One more day till I have my last gynecologist appointment. Since Sept 17 (the day after Riot Fest) I have been either on bedrest or on restriction with my movement. I’m still not allowed to carry more than 3 lbs, no bending over or twisting, no running or jumping etc. so basically I’m only allowed to walk slowly, sit, lay down.
Tomorrow that all changes! Barring something crazy happening, I will be able to return to normal movement. I will be emerging from my cocoon of healing and ready to fly higher than ever.
This time has given me the gift of thought. Usually I work so much that I’m to busy to dive deep emotionally the way I have since my uterus died.
It’s definitely been the loneliest, scariest, most difficult time of my life and I’m ready to be done with it. Ready to move forward but I feel like I’m moving forward with more insight about what I want from life, love, work, etc.
I’m realizing that I don’t have energy for anything that doesn’t fulfill me anymore. I’m thrilled to go back to what fills my heart with joy. It’s becoming clear that I need to stick with my beautiful family, body movement, burlesque, creating, and my incredible friendships.
I have no idea what the future will bring but I’m doing my best to manifest good things.
I have appreciated my time in this cocoon.
Time to fly free💗
Brent Blume
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