Update. Changes and a question.

Hello guys! It's been a while, I hope you're doing good or haging in there. I'll start this update with some things I want to adress and then write a bit more about me. 

So, my life has changed a lot from three months ago. I'm still learning how to manage it but it's finally setting in a less chaotic state than the last two months. Hence, I know a bit more about how much time I have and what can I offer. After giving it some thought, I decided to offer these three tiers:

$5 SFW (School work and personal work) // $5 NSFW (Anything that is erotic or explicit, any species) // $10 BOTH (Both)

It's similar to the structure I already have, the main difference is that what I offer is  simply what I manage to work on during the month, so the nature of these tiers is mostly a voluntary tip. If I manage to stream or make a poll or requests I will, but it won't be scheduled in any way. Also, I want to see what comes out of this very simple premises. I'll let you know when I publish them with more definitive descriptions and better names. 

And I have a question for you. At some point the content will change as well, but there's still time before that happens for I have many things to finish. This month is paused but I'd like to use that to get to know us better. You can leave a comment responding to this question: What non-kink related themes do you like to see in art? You can also reply to: What kind of characters are your favorite? What other interests do you have?. Answers can be as brief or detailed as you wish. 

And if you have any question you'd like to ask me, go ahead! I probably won't reply in comments but in a new post (depends if people actually asks me things / how many questions I get).

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Now, for the more personal part I'll mostly copy what I wrote on discord in case you didn't read it there.

Last month can be summarized as, once I finished the “material” things that worried me, my mind and feelings decided it was their turn to take control over my life. It was triggered by minor things, but I found myself spiraling into thoughts and unsolved issues or worries that all the busyness of the last month had kept at bay. Now it was me against my usual demons, just in another country and without my usual circle of trust. It was kind of intense, and when that happens I isolate a lot and enter in a state of automatic pilot. I stop replying or even reading, I avoid conversations, I take everything personal, I feel easily hurt or pressured, I am volatile and I feel very very guilty about anything. It was an ugly phase that lasted two weeks. Luckily it got better by my birthday and I had a good couple days, but then I came back down for one more week. I’ve been working through it and now I feel better in a way that feels more real, like when it’s not gone completely but I can work, study, feel good, have good moments and take care of other things, which has been my normal state for years and I find it manageable.  The first month was a feeble dream of being very busy but otherwise enjoying every moment without thinking too much about it. It was nice, but I knew it had to end eventually. Didn’t know it would be in such an intense way but I guess it’s not that surprising.

Anyway, it wasn’t easy at the beginning but I did draw! What I couldn’t was reconnect with pretty much anyone or anything that wasn’t mandatory. I’ll try again this month. 

I hope you’re doing good and that you have a nice last month of the year  💜