It is something that I do deal with daily, but through right types of therapy and starting to love myself, I actually discovered that I'm an ace aka asexual (I don't feel sexually attracted towards people) so I'm okay with not having children and just living my life. And if I want children, I can always adopt (which also made me love the Children of the Forest story Mr. Braus told Niccolo and us, because they've adopted all those children and that is one of the most selfless things you can do.)
So I'll be okay~
Krista Han
2023-03-04 14:34:11 +0000 UTC
Sorry to hear that Krista, I have no doubt this is something you deal with daily but hopefully this won't effect your future
Metal Lover
2023-03-04 12:26:46 +0000 UTC
Yeah, Historia's position in this... I feel so sad for her. She's a queen that was pretty much forced into this life and even though she says that she doesn't see it that way, she's got to have those moments where she wants to live a "normal" life.
And as kind of her namesake (well, her fake name-sake), I'm just so worried. But she's with someone she knows well already, so I'm kind of okay with that and he's taking good care of her.
I'm still not okay with that, because I kind of do relate to her on some level, not just through the name and my past, but I really feel like we're similar, so using her like that is not cool with me. (Well, using anyone for anything like that is never cool with me, and it shouldn't be with anyone else either)
And here's a little info about me (a slight trigger warning): I was kind of used like her when I was younger and because of that I can't have any children and I won't, so it makes me even angrier that this is happening to her.
Krista Han
2023-03-04 11:58:26 +0000 UTC
What I would like to see in Patreon in the future when I come back? (It might take a bit but I'll be back)
Hmm... I'd like to see more anime openings and endings and maybe animes or shows that you might not be able to put to Youtube~
As to what animes I'd like to see, well. You know I absolutely adore Fairy Tail and that will forever be my number 1, no matter how many great animes I watch, so I'd love to see you watch that (And if you do, I'd LOVE to see you watch it in dub, nothing wrong with sub, I just feel like it's more emotional that way, for me at least)
And... Well, Violet Evergarden is always so good, Your Lie In April too, and if you want a slice of life anime, my favorite would have to be Fruits Basket (it's slice of life plus fantasy but still. One of my favorites.)
Krista Han
2023-03-04 11:58:07 +0000 UTC
Btw, I've been meaning to comment on this opening song, but forgot every time 😂
It's SO haunting. If you listen well, throughout the whole song they're singing the word "rastis" and to me that just fills me with anxiety for some reason whenever I hear this song. Maybe it's because the choir singing the vocals on the song sound like children and they're singing about war.
My favorite lyrics of the song have to be:
"Angels playing disguised with devil’s faces
Children cling to their coins squeezing out their wisdom
Angels planning disguised with devil’s faces
Children cling on to their very last coins
Destruction and regeneration
You are the real enemy"