jayakun

A personal journal page

Added 2019-01-26 19:12:19 +0000 UTC

Today I spent an hour with a coffee, thinking about/writing a post which could be more a personal journal page.

But anyway, better keeping these thoughts for myself and go straight to the point.

I'm free, free falling!

Yep, It's a Saints Row the Third mission.

May be I’ve been kinda off these last weeks, a natural fact due to my job at half time.

You know and you totally agree with that, as I’ve seen no complain about and every work I do I feel more and more encouraged to go on and make a lot more, that’s my wish, my artistic goal.

Still, I felt kinda bad because not dedicating enough time to read discord, making more work nor covering Yina with the rpg game discussion….

Also with some New Lessons to learn about wanting to do too much stuff to do without the required time.

The matter is, I was in a little common issue in my professional Iife, and I’ve been unable to hold my position in my new job, actually, I prefer this way, because I felt running into a trap from which it would be harder and more painful to get out if I still there so much time. Details are needless (yep, because of the boss), I’m just the opinion, sometimes is better to stepback, and take a new direction, then start running again. Having a job/income is a must for everybody, but if at some point I can afford to look for new and better opportunities, I guess this would be the smartest move for any common sense person.

I'm web/app developer, with such little health care issue in my back which at some point left me out for a while these last few years, now I’m ok, back and with some ideas I'd like to validate, while I’m looking for other minor jobs, or stand on myself as freelance.

What now?

I’ll be recovering more time in the next days for you, more available to the discord and game discussion and woohooooo!!!

We're 50 PATRONS

Shall we celebrate with some new event for Alice!

Reaching the next goal is becoming a reality thanks to you, I said I should start stand on my own and work with this 3-4 hours per day, and of course, more at the weekend. I just need to find some relax and rest, make some sport, it’s important to care of some pain in my back of too much abuse of time before the computer, but said that, if I must stay before my computer, shall be with something I really love as long as I can (yep, making a balance about job/health/mylife don't worry).

I know you, as patrons and supporters, might help me for a limited time depending on your status or interests, though your help is really encouraging me to take this deccissions.

Don't feel bad if you have to stop or lower your contribution at some point, I know you all still there and want to see with me how my artwork evolves.

I really appreciate, your membership is helping me to move this into the right direction. Also don't fear to give any critic if you feel deceived by some content or behavior or reasons to leave.

Can’t yet turn on the higher tiers, cause I want to have some other ideas working the next days, but with your first characters and requests, I’ve been able to have already several poses and animations up for new variations, more extended scenes and switching some characters from one scene to another. Just ask, i wanna make them cry of laughters and moans.

My next moves

I know patreon is a good company for starters, but we're all aware that NSFW content is always in the scope (no matter if here or elsewhere), and someone could be kicked out as soon as a little mistake, or some policy change ruled by the common lobbies is applied.

So I’m looking also to make it compatible with other possibilities, like making my own website and affiliation platform, I’ve got some skill with that, never had the time for my own projects yet and would be a great new experience and a new opportunity to create a service which some other content creators could use for their profit. I think I’m not losing anything to try it while I’ve got the time. Right now, is an idea with some drafts on my notebook. I’ll see how it evolves the next months.

And of course finish all pending requests, and tracing some game lines and making some portrait and test animations with yina's material and your ocs.

So, in the overall

I'm recovering some more time for you too, while I schedule some other interviews with partners and contacts to get a prospect of my possibilities as freelance and new jobs, looking forward to be able to pay taxes as a standalone and start with the second goal of patreon.

So sorry to make u read all this, but you know, as an artist (or artist aspirant), we're not only our work, we're our circumstances too, and I’m glad to share them with you.