Out of surgery!

I love this plushy that my daughter Memphis got me her name is KEI and she’s very squeezable and lovable. I’ve kept her next to me the entire time. I can’t have too many hugs in the moment so it’s nice to be able to hug her when I am feeling any type of way.

I’m extremely exhausted but the surgery is over. it only took a few hours and I was awake by noon yesterday. I’m so happy to be on the road to recovery. I have a lot of emotions and feelings and sensations right now that I am figuring out. I’m not ready to say where I currently am but I do have to say that the hospital staff, surgical staff, my OB/GYN and surgeon, everybody has been phenomenal. Eventually I’ll give him more information about that after I leave the hospital. I have received the very best care I could possibly get and have felt like I’m in safe hands the entire time. That is huge! I’m thankful for that above all else. I’m thankful that they allowed Jeremy to stay with me in the hospital and I’m thankful for all the beautiful flowers that I received and the loving messages from everybody. This is the best care and nursing staff I have ever experienced.

i’m excited for the future, for my healing process, to get back to work and to dance again. I can’t wait to see all my loved ones and animals back in PR when I am healed, February 14 I am cleared to go back to the island but until then I will be recovering in Illinois with Jeremy and my family. I have the best kids in the world and I am so proud of them both. I’m so excited for the future we have planned together. We’ve been creating a really fun, neat idea together and yeah I’m really excited for its launch. The best thing that I can do right now is to keep my mind on the future and make goals for myself short term and long term. with both of my children in the Quad cities now, there’s a lot to look forward to.

I’m thankful that my children Miles and memphis have been here for me, my parents have been so supportive and both of my sisters have been checking on me regularly.

Haley and Alaina and Deb have been keeping everything going well I have been under the weather. Mark and Tiffany have been so helpful with watching the house and the animals and I am completely surrounded by love, support and kindness. That’s about all I have to say for right now. I’m pretty exhausted so I’m gonna get some more sleep and I will update you all again as soon as I have the mental and emotional bandwidth.

I love you!