....just......do things, be more bold?

*pause*

What about you?

You can do anything you want to do to me мое солнышко (moye solnyshko) {my sunshine}

I'll tell you if something doesn't feel good......you can touch me however.....go ahead.....you don't have to be nervous or afraid.......

*skin touch noises*

That feels nice.....your hands are very warm.....

See? You're doing just fine.......

*pause*

I'm not super sensitive on my chest really.....but it still feels nice.......

Absolutely......

*long pause*

*shudders a breath* Ah--it's, it's alright! Your--*swallows*--the soft touch.....surprised me is all......

G-go ahead.....you can touch it......

*shudders a moan*

Ah---that feels....that feels nice......go ahead.....wrap your---wrap your hand around it......

*soft moans*

*snorts a laugh*

Ah---well.....ah....thank you.....people do.....tend to.....comment about the size......

But don't worry.....with the right preparation and some patience......everything will go fine.....as long as we don't get too tense.....

May I touch you too?

*pause*

Yes....at the same time......I'd like to....together.....if you would......

*soft kiss*

Let me grab some oil from my bags, one second.....*soft kiss*

*pause*

Lubrication makes everything better.......there's no such thing as too much......it makes everything slick and smooth and feel nice.......here....may I see your hand....?

I'll put some on your hand, and some on my hand.....and if you'd like.....I can start the process of.....easing you open a little more while you stroke my dick?

I assume that you've......fingered yourself before?

*chuckles softly* No need to be embarrassed....you're not the only one.......

Anyways......this is basically the same principle......just want your body to get used to the sensation of being penetrated before we move on to something bigger.....less of a shock......and besides.....fingering feels good by itself, does it not? So a win win, really?

*chuckle* Don't worry.....you'll get used to the blunt wording......although I do admit it's very cute to see you get a little embarrassed about it......

*chuckles into a kiss*

мое солнышко..... (moye solnyshko) {my sunshine.......}

*softly* Here.....your hand.......There.....just like this.......

*soft moaning and pants*

*hums* So soft and warm........all of you is so warm.......

Oh....you'll feel so very nice wrapped around my dick......

*moans* Oh----was that? Sorry was that too much? I don't have to--

*kiss*

*panting* right.....right.....ok.....not bad......

*soft panting and moaning*

If you....if you move your hand a little faster--ah!--yes....like that---and then just sort of...turn your wrist near the head--*hisses in a breath* Ahhhh~ Yes.......oh that's it мое солнышко (moye solnyshko) {my sunshine}.........

A-and.....for you? Do you.....want it faster....how about....another finger?

Here......spread your legs, just a little more.......

*kiss* Perfect.......

*moaning and panting*

*through pants and moans*

It's alright, мое солнышко (moye solnyshko) {my sunshine}......I've got you.....

You don't have to worry about floating away....I'll keep you here....with me.....

*through a smile* It feels great doesn't it?

Isn’t it amazing how good it feels.....when it's with someone you love?

*chuckles* I do....I do love you......

*kisses*

*soft pants and moans*

It's alright......you don't have to hold anything back......if you're going to come....go ahead......I want you to feel as good as possible......

*lowly* Please? I'd love to see it.........

*Shudders on a moan*

O-h~......you......ohhh.....*soft kiss*

That was incredible......you're so gorgeous when you come.......

*kiss*

*chuckles* It depends.....sometimes it can be better.....or worse.....hopefully I'll keep a happy medium going on.......

Hey....shh.....don't worry about me......it doesn't all have to go so quickly......enjoy your afterglow...for a moment......

*pause*

Absolutely....

*soft kisses*

You know....they say sometimes it's easier to have sex after you've already had one orgasm.....since you're already relaxed......do you want to give that a try? We can stop here though....if you want......

*pause*

Me?

*pause*

You're right.....it can be a mutual exchange, but I also don't want you to feel like you have to do anything more than you're ready for.....just because I have an erection....

Alright.....I would love to penetrate you......*swallows* I bet you'd feel divine, мое солнышко (moye solnyshko) {my sunshine}.....

*chuckles into a kiss* Perfect......

Alright, here....scoot backwards a little bit? And.....pillow your head here..........and....raise up your hips for a second?

*chuckles* All this preparation is going to make sure that you're the most comfortable you can be......and well......all I want for you is for you to feel good.....

*soft kiss*

Spread your legs a little? I'm going to slot in between them, here......and then your legs can hike up....over my hips......

*chuckles* Never too much lubricant, remember?

Ok, here we go......*soft kiss*

*lowly* And remember, we can stop any time that you want.......for any reason....ok?

*kiss*

OK........

Take a couple of deep breaths.......try to relax as much as possible......

*shudders a moan* Oh~.....there we go мое солнышко (moye solnyshko) {my sunshine}, I'm--*swallows*--I'm inside you......

It's a weird sensation, isn't it? I'll go nice and slow in the beginning........

*shudders* Oh.....it......I was right......you....you feel incredible........

How....how are you....? Do you need more time to adjust?

*swallows* Yes....absolutely......how about....I distract you with kisses?

*soft kisses*

*breaks away with a soft moan*

*shudders* Oh-oh....I....I don't know if you intentionally did that...b-but....oh.....you clenching around me.....oh~

*huffs a laugh*

I....forgive me....I'm.....I'm just so happy....here with you.....I....I almost can't believe that this is real......

I mean…my entire life changed when I met you…...I love you…...so much…..and you’ve made my life…..immeasurably better……

*kiss*

Even though we’ve both been through so much….фигня…. (fignya) {bullshit….} and so much pain…...it’s still…..so much better than it was before…...at least…..for me it is……

I’m so lucky that we found each other…...I love you…...

*kiss*

Alright….if you’re ready….I’ll start slow……

*soft pants and moans*

Oh~ Yes…..this…..oh….this is…...you are the most incredible…...gods you feel so good…….

*swallows* Yes…..yes you’re making me feel good…...gods I don’t think I’ve ever felt this good with anyone else…..

I love you--*kiss*--Yes, I love you……

*panting and moaning*

You can touch yourself too…..if you need it, мое солнышко (moye solnyshko) {my sunshine}.........

*through pants* that’s it…..oh~ that’s it…….

*kissing and panting and moaning*

Oh--you…..oh you look---and---s-shit….feel so good….I….Oh--I don’t know if I can…..h-hold….it….

*chuckles breathlessly* Ah~ You’re right…..you’re right…..I….I shouldn’t hold it…..Oh~! Hold nothing back…...ah~ I love you….

*kissing and moaning*

Are…..and you? C-close…..oh fuck I’m close……Can I…..f-faster?

*exhales sharply* Good---yes….oh…...t-together…..together……

*harsher panting and moaning*

I’m….going to…...c-come…..I…..oh….oh fuck……

*groans sharply*---oH~! F-fuck…..ah~!

*tightly, through teeth* Солнышко! ( solnyshko!) {sunshine!}.........

*harsh panting*

*panting subsides*

Hey…...here…let’s move your legs into a more….comfortable position…..

There…….

You want to cuddle?

*pause*

Absolutely…….

*shuffling*

*hums softly*

*soft kiss* There we go……

So….how are you feeling? Everything feel ok? No....pain anywhere? Nothing like that?

*chuckles softly* Good, I’m glad……I'm very glad that I was able to…..make it a positive experience for you……

*pause*

And it felt good….that too……

*longer pause*

I know….I said it before…..but I’m…..so happy that I…...got to be the one to show you this…..to….care for you…..and that you enjoyed it and had a good time? All good…..

*kiss* I had a wonderful time too, мое солнышко (moye solnyshko) {my sunshine}, just like I knew I would……

You did perfectly…..there isn’t a thing I would change…….

*kiss* I love you too……

*pause*

*chuckles* Oh no, I’ve created a monster……

*laughs*