WWYK Vol 3 Outline

I managed to pump this one out pretty fast. Please let me know what you think.

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Getting Ready + Entering Library

• We’ll start with another round of texts between Nicki and Shizuka highlighting her game plan, this is to contrast what actually happens and how Shizuka bungles it.
• The anticipation of what was scheduled on Friday was way worse than what Nate felt with his short story, and he’s been spending the last two days unable to think about anything else. His work has slowed down, he’s distracted, and he isn’t even feeling as frisky as he was- much to Nicki’s disappointment on their one week anniversary. There’s too much to think about, mainly that the more he thinks about it, the more he’s confident that Nicki’s friend is Shizuka.
• His attempts to get something out of her were all shut down, simply repeating the same stuff about her being shy and not wanting him to know her name or see a pic before they meet up. All this didn’t help, and he couldn’t think of a reason why she would get so clammy about it unless it was Shizuka.
• He dwells on the implications here. Wonders how they became friends, why Nicki would try to hook him up with his old crush, and obviously why would Shizuka care after what she did to him. If Nicki didn’t want him to have feelings for the girls she hooked him up with, then she couldn’t have picked a worse first partner, assuming it was indeed the girl he was in love with for all of high school.
• (Note, maybe start with this and include the prior notes below it) Friday finally arrived, and the meeting was coming up fast at 2pm. Nate is on the couch, stressed. He asks so you’re really not coming? Nicki jokes if he’s ever gonna cum either. It’s not his fault. She has him in a tight vibrating cock ring as a follow up to his promise to let her get toys of her own and use them on him. It made him paradoxically feel really good but hard to cum.
• She points out his distraction and that he hasn’t been into it, but he counters he has a good reason. All this secrecy is annoying and it’s making him distracted. She’s upset they barely fucked for their anniversary last night. Nate says we went three rounds, two blowjobs, and I ate you out twice. Exactly, barely.
• Nate sighs and asks why she’s even doing this for him when he should be getting ready. Nicki reiterates that while he shouldn’t expect sex from this first meet up it’s still probably for the best that he pop one off real quick just to cool off. He sees how earnest she is and thanks her, allowing her to do her stuff as he tries to relax.
• She gets more serious, pulling out a flashlight to use have a short scene with some soft femdom dirty talk, things like good boy, taking care of you, and so on. Nicki milks out a load that she drinks from the toy and then she asks him if he’s still tense. A little but it did clear his head a little bit.
• Nicki then tells him more info that she’d been holding out on, but is still vague. Things like if it IS someone you have a past with, wouldn’t you prefer to clear the air and see what happens? A lot changes in four years. I’m proof enough of that.
• Nate really just wants to know what Nicki is after with all this. She can say she wants to have kinky threesomes all she likes, but her motive is suspicious and he doesn’t understand. Why are you trying to hook me up with someone I’m obviously still hung up on and have feelings for?
• Because this person is her friend, means a lot to her, and she wants this to happen. It took them a lot of courage to agree to this- Nate says you pestered her with our lewds- Nicki says it was greasing the wheel dismissively, and she kept wanting to see them anyway.
• Nate blushes as he thinks about this. It’s surreal knowing that Shizuka might have been getting off to he and Nicki’s antics, and he can’t even comprehend it. He ultimately gives up, saying none of this will make sense unless he goes and meets her, right?
• Right. Nicki can tell him more after they meet up, but they were very honest about wanting to meet him alone despite her protests. Nate asks if there’s anything he should know, and Nicki gives some general vague advice. Try and express your feelings, but don’t scare her, stuff like that.
• Nate relents, accepting his situation and resolving to do his best with the situation. Nicki helps him get ready, going as far as to pick out his clothes and do his hair against his will. By the time they’re done, he looks pretty handsome she thinks. Nate isn’t as enthusiastic, thinking Shizuka would barely care if at all. Nicki vaguely agrees, but shrugs it off. She’s nervous too and this is her way of dealing with it. Nicki obviously wants the best outcome, and he’s interested in hearing about how they became friends.
• It’s time to get going, and Nate asks Nicki her plans. She’s gonna play more MH before work, and depending how things go she might want to visit her friend afterwards. Then she can either stay at her bro’s or come home, again depending on how Nate is feeling. He accepts this and tells her to text him, she will. Kiss for good luck and Nate leaves after she tells him her friend will waiting for him in the manga section. Nate says of course she will, how fitting.
• Nate drives to the library and we hear some more of his thoughts. Nicki is barely denying who it is anymore and he’s really on his way to go and see Shizuka for the first time in 4 years. He tries to think about when he even last saw her, which was graduation. He dwells on what Nicki said about people changing, but that was only true for some people. Others had reasons that made change difficult if not impossible, and Shizuka was one such example. He was almost expecting her to be the same as always.
• When he gets down to the reason he’s going, he breaks it down and thinks about the answer. It wasn’t out of a shallow desire for potential sex, to improve his writing, and it wasn’t to magically work out all of his problems with Shizuka, either, so he isn’t sure what he wants to come from this. He looks at the best case scenario. Does he actually want to enter into a relationship with Shizuka after all this time, sexual or otherwise? Could he forgive her? All of these are tough questions to consider and he pulls into the parking lot.
• At first, he thinks the place is closed. There’s only one car out front in the entire lot, which said something discouraging about the state of libraries. He didn’t expect Shizuka to have driven here, she was afraid of driving back then, so he figures she might still be here. He pulls in front of the building and sees it is indeed open, so he parks and stops in front to take a deep breath and walk in.
• Nate had been here a few times throughout his years, but was one of the rare people who didn’t mind reading his books/comics on a screen so it had been a long time. He heads to the front desk to see a woman in her fifties sleeping with a book. She’s totally out cold, and he sees no reason to disrupt her. He vaguely remembers where the manga section is and starts going through the aisles.
• There’s a brief meta commentary as Nate goes through the audiobook aisle, spitefully wishing his work was popular and made enough money to warrant that kind of investment. He could afford it, but they cost a lot more than people think and were a giant hassle.
• Audiobooks are the last of his concerns as he gets closer and closer to the manga section. It was in the corner of the building and was more like an isolated room than a section. It was closed off be three big shelves, the outside having American comics and the inside room having the manga. He lingers at the entrance just before where he’d be able to look inside before beating himself up for being a coward and resolving to just go in and get it done.
• He turns the corner and looks in, seeing a pair of leather reading chairs in the center of the room. One of them is occupied, but to his surprise, it wasn’t Shizuka. We get the physical description here of a cute chubby girl with long messy hair scrolling through something on her phone at a really fast speed. He isn’t sure what to say, and she doesn’t seem to have noticed him yet. Too absorbed on the phone.
• That strikes him as suspicious, before he takes a closer look at her face underneath the tangled mass of kelplike hair and comes to a startling conclusion. He says Shizuka’s name out loud and she looks up at him expressionlessly, staring in total silence.
• He was wrong that she hadn’t changed, drastically so. The petite Japanese girl with the short bob hair was no more and was now a lot heavier and even bustier than Nicki to the point where her sweater can’t even hide their size.
• All of this was very much to his liking, but the shock of seeing Shizuka after so long was enough to make him not focus on superficial things. Tons of emotions well up as she stares at him. He’s upset, happy, confused, hurt, so on. Her staring doesn’t help. He thinks that any second and she’s going to do what she did in senior year and run away or avoid him, but she doesn’t.
• She calmly greets him in her tired voice that he hadn’t heard in so long, and things are extremely awkward as he doesn’t know what to say. She says he can take a seat if he likes, gesturing to the other one. He asks what this is all about and she says didn’t Nicki explain it to him? She’s here to help with his writing. The lewd implications are really strange coming from her, but he tenses up.
• Isn’t there something else you should be saying to me? She takes a long time to say it but she says she’s sorry. He doesn’t fully buy that and he’s starting to wonder why he even came here. Shizuka plainly says he came her to have sex with her, right? Nate denies this. It’s a public library and shouldn’t she be working? She says she is working. There’s not a lot to do. He wants to know if she was expecting him to just whip it out and do it right here.
• She says that’s what happens in a lot of his stories. Had no idea that all that time they spent together in the library he was dreaming about doing those kinds of things to her. Nate counters spitefully that she was ignorant of a lot of things back then. He gets the feeling he might have hurt her with that comment even though she just stares in response, so he sighs and ends up taking the seat next to her. He asks how she found out about his stories, though he already has a pretty good idea.
• Nicki, as expected. Nate says so this is the part where I ask how you even know each other. Well, we went to high school- yeah I know that part, but how did you become friends? Shizuka explains she started working here after graduation and then Nicki started coming to the library a lot one and a half years ago. She was very pushy about wanting to be my friend. Nate knows the feeling, but wants to know more about how he factors into all this.
• One day, Nicki was reading his newest release in the library and Shizuka asked about it, which opened up a rabbit hole. She read all of his releases and has kept up religiously since then, and even went back to read all of his fan fiction. Shizuka says she really liked everything he’s ever written.
• Knowing her, this isn’t high praise. Shizuka absorbs everything she watches or reads with almost no standards. So long as it’s a distraction from having to be alone with her thoughts, she loves it. He thinks of some famous examples of this and sighs.
• He half heartedly thanks her, but she goes on to list her favorite and it surprises him. The one she lists is the first librarian themed story he wrote, and his only story to have a single love interest. It was explicitly based on Shizuka, even more than all of the other ones were, and he is really embarrassed about it and confronts her about it.
• He’s defensive and says what she did to him hurt a lot, and he needed to vent somehow. Shizuka thinks it’s a nice story and she wishes real life worked like that. You just take an event and write a better way for it to have happened and move on with the new reality you’ve created for yourself. Nate asks if she would’ve done things differently then.
• Yes, she would have. She never wanted to hurt him. Then what did she want? What was he supposed to take from her ghosting him? He could have moved on if she’d just rejected him, and things wouldn’t have been so rough. She says she couldn’t reject him. But couldn’t accept his feelings, either? She needed time to sort them out.
• Nate scoffs and says she’s had four years now, and it’s too late. Shizuka asks is it? Because that’s not what Nicki thinks. Nicki doesn’t factor into this, as this is about the two of them. She asks if he hates her. Nate is offended. Things would’ve been so much easier if I could have hated you, but no, never.
• Shizuka wants to know what’s stopping them from picking up where they left off if he didn’t hate her and he has a pass from his girlfriend to do as he likes with her. Nate asks her where she thinks they ‘left off’, Shizuka says he told her he loves her and wants to be with her. I was going to do the same.
• Nate is taken aback by this confession, but he can’t let it slide. When? You had four years to text me, call me, do something, and you never did. He knows she has ‘issues’, but they’re not really an excuse for what she did when she had all the time in the world to do something about it. He doesn’t think there’s a point to staying here any longer and he sighs about it. Shizuka doesn’t understand the sheer weight of what she did to him did, he gets into some examples, and she’s making light of it thinking they can just snap back into place.
• Shizuka is quiet as she tries to not crack under pressure. Nate feels bad for saying what he did, knowing how sensitive she was. She’s always been fragile and had trouble understanding other people, which came with the territory. She admits to not understanding the extent, but she gives examples of how horrible she felt after the way things turned out. They’re pretty moving and they change Nate’s mind a little bit, making him realize she had a rough time of things and she really did regret what she did.
• It wasn’t enough to make him instantly forgive her, but he slumps in his chair, totally unsure of what to do. Shizuka has an idea. He dismissively asks what, and she proposes they do precisely what Nicki wants and fuck. The suggestion is so far out of left field he’s almost certain he misheard her, but Shizuka goes on to explain her feelings on his recent short story. The sex scenes were hotter than his other works and she owns up to her lack of standards- citing that time he got mad at her for liking Berserk 2016- which makes him nostalgic.
• Nicki was right. Sex made him a much better writer. She couldn’t do anything for him back in the day, but she wants to make it up to him. He’s hesitant to ask how, she matter of factly points out he’s written ten stories about public sex in libraries, fourteen if they’re counting his fan fiction. He has a chance to do something he’s always wanted with someone he’s always loved, and she offers her body to make things up to him for.
• Nate says I won’t just forgive you if we have sex, but Shizuka counters it would at least be a start, wouldn’t it? She tempts him, saying it doesn’t matter what he wants to do to her. She came here ready for anything and he can take all his repressed feelings for her and work them out as hard as he needs to and she’ll take anything he gives her without complaint.
• Nate finally realizes how serious she is, and it gives him pause for alarm. He’s tempted. He’s really, really tempted. Even now he still has deep feelings for Shizuka and she’s even hotter now than she used to be, but he tries to rationalize this. It’s a bad idea. Not just the public sex part, but if he gets started treating her like that, he feels it would be a slippery slope. He has some sadistic tendencies and she’s a virgin, right?
• She confirms, just another measure of how serious she is. He stares at her, unsure, but she gets up from her seat and stands in front of his, lifting her skirt. She offers him to check for himself. She’s emotionless as ever, but he can’t believe he’s staring at the panties of the girl he loved in high school as she offers such a thing.
• His willpower is weakening, and he feels terrible, but he reaches a hand closer and rubs the outside of her panties. He remarks how bad of an idea this is. She points out he’s doing it anyway. He can’t refute this and she tells him he can stop any time he likes but instead he starts rubbing her down there.
• Shizuka makes this harder for him by talking about how she imagined him doing this to her after seeing all those pictures and reading his books. He counters how she used to have trouble being touched, and she says never with you.
• Nate slips under her panties and feels her warmth. She is still blank faced but her cheeks are coloring and she pants softly. She is a little wet and he pushes his finger softly in, verifying her claim. She’s unsurprisingly still a virgin and it’s yours if you want it still. Sorry that it’s a little late but better late than never.
• He mentally slows down and considers his options. This isn’t the right time and place. It’s rushing things, and not in a good way like with Nicki. It would feel wrong if he pressed forward here before clearing up more of the air with Shizuka, but… he dreamed of this for so long, and he was weak and hard.
• His weakness consumes him and he stands up, lifts up the leather chair, and points it to the corner where no one will see them if someone came in. He then takes her by the wrist and he sits down, having her sit in front of him. He tries to give her an out. He says he’s a terrible pervert who can’t turn this situation down no matter how bad of an idea it feels and that they shouldn’t do it.
• Shizuka says they both want this to happen, so what’s wrong with it. She scoots back purposefully, grinding into him. Nate is blinded by his arousal and makes a bad decision, warning her he’s going to do this if she’s serious. Do it, then. Take out all his anger on her and get the eight years of frustration out of his system so they can move on to whatever comes next for them.
• Nate snaps and he slips his hands under her sweater, hoping he doesn’t get carried away.

Shizuka Sex

• He remarks on the contrast between then and now as he feels her curvy body up. She was super slim back then, like a toothpick, and flat. Now she has a soft tummy and big breasts- which Nate is surprised to find she isn’t wearing a bra. He comments on this and she says she thought it might be better. Did you think this would happen? No, but she hoped.
• He gropes her a little roughly, irritated. She’s into it though. He tells her she’s not getting off easy and that he has a lot of frustration to work out, and there’s no telling what he might do. Shizuka tells him that’s more than ok. Nicki said he has a sadistic streak to him and that she doesn’t dislike that kind of thing. He tests it, pinching her nipples harder than he should’ve.
• She lets out a moan, a sound he never thought he’d hear from her. Once, it would’ve made him happy, but now it’s just another layer of conflicted feelings. He tells her to keep quiet of her boss will wake up. Shizuka says not after what I put in her coffee. He’s stunned that she drugged her boss but claims it’s ok if it’s just this once. This isn’t presented as in Shizuka is crazy, more like she coldly doesn’t see the problem.
• He pinches her again and reiterates how he always had to look after her and keep her from doing stupid things. She apologizes and admits to relying on him, things have been worse without him in her life for a lot of reasons. He bites her ear and tells her to go on.
• She lists some of the things he used to do for her in school. No one reminds me what I need to do anymore, no one walks with me and keeps me from staring at my phone and walking into walls, no one helps her when she gets lost. Everything is scarier without him. He says than maybe she should have thought about that before ghosting him as he bites her through the neck of her sweater.
• Another sweet moan. He asks if she really is a masochist. She doesn’t know, she hasn’t really tested it. He tests it by pinching her hard nipples and holding it there for a few seconds. How about now? Yeah, that did something, alright. He insults her a little but she says he likes those kind of girls, they’re all over his books.
• He asks her what was some of the examples she liked from his books, and she lists some masochistic stuff that gets him going. He can’t believe how dirty she was this entire time. Shizuka admits that she wasn’t very conscious of sex in high school, Nate says you could’ve fooled me. She apologizes and he feels bad again.
• She looks back over her shoulder and says while she isn’t as pretty as Nicki, she’ll still do anything in those books that he wants, too. He grabs her by the hair, shocking her and pulling her neck back. He asks if she’s so desperate to be forgiven, but it’s not just about forgiveness. She wants this, too. He tells her how slutty she is and how she should be thankful he’s even considering doing this with her. She is very thankful, and Nate keeps getting weaker.
• Everything about Shizuka is screaming for him to attack and do his worst, even though he shouldn’t. One of his hands goes into her panties and he feels her bush, which he comments on and compares it to her hair. Shizuka says taking care of things is a hassle, and he starts to play with her while making fun of everything always being a hassle for her. He’s careful not to hurt her but he’s still not holding back much.
• He taunts her, saying they could’ve been doing this a lot sooner if it wasn’t for her. She’s apologizing and running her hips along his with his fingers, but Nate says she’s not sorry yet but she will be when he fucks her and she sees what she’s missing out on. Shizuka is excited at this prospect and she keeps getting louder. He chastises her for this, shoving two fingers down her mouth to muffle her. He feels how wet this makes her and he degrades her for being a real pervert.
• Shizuka tries to say something and he lets her. She says she didn’t used to be before she started reading his books, and then she fell into the erotic pipeline and got really into hentai and JAVs specifically. He can’t believe this about her. She insists that it’s all his fault for making her like this. He says you aren’t possibly going to tell me to take responsibility after what you did, are you? She wouldn’t dare, but will suffer through anything he wants to do to her to make things normal again.
• Nate knows that things aren’t going to be normal after this, and they’ll likely be worse, but he can’t stop. He taunts her with some really degrading things he might do to her, hypotheticals, and she’s into them all even if she’s a little scared. The guilt of everything he’s saying only makes him more aroused, and he tries to give her another out by warning her if they don’t stop now he’s going to go all the way.
• Shizuka is ready for this, and even though he should be excited, he mostly just feels angry and confused. If she was this willing, why couldn’t it have been back then? He pushes these thoughts from his mind and focuses on his own pleasure, justifying that it’s all that should matter.
• He makes her stand up and take off her panties, exposing her ass to him and making her spread it. He’s amazed and undoes his fly, getting himself out. He plays with her a little while keeping up the negging, getting her ready for him. He gets her to admit she’s ready for him and that she’s on birth control so he doesn’t have to worry about that. He likes this answer and finally gives into his impulses. He angles himself up and grabs her skirt to lower her down onto him.
• Rather than going slow and careful, he bottoms out in one movement and doesn’t care. He is overwhelmed by the differences between her and Nicki, and Shizuka is in pain. He tries to show sympathy but it feels obligatory, and she brushes off her concern anyway and says he waited long enough for this so he shouldn’t have to hold back anymore. This will make things normal again, she insists, and she sounds unsure.
• Regardless, Nate starts to actually fuck her at a decent pace and slowly ramps up in intensity. Shizuka’s pain continues and she starts to get louder, which he eventually cuffs her mouth to prevent. He settles into a nice rhythm of fucking her like this from behind.
• After a few minutes of this, they’re interrupted by the librarian poking her head inside the manga room and asking if Shizuka is there. They freeze and they look back at her, seeing she is still heavily drugged and barely conscious. Nate prods her to answer and Shizuka explains a friend of hers came to see her and they’re discussing recommendations.
• The librarian is happy for her, not knowing she had friends beyond Nicki. Nate sees an opportunity to mess with her, explaining they’ve been friends for a very long time, while churning himself inside her. Shizuka is even tighter at the exhibitionist play, as expected. A light conversation follows before Shizuka asks if it’s ok to go home early today as she’s not feeling very well. She gets permission as well as the librarian feeling sympathetic, saying she’ll leave them alone to finish up.
• Nate comments on how perverted she is, but she doesn’t care, she just wants him to go even harder and finish this up. She looks at him with pleading eyes that he’d fantasized about for so long, and to think she was actually asking him to cum in her, it was too much to bare. He covers her mouth and then starts fucking her at full strength. Shizuka is in a mixed wonderland of pleasure and pain from her virginity, a bliss a masochistic could only ever experience once, but the pleasure starts winning more and more.
• Nate finishes inside, allowing Shizuka to experience it for the first time. His writing and all the porn in the world couldn’t have prepared her for what it felt like and she cums along with him. Nate feels amazing but he’s soon hit with the worst post but shame of his life and he feels abysmal. He is quick to try and provide after care for Shizuka and he apologizes profusely for how out of hand this got.
• Shizuka insists she liked it and that she’s just happy they cleared the air and that they can go back to the way things used to be, right? He’s visibly unsure of this, and Shizuka slowly starts to pick up on the cue. She is wondering if she did something wrong. She apologizes if she wasn’t good enough, says she’ll do better next time, she just doesn’t want to lose him again.
• Her desperate grasping as straws doesn’t inspire confidence and he’s hit with more regret, he placates her and hugs her and says this was a mistake. She gets worse but he clarifies that he meant the sex. They did things out of order and they should’ve had a long talk about it because this didn’t solve anything. Shizuka starts to nervously scratch at her skin way too hard and Nate stops her, which she thanks him for.
• She just wants to make things better again but she doesn’t know how. He doesn’t know how either but he promises they can work on it. She gets him to reiterate and he does to her satisfaction. She asks if he will drive her home, she lives really close but she doesn’t know if she can walk right now. Nate is absolutely fine with that and he helps her out of the library. They see the librarian went back to sleep and he tells her not to do that again. Shizuka apologizes.
• The car ride is very awkward, neither of them saying anything but Shizuka staring at him the entire time. It only takes like five mins to get to her house. It’s a really nice one in a nice neighborhood, and he offers to help walk her in but she’s fine. She doesn’t want to get nagged about this, her mom is home. Nate remembers some of the junk she used to say about her strict parents and he asks if things ever got any better.
• Shizuka plays with her long hair to emphasize the point. Sort of, they stopped caring about what I do which is better than the alternative. I have a job and that’s more than they expected of me, so…
• It’s awkward as they stare at each other before the actual goodbye. There’s a lot Nate wants to say and Shizuka looks disappointed with the way things are, and he can’t bring himself to make it any better. He apologizes and says they’ll work through this. Shizuka promises not to make another mistake next time. When she finally gets that nothing else is going to happen, she leaves and says we’ll talk soon.
• Nate thinks that sounds good and he watches her walk bow legged to the door. After she’s gone, he slumps over his wheel and lets out a sigh of disappointment at himself. This didn’t inspire him one bit, and writing was the last thing on his mind.

Nicki with Shizuka + Nate Alone

• Later that night, Nicki gets off from work and checks her phone. She texts Shizuka and gets permission to come over and learns that they hooked up, which shocks her. That was way faster than she expected. She’s initially hyped about this and she texts Nate to see how he’s doing. He worryingly replies he wants to be left alone tonight if that’s ok. Nicki hesitantly agrees, getting a really bad feeling about this.
• She puts on her helmet and speeds away from Pizza Palooza on her scooter, loving the feeling of the night air brushing her face. These things were incredibly unsafe, but she loves riding them. It was a birthday present from her brother 2 years ago, something he fixed up himself after finding a good deal on a scrapped one. It got her where she wanted her to go, and more importantly, it got her there fast, speeding tickets be damned. She’s yet to meet a cop that didn’t fall for her charms, which was a point of pride.
• She gets to Shizuka’s place quick and parks on the curb. She texts Shizuka so she doesn’t have to ring the bell this late and get stared at condescendingly by one of her parents. Shizuka texts that her window is open and Nicki sighs about how hard she always makes this. Either way, she goes through the window looking like the world’s sexiest burglar if not for the Pizza Palooza jacket.
• She finds Shizuka sitting in in the corner of a messy room with a blanket over her head. That much isn’t surprising, but the fact that she’s not scrolling on her phone is worrying. Nicki quips about how messy the place has got. It’s barely been a week since she came over to help pick up. Shizuka apologizes but Nicki understands. She tries to tell her to stop eating so much junk food and there wouldn’t be as big of a mess, and it’d be better for her.
• Nate didn’t seem to mind she says. Nicki figured as much. She asks if she can turn the light on, does, and is startled when she sees Shizuka has been crying. She rushes to her side and sits down. She makes sure she hasn’t been scratching herself and Shizuka says no. Nicki pulls up her sleeve and is relieved to see she is telling the truth.
• Shizuka says she’s ok now mostly but she says she made a big mistake. Nicki reinforces that she’s here for her and Shizuka is made happy knowing so. Nicki asks if it’s cool to talk about what happened, gets permission, and she starts asking questions. How did it go. Shizuka thought it went well at first. Nate wasn’t happy but he eventually caved and they had sex.
• Nicki is like wait what the fuck, what about everything we talked about? Did you tell him your feelings? Mostly… Nicki digs in to find out what was left out and she finds out Shizuka cut a lot of the stuff she was supposed to say. Shizuka defends herself by saying seeing him was so scary that she acted weird and tried really hard to make him like her and she thought it worked but now she doesn’t understand where things are at.
• Nicki is gentle with her and without talking down to her she reiterates this is why Nicki wanted to be there for her when this happened. It’s a fact that Shizuka has trouble picking up social cues and expressing herself. It’s not something to be ashamed of, it’s just a part of who she is. Nicki only wanted to be there to make sure that this didn’t happen. Shizuka apologizes for being stubborn.
• Nicki forgives her, then asks about the sex in a non pervy way. She’s like so did he take you back to his place, or- no we did it in the library. Nicki has a funny reaction to this but believes her when pushed. She learns that Shizuka tempted him into it and he found out pretty quick about her masochistic tendencies. Nicki gets the facts straight, so he fucked you really hard and hurt you? Not in a way I didn’t like.
• Nicki sighs and she thinks she’s starting to see the problem. She pushed him into it, he accepted because not only is he a pervert but he has all these repressed issues with her that she tempted him into taking out on her. Nicki says that’s not healthy. He needed to make up with you before any of this happened, and she assumes he’s probably feeling like shit for what he did to you. Shizuka asks if it’s her fault. Nicki doesn’t believe either of them are at fault.
• She bluntly points out Shizuka’s condition, saying she doesn’t fully know better. Not in a ‘you have autism you’re not responsible for your actions’ way but in an understanding kind of way. Then she points out Nate needed to heal and make up with her, and that doing it out of order is making him feel really guilty even if you tell him over and over how much you liked it. He didn’t get the closure he needed before he can start an actual relationship with you.
• Shizuka realizes that her insistence on multiple things, the secrecy, no Nicki, the sex, made things worse but she is determined not to feel sorry for herself. Nate said they can still work this out so there’s still hope, right? Nicki says there is if she’s willing to let her help. Shizuka agrees, and Nicki says she’s going to solve this.
• Transition over to Nate.
• He’s at his office trying to write, but not a word is coming out of him despite the outline being right there for him to go through. He hasn’t felt this bad in a long time, like he was full of negative inspiration, if that was a thing. He hoped there was some spark of creativity after what he went through with Shizuka today, but all he feels is depression.
• He can’t imagine there came a day when he’d have sex with Shizuka and all he’d feel was bad about it. He realizes he’s not going to get anything done and it’s late. He goes and sits at the living room, opening YouTube for some background noise. Not to watch. He sees there’s a recent vid of KillerK’s grand finals match in a tournament in recommended and he goes for it while thinking to himself.
• He probably shouldn’t have told Nicki not to come over tonight, but it was the kind of sadness that made you want to stew in it for a little while. He can’t stop thinking of Shizuka. She was so beautiful and he was so happy to see her, but nothing was really solved by fucking her. He is deeply ashamed of how rough he was. Just because she said take out your frustrations on me and liked it didn’t mean it was the right thing to do.
• He hates himself for what he did, but there’s still a chance to make things up to her. He wanted to fix things just as much as Shizuka did, and even if she hadn’t been as forthcoming about why what happened happened, it was impossible to doubt that she had feelings for him and that she was anything but genuine. That counted for something, at least.
• He snaps out of his melancholy to see the video had auto played one of KillerK’s post victory interview. He missed most of it but wasn’t surprised she won. K keeps it short and simple. She’s going to stay in the city for a few more days, hang with some of the other top players and get in some sparring, and then she’s gonna head home where she has a date waiting for her. She’ll keep her eye open for any other tournaments but she’s not in a rush after her big winnings today. She plugs her socials in an apathetic way. Nate thinks whoever has a date with her is a lucky guy dismissively, then plays some more of her matches.
• Nate wonders what to do, because he can’t just sit around brooding all night long. Just as he thinks this, he hears his door being unlocked. It startles him, but it’s just Nicki. He is surprised since he said not to come but she counters that she got the feeling he didn’t really mean it and they have things to talk about, anyway.
• Nate is relieved she didn’t listen to him, but is embarrassed about brushing her off like that. Nicki shrugs it off and says she’ll chalk it up to his eventful day. He frowns and she strips her jacket off, joining him. She says they have a lot to talk about and Nate agrees. He really wants to work through all of it because it didn’t inspire him at all and he feels miserable.
• Nicki says they’ll figure it out. Before any of that, he has a question for her. The way Shizuka was talking today didn’t sound like she was after a hook up. Nicki tells him to go on.
• He says his brain might be rotted from too much porn, but he can’t help suspecting that this was a lot less casual than Nicki implied and he’s wondering if there was some secret plan behind the scenes orchestrated to set up a throuple, or a fourple, going off what little he knows about Nicki’s other friend.
• Nicki sighs but owns up to it to a degree saying it wasn’t exactly planned as some elaborate conspiracy, it was more of a ‘hey I’m going to make a move on him soon and don’t mind sharing, do you maybe want to get in on this?’ and Nicki pushed her because Shizuka could really use something nice to happen to her. Nicki says it’s not her place to share, but…
• Nate can kind of guess. She took what happened between them extremely hard and has probably been in a rut for a few years, knowing her and how she gets fixated and things. Nicki confirms. Nate feels worse and sighs but she says it’s not like he could’ve known. He could’ve tried harder, maybe. Not given up.
• Nicki says he was an 18 yo kid with a broken heart, you did what anyone would’ve done and took it at face value. He’s comforted by this, but he can’t believe Shizuka even wants to try again after what he did today. Nicki aggressively flicks him, saying, ‘bad’. This shocks him but it’s effective. She doesn’t want any moping or self pity.
• She reiterates that Shizuka liked the sex they had and he needs to not fixate on the fact that he was too rough with her. Nate concedes, but Nicki points out how alike they are. They both overly fixate on the negatives whenever something bad happens and the both of you need me to come around and snap you out of it.
• Nate finds the humor in this, calling her a manic pixie gyaru girl. Nicki laughs and they circle back to the sex, saying it wasn’t all bad, was it? He has to admit that no, it wasn’t. But talking about this with Nicki is strange. He wants to make sure she really is cool with it now that it’s happened. He stresses that he knows how long she’s insisted it’s cool, but he doesn’t want to risk anything happening to what they have.
• Nicki is really thankful he cares so much and she admits to feeling no jealousy at all. Maybe she’s fucked in the head or something but it turns her on knowing he had fun without her. They explore the topic of cuckqueans and Nicki more or less admits to it but hates the term. Honestly, Nicki wants to grill him about the details but she knows how inappropriate it would be given how he feels about what he did. He thanks her for respecting that.
• She also really wants to do a role play along the lines of punishing his cheating cock, but again, still too soon. He is up for playing around tonight if she wants but he hasn’t had a shower, so… Nicki nervously sweats from arousal. Maybe keep it that way? She mumbles.
• It amuses Nate but they put a pin in it and focus back on Shizuka. He wants to know explicitly what they’re gonna do going forward. Is the goal for him to date both of them and not just fuck her on the side? Preferably yes. That’s different from what you built this up as.
• Nicki stresses it’s better isn’t it? Nate can’t argue assuming things work out for the best. That begs the question of Nicki’s other friend. She looks at the tv which is still playing K’s matches and she says that one is more up in the air. Full transparency, they want me to keep you in the dark until it’s time and we really will see how it goes with her. It could be a fabled 3rd gf, it could be a fuck buddy. But she’s not hiding her identity for any dramatic reason like she did with Shizuka- it’s just her preference.
• Nicki asks him to trust her on this because she really means it. Nate can tell she’s genuine and goes along with it. They have a tender moment of respect for each other. Back to short term plans, how is he going to fix things with Shizuka? He’s not, WE will. She pulls out her phone.

Nicki and Nate With Shizuka + Sex

• Texting between Nicki and Shizuka. Nicki gets her to agree to a phone call despite how much she hates them because Nate is there and they’re gonna talk about what to do next.
• Nate is nervous as the phone rings and Shizuka answers on speaker. Nicki gestures for Nate to start the convo and he does. Shizuka takes a second but responds awkwardly. Nicki jumps in and asks how she’s feeling. About the same as when you left me. Could go either way depending on how this call goes though.
• Nate takes the initiative and says that he wants to make sure she ends this call feeling better than when she answered. Shizuka is awkward but happy to hear it. She asks Nicki if this was what she meant about solving it together, but no, Nicki says she wants to propose a plan to do that.
• She brings up the stuff they talked about just now, and Nicki reiterates that neither of them can properly express their feelings to each other so they need her help. So here’s what they’re going to do. Nicki is going to call into work tomorrow and the three of them are going to go on a group date slash therapy session.
• Nate is surprised by this suggestion but Shizuka is like sure. Nicki says in the morning she’s going to go out and pick Shizuka up and prepare her, maybe take her somewhere to get something nice, and at night Nate will meet them somewhere they agree on. Somewhere nice and quiet where they can talk through their feelings like adults with Nicki helping mediate.
• Nate agrees to this and so does Shizuka. Nicki is happy they’re both on the same page and asks if there’s anything they want to say to each other. Shizuka talks first and gives a rambling commitment to making this all work and trying her best, brings herself to say she’s serious about him and she’s sorry it took her so long to admit as much and no matter what capacity he wants to be with her she’s fine as long as they can be together again.
• Nate is inspired by this and he apologizes for his actions today and explains venting his frustrations wasn’t the healthiest way to reestablish their relationship, even if we both liked it, and he promises much the same as she did that he’s committed to working this out. He says he’s still a little blindsided about the potential of getting a second girlfriend within a week of the first one-
• Shizuka interrupts that she doesn’t have to be his girlfriend. She doesn’t want to be in the way of Nicki’s happiness. Nicki counters back that she’s a part of this dialogue too and she’s been very upfront about being cool with all this so both of you stop worrying. Nate says neither of them let him finish and he goes on to say that he’s not against the idea if it works.
• Nicki praises him for his maturity and Shizuka is ok with seeing how tomorrow goes. Nicki asks for any closing comments and Shizuka suggests that he have some fun with Nicki tonight and not worry about her. Nicki seconds this and Nate is a little overwhelmed. He’s starting to think he might need to start exercising more than just lifting some dumbbells if he’s going to keep up with more than one girl.
• Shizuka insists it’s because she wants him to be in a good mood and to reset before their date tomorrow. She’s going to do the same and watch their video a few times to ‘calm herself down’ as well. Nicki has a wicked idea and Nate realizes it from her face before she says it.
• She asks if she wants something better than the video. Shizuka is listening. Nate guesses it and is like hold on are you seriously suggesting-
• Nicki asks if she wants to stay on call while they have sex and start a video call on their end. Nate hates himself for being so aroused by this idea and is barely able to put up a resistance to it, but Shizuka eventually answers that she would like that if Nate is comfortable with it.
• Nicki asks him playfully what he’s gonna do, if he can stay feeling guilty about everything or if the temptation at having their kinkiest sex yet is way too much to pass up. He struggles for a moment before giving in and admitting it’s insanely hot and he’s up for it if everyone else is.
• They are, so Nicki says they’ll call in a minute after they get set up. Shizuka is looking forward to it. Hang up. Nate asks if this is really the best idea, but Nicki thinks since he had one bad sexual experience with Shizuka it would help him to have a positive one before they meet up tomorrow, that and it’ll clear up more tension if we all have some fun.
• Nate concedes that she actually has a point and seeing Shizuka tomorrow might not be as awkward if they do this, so he’s all for it. It turns out another package came today when Nicki was at work and it’s a for a phone, so it’s a good time to make use of it. Nicki praises him for his forward thinking, she was pretty close to ordering one herself and this way Shizuka will get to see his face.
• The go upstairs and Nicki strips into her underwear as Nate sets up the tripod.
• He gets on the bed as Nicki kneels in front of it, then starts the call. They both greet Shizuka, who verifies she’s in her bed and ready to ‘relax’. Nicki asks if she’s naked. Yes. She mentions how hard this is making Nate and undoes his pants for her, showing him off. Shizuka laments that she didn’t get a really good look at it earlier, and Nate apologizes that he was in a rush when it all happened. She understands, Nicki suggests there’ll be time to get acquainted soon enough.
• She asks Shizuka if it’s cool if she lays on some dirty talk, because the current situation is really exciting to her. Points out he hasn’t showered. Shizuka is like oh when she realizes the significance. Neither has she, and she says she’s still filled with his cum. Nate pulses with excitement and Nicki teases him for it. Look at this dirty cheating cock, she teases.
• Nate says didn’t we agree not to say stuff like that? Do you really not want me to? Nate hesitates before being honest, but pointing to Shizuka. She’s fine with it, referencing some obscure hentai she liked that dealt with this topic. Nicki licks her lips saying it’s time to teach the cheater a lesson, then. Shizuka agrees, thinking it will be fun to see Nate acting nervous after the way she saw him today.
• Nicki grabs him and plays with him, doing some dirty talk about how his cock. Still smells like Shizuka, etc. things like that. She plays it on up, asking if Nicki isn’t enough, and just like Shizuka wanted to see, Nate is on the spot and his guilt was being used against him in a way he was actually into, helping him work through what happened.
• Nicki starts to give him a blowjob. Shizuka starts to audibly moan, ends up asking how she tastes and isn’t sure why she said that. Nicki exploits the situation, saying amazing and so does this cock, even if it’s unsatisfied with her. He counters that he loves her, and Nicki loves how this is making him. Shizuka asks him about what it feels like to get a blowjob from Nicki and he slurs a response which she finds interesting. It’s always very intense and he has to try hard not to lose control.
• Shizuka liked when he lost control and Nicki corrects her saying he means not cum so fast. Oh. Can you really make him cum that quick? Sure can, if she wants to. Nate gets a feeling of where this is heading and Shizuka requests to see it as fast as Nicki can make it. Nicki looks at him mischievously. To think I’d be taking requests from my man’s mistress… she starts sucking really hard and Nate feels it immediately.
• He’s gasping and trying to keep control. Shizuka has some commentary about this, telling Nate that he looks amazing. He doesn’t know how to respond but it makes him even hornier so Nicki suggests she keep talking, she can feel him throbbing in her mouth. Shizuka is very awkward about it but wants Nate to feel better so she forces herself to keep talking, asking questions about how he’s feeling and so on.
• Nate is super weak to all of this. One of his biggest fetishes is the casual talk during threesomes, encouragement, teasing, comparing, and this is essentially a threesome in spirit so he has to contend with all of that on top of the blowjob.
• Nicki isn’t making it easy for him, her eyes making it very clear that she means to suck him dry. She stops before he blows, Shizuka asks how she can tell and Nate reiterates that she’s really good at that, unfortunately. Oh. Are you talking about edging? Yes, unfortunately. Shizuka is interested. Nicki offers to edge him but to his relief she still wants to see him cum.
• Nicki asks how and Shizuka wants him to cum on her tits. She didn’t get to see how much he lets out but the photos and vid made it look like a lot, so… Nicki asks Nate what he thinks and he says might as well give her a show. Nicki jerks him like mad and Shizuka gasps. It’s not long before he’s blasting and Shizuka cums on the other end, saying as much. She’s watched a lot of porn but doesn’t think she’s ever seen someone cum that much. He’s like a horse.
• Nate is proud of this and he actually catches himself flirting with Shizuka a little bit. Nicki smiles at him, making him see she had a point with all this and it was indeed clearing up a lot of tension. Nicki asks if Shizuka has any more requests, and she awkwardly wants whatever Nate wants. Nate takes this chance to say he wants to show off what he can do when he’s not being rough and angry, wants to eat Nicki out.
• Nicki asks if he means this to be a preview of what Shizuka can look forward to. He’s nervous to admit as much, but he does so and flirts more, saying he wants her to watch closely. Shizuka is nervous but very into it and watches as Nate starts eating out Nicki. As he is occupied, Nicki does most of the talking to Shizuka and answers her a lot of questions about what getting eaten out feels like.
• As Nicki gets closer, Shizuka does too and Nicki is occasionally leading her on and saying things like how she’ll get to feel like this too. The idea of eating out Shizuka makes him even more passionate about it and he finishes Nicki. Shizuka cums and is astonished, complimenting Nicki for how pretty she looks when she does. Nicki inquires further, asking if she’s more curious now. Shizuka admits a little bit.
• They ask what she wants to see next and Shizuka says she wants to see Nate get ridden since Shizuka was on the receiving end. Nicki is cool with that and admits cowgirl is her favorite position. Shizuka ends up asking Nate about his and he says he hasn’t gotten a chance to do any of his yet. Cowgirl and face sitting, layer cake, girls 69ing while he fucks one, a lineup of girls with their asses pointed out, stuff like that. He gets teased for being a true harem fetishist and Shizuka gets the courage to say she’s up for any of that if Nicki is.
• Nate is obscenely aroused but Nicki is too and she needs an outlet. She pushes him down and has does dirty talk about the topic saying how hot it makes her and how bad she wants it, before sitting down on his cock. Her dirty talk is focused on comparing it to Shizuka, teasing him for ‘cheating’, and stuff like that. He is hesitant to compare but Shizuka is so enthralled that she compels him to answer each and every time until he reaches a point where he is no longer guilty and his perversion shines through.
• Nicki was hoping for this and she notices the shift. He’s fully honest now about how much fun he had with Shizuka, how badly he wants to do more with her, and how badly he wants to fuck both of them together. Shizuka is so turned on but it’s also emotional, she wants that too, and Nicki describes how hard he is thinking about it as she fucks him.
• Shizuka says something bold, to think about her as he cums inside Nicki. He doesn’t hesitate and Nicki chastises him for this jokingly. Everyone gets off and the afterglow is insane. Nate opens up and says how that was the best sex they’ve had so far. Nicki agrees, and thanks Shizuka for her assistance. She’s a little awkward now that it’s all over but she thanks them back.
• Shizuka is daring enough to say she hopes they can do this again soon, or you know, something better. That depends on how tomorrow goes Nicki says. Right. Shizuka says she’s getting tired but before she goes she makes it very clear that she had an amazing day today and is so thankful to have Nate back in her life. She promises to clear all the air so they can make this work, and no longer filled with doubt, Nate promises the same. He ends the call with we’ll see you tomorrow.
• Now that it’s just them, Nate confronts Nicki on how smart she is. Pretty much any remaining tension is gone and he’s full of optimism for their date. Nicki reminds him he thinks too hard and it’s her job to keep him from hurting that big brain of his. The only thing it should care about is fucking, cumming and writing, so let me handle everything else. She also said she didn’t really do much, because at the end of the day, he and Shizuka have feelings for each other and all it will take to fix things is a little honesty, which is his shameless strong point.
• She doesn’t want to see him sad, wants him to be happy, and will do anything to see that he is. Nate reiterates how deeply he loves Nicki and she stresses that he fucking better in jest. She asks him about his goal for tomorrow and if it’s really just to make things right with Shizuka and Nate owns up to it having shifted. He wants to clear the air, yes, but what he wants more than that is to make Shizuka his second girlfriend.
• He hedonistically opines about all the things they could do together, Nicki on the edge of her seat as he shows his perversions. She’s deeply attracted to his ambition and potent lust.
• Nicki congratulates him and they make out excitedly, showing how down she is with the idea. He says they should get to bed since it’s going to be a big day tomorrow, but she tempts him into one more round and the book ends on a really optimistic note.