Update regarding what's happening
Added 2023-08-23 23:27:23 +0000 UTCMany of you are angry (judging by the messages I got), many of you are supportive and never lost your faith in me. Well, some of you know, some of you don't so but please join my discord (it's free) and you'll be well informed of development and you'll be in contact with me and other fans there... The last twelve months were very hard for me in my personal life, no one died or anything but everything in my life that could gone wrong, it went wrong.
The way I've been living my life resulted with couple of health problems like low blood pressure, kidney stones, liver problems. July 2022, I end up in a hospital and right there I decided to change my life and get a girlfriend, set normal working hours, healthier diet and so on. Month after that, I got a girlfriend who I thought it would be the woman I will marry, she ghosted me immediately after the problems of my sudden change started pilling up. Losing her was made me realize that maybe I won't ever have family and that was just a fuel for a depression that I fought off.
Fast forward couple of months, just about when I started working on v0.36 (the version that I haven't released yet), I had a family dispute (I have two older brothers) about inheritance and I had to sort of drag myself on roads for quiet some time to sell a place I inherited that is not needed so I can buy a place to live in my hometown. Throw incomplete documentation and doing legal stuff while half of the public workers are on vacation and the other half is doing a quarter of what they need to do, you'll get home with anger and your only focus would be to get some rest and relax. I finally sold that place, found a new place but guess what, the owner waits for the final document so we can seal the deal.
I haven't worked a lot, I have about 200 renders ready and scripted but I have one last event to finish so I can build a test version. This is a public post so don't ask for nudity, it's not allowed in public posts.
Edit: New Graphic card that will help with more content, this just in case if you think I'm dropping the project
Comments
To state the obvious, whats past is past, nothing you can do to change it now. Only thing you can do is assess where you are now and move forward from here. I would guess that even the people who are complaining are doing so from the point of view of wanting to continue enjoying your work. Speaking purely for myself, my support for you (little though it may be,) is not going away so long as you are continuing to plan and work on the story. Im sad that your own RL story hasnt gone half as well as that of your characters, but I do have hope that things will improve for you if you work to make it so. Either way, you certainly have my best wishes and Im sure those of many other of your supporters. Don't be too downhearted about a vocal minority.
Grimlar
2023-08-24 09:23:13 +0000 UTCOk, now I need to join discord. I'm releived to now know you're mostly ok. Sad about your misfortune. But don't give up in your life ! Take care ! Peace
Baku K
2023-08-24 04:40:51 +0000 UTC
