Hey guys, a wee bit of bad news and how i've been feeling this past month
Added 2020-07-16 19:22:18 +0000 UTC
Man my head space has been weird when it comes to sfm as of late, like early in the month i was rocking it but now i feel like im sort of drifting, i think the reason im feeling this way is because of the pressures of stuff.
Like i still need to do the patreon animations and a commission for a friend that i promised (one that i've already downgraded on because part of me felt the task was too daunting, you know... like the pussy ass bitch that i am) and it's just been dragging me down. Same reason why i haven't opened commissions in a long time,
always trying to stick to plan of schedule and constantly disappointing myself when i eventually fall out of it, be it from my own laziness or other outside factors.
For that reason im gonna change my patreon top tier for a while, ill still be getting this months animations done and all that good jazz but if you want to unpleadge then that's understandable and no drama, hell i would close down my patreon but your guys extreme generosity in these times have been so fucking amazing. I seriously can't thank you guys enough, but i still be stopping the voting thing for next month, it may come back or it may not, I'll still post the wips there of course.
I guess i've always been more of an impulse animator, like that super hot thing was because i saw Detnox's amazing art, and i feel like animating so much stuff from other artists.
Don't know if it's drive to recreate an awesome thing or just a heavy case of plagiarism/ uncreativity. like i want to do more stuff from people like Mag, Red and Tortugasart, just a whole bunch of people. alongside my own ideas but the feeling of "i have to do X instead" is butting heads with that plan, feeling a bit childish to say something like that but it is what it is.
But yeah that's just how i've been feeling, feels nice getting it off my chest but i don't know how to go forward, i guess i;'ll just get the patreon stuff done and then the commission, then whatever else. maybe not in that order but yeah, Thank you for coming to my ted talk
Comments
I'd consider a therapist who can take these things you feel and help you not only understand them better but just as importantly how to handle them and approach your life going forward! Best wishes for you.
Meridian
2020-07-18 09:09:12 +0000 UTCThank you guys for understanding <3
Coot27
2020-07-17 07:43:05 +0000 UTCI hope you are okay
WarBird
2020-07-16 20:50:41 +0000 UTCBro, if you want to just make your own stuff and occasionally make something out of someone elses stuff then do that. Constantly doing this for everyone else is not healthy for your mental state, you need to be creative for YOU. The reason I subbed to you is BECAUSE you are creative and fun. Look at artists like SplashBrush, I love her art style and how creative and fun she is. Always in everything you choose to pursue, make sure you are doing it because you love it. Only do commisions when YOU want to, dont be doing them all the time because someone comes out of the blue and says "I want this!" Dont adjust to the world, BE YOU. "Give respect and honor to the man next to you, and it will be returned to you."
Zergling
2020-07-16 20:32:28 +0000 UTC
