Just checking, y'all didn't get charged this morning, right?

So, like I said a week or so ago, I set it so payment was paused for February. New people would still be charged, but those who've stuck around wouldn't be.

I'm just wanting to make sure that everything's groovy, and y'all still have access to everything.

How have I been, you passionately ask? I've been getting better. There hasn't just been one thing wrong, it's like a big culmination of things. I won't bore you with all the details (some of you have DM'ed me, and I've talked your ears off, haha) but I've identified everything, I think, and I'm working on it. There are some new issues, but there are also some lifelong issues. Just a laundry list of shit to work through.

I think most importantly, yes. I am still going to animate. That's for certain. I won't lie though, a lot of stress has come from doing this. Weirdly enough, I think I'm terrified of success. But that's stupid, I'm not running away from this.

I'm setting new goals for myself, and I'm wanting to pick up where I've left off. 

I'm also thinking about doing static fanart, too. I was dicking around and found that I could finish something in a handful of hours. It was like... morale-boosting. Working on one animation for several weeks can get pretty exhausting, so I've been thinking about whipping something quick out during animations, for like a break or whatever. That also has the benefit of more content. SO! I need to figure out a good system, but I think I'll be posting art like that, too. But, my primary focus is still making animations.

That's about it. I'm piecing my brain back together, slowly but surely. I'm sort of understanding my mind so hopefully an episode like this won't happen again. I'm absolutely not giving this up. I'm trying my best to come back swinging.

Stay tuned, I'll be posting work soon.

Yer Buddy,

-KYDE