can i be sad & honest..? my heart is hurting today
i just feel deeply sad and alone.
one of those days i hate being me and being a problem for people i love.
when i involuntarily regress (cry, sob, fall completely apart.. imagine throwing a baby across the room)
-my partners get angry. annoyed. daddy specifically get VERY mean and hurtful. This also happens with BPD fits..
anyway who cares. lane little complaining/ rant over.
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