Focus

I really really wish real life wouldn't keep demanding my attention and focus so much. At least not in this exhausting, negative way. I have NOT been able to relax for the past 6 months or so, situation well documented in my ranty blogs by now.

The case is looking incredibly good imo. It's tight, bulletproof, extremely well documented, with a metric ton of evidence to back it up. They' will lose, like i'm 95% certain of it. The last 5% is because who knows maybe a meteor hits the planet or something.

Anyway, the cost.. The unfathomable cost of this battle I cannot put into words. It has drawn every bit of strength I have within my being, and even beyond that, I have incurred an 'energy debt' to myself to absurd degrees to keep my fight with these godforsaken organizations going. And boy do they count on me giving up.

I can't. I'm not exaggerating this matter means everything to me. My values, self respect, principles, sanity, ALL of it is on the line here.

So what's my point. Well Patreon has been an amazing source of strength and distraction from all this, and it still continues to be that. However, I think I kind of hit a hard limit for now, I need to unplug for a few days. Put everything here on pause, and come back stronger. Hit the hyperbolic time chamber and meditate.

Just focus on nothing else but me and my precious little doggy. I hope you all understand, I don't think I'll need more than 2-3 days at most I think.

I'm crying as I type this right now, I can't prove it, so please just take my word for it. You all mean the world to me, as dumb as that sounds given the subject of this page.

But to me it's so much more than that, I hope I can make that clear with this post.

Thank you so much for your support so far, I'm forever grateful for all of it.



I'll be back soon!

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