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My wife and Her Kaichou Cosplay [Part 4] Final

Added 2025-07-27 19:52:21 +0000 UTC

You knows, I've always drawn to meet a certain quota. I believe that if I draw more, I'll get better, and I draw every day. I love it because it allows me to express myself. Draw everything to gain experience, so one day i can create my own manga.

NSFW is part of it but that's not the main reason. I thought by continuing to draw NSFW is a good way to improve my drawing skills. There's no 'how to make a NSFW', the only way is to dive into it, for five years.

It feels like I've been playing Skyrim for five years and have done everything I wanted in the game, a boredom.

Conflict in me, why bother pursuing my manga dreams when I can live well like that Furry artist across the street, if i keep drawing NSFW.

I feel lost and wonder what this is all about. I spend a little time for myself and keep drawing NSFW. Now days, NSFW art i draw doesn't come from within myself.

I need to change and adapt. Lately, I've been spending more time on my second Twitter account. While this is detrimental to my NSFW career, I need to do it for my mental health.

I believe, rn, drawing things that are not NSFW will develop my abilities/potential to be bigger.

Still drawing NSFW, just not as much as before. See YELLOW#20 [Note]